fairy tale

have you heard a story of a possible happy ending but eventually it ends the other way around..

i guess that's reality..

but an ending can also be just another beginning of a new story..

come, let me tell you a story..

once upon a time,









i have no idea!
sorry~

its been ages since I updated this blog..

a lot of things happen in these few months..
personal-wise and career-wise.. but have no idea on how how to convey the story..
-- alhamdulillah, been to mecca and madina for a short umrah trip in may :) ,, kalau ada rezeki, mau pegi lagi!
-- found a new eye candy : a very cute guy named choi si won :P (tinggi!)
-- looking forward for all the uncertainties awaits me, even if it's a fairy tale without a definite ending.. life is no fun and excitement without surprises, be it for worse or for better (hopefully the latter) =)

cute!

p/s: teringat kata2 una suruh berenti berharap kat siwon..hahaha.. XD

kuma-chan!~

left: my old kuma-chan
right: new kuma-chan..

akhirnya berakhir sudah pencarian mencari kuma-chan yang baru ntuk menggantikan kuma-chan yang lama akibat terputus penggantungnya..

boley la temankan emika-chan..tapi cam sarat la plak enpon ni..huhu..

1st attempt of homemade lasagna..

sekian..

(mls gila nk menulis! ..lol)

Kim Kang Woo dan Suatu Hujung Minggu..

did i ever mention i luv i kim kang woo?


i just luv him or to be exact his potrayal of genius pyscho Chae Do Woo~.. luckily i was offshore on wednesday --> i get to see the final episode of Story of A Man on tuesday!.. it was not a happy ending, but still the ending is good.. the kdo left the viewers with a feeling, 'is there more to it?', 'whaaat? ommona..'.. cant wait to see him in his next projects..

I spent my 1st weekend offshore..just got back from kerteh this morning.. esok da masuk opis balik..aah, malasnya~ >.<".. this trip was more lively than my previous 2 visits.. i didnt get sunburn since it's all cloudy there (yeay for that~ :P).. i was there to 'felt' pig arriving from the satelite platform (woot~)..i experienced fire drill 2 times there (tetiba blurr sketika time bila dgr fire alarm..bley plak terfikir, "eh, fire alarm?..cam tipu je") .. got to know lots of nice ppl.. overally, it was ok~~

i get on Semangkok on Wed and went back on Sunday.. It was in the mid of heavy rain when i take the chopper back.. Siap kena usik ngan sume kononnya chopper kensel, frust da kejap..isk2..tipah tertipu!.. spent the nite at awana, before going back..today, rasa cam nk demam plak..ngaa~..

Semangkok A..got this pix from Flixster

Semangkok is an old platform, producing oil since 1980ish (kot) and located approx 250km offshore Kerteh.. When I was there, they were doing blasting and painting at Module 1, so i wasnt able to see much of it..still, i had the chance to browse around, looking here and there.. and i wasnt as scared to walk on the grating as previously.. i had a chance to see turtle ( a real life one!) yet another time when i was at the cellar deck..hee~.. i'm still kinda scared evrytime boarding the chopper though, the blades always give me goosebumps..ngaa~ >.<"

ehem2.. thx for a certain sum1.. ;)

sekian, till next time..

konvo sudah makin menjelma, selepas tu menanti pula bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarrak..hurrmm..utp, see u one more time~

stand by you..

<<-- click the title to hear the rip version..

The day you left without the words of leaving
This roads scenery and scent seems as if it was changed
The promises we exchanged because I want to be your everything
It was never kept and changes into memories

That time when you were crying alone, if I ran straight to you
Would you still have been by my side?
If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you
My hearts desire for you and my words cant reach you anymore

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

When you bring me to my mind of your back side with your hair tied
I misunderstood that person over and over again, who looked back
Everytime my phone rang I prayed that it was your name
and lived liked that each day like a wretch

I said Id forget you but that was a lie, the truth was I simply didnt want to forget you
If behaving as if I didnt care was me, I dont need that anymore
A happiness that couldnt be felt when youre not here
No matter how I try I cant easily stop the tears flowing

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

Thats why Im calling your name by myself
I dont think I can accept this mournful heart
But theres no ways anymore besides that way

You shined even when you were just here
But those times will never come back again
Even if there is a problem, even if I lose something
I never want to forget that I loved you

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

luving this song <3..>.<

c'est un voyage d'amour..

it's a journey of love..

that is the tagline for Kenzo Amour..

it came with a poem:

sweet~

late last sunday nite, went to Alamanda Putrajaya with my parents..and finally, after such a long time, i finally get hold Kenzo Amour..yeah~ XD

(da remove Kenzo Amour from my wish list, tapi replace ngan Tohoshinki's new album, The Secret Code (Jacket A - 2 CD + 1DVD)..huu.. mahal seyh..USD50+..ngaa~)

what the official page said about the perfume,

well, for me, it smells somewhat like bedak (which i like..hehe~..not too sweet, not to musky..just nice~) and almost similar to FlowerByKenzo (which i had earlier,b4 my intern..during intern, i used my mom's Estee Lauder's Pleasure :P ) but less the flowery scent..

Amour has 3 SKU sizes of parfume and 2 deodarant products


at Alamanda, they only got the 100ml and 50ml parfum..mine is the 50ml white bottle.. cute and unique bottle,kan?


we were the last ones to leave the parkson's viccinity, and every last staffs left were bidding us goodnite..tunggu kitorg je nak tutup pintu je..mesti dia harap cepat2 kitorg keluar, baru ley derg balik..hehe..

thx ayah, for d parfum ;)

-credits: all images are taken from here-

of maternity to windbreaker..

"umie, umie, ayong jumpa baju comey~"

i quickly drag my mom to the spot, at the maternity dept..hehe~

after trying it out, i showed it out to my mom..

"lawa..", commented my mom..

"kan2?..tapi xnampak cam baju maternity ke?"

"jangan perut buncit da la"

hoo~..kena exercise la pas ni..kononnya.. :P..

cute shirt, taken!

some time later after that, since all the other fitting rooms are occupied, i'm back to the maternity dept to try out the clothes my mom interested in.. i am afterall the official trying-out clothes person..hehe..

and once again, my eyes captured a cute blouse just outside the fitting room.. how could i had not noticed it earlier!

cute blouse, taken!

previously, i showed great interest in cute maternity clothing, and even some of my clothes can pass as maternity clothing, but i never never actually buy anything directly or indirectly from maternity dept.. not that i bother or embarass, but probably i doesnt have the courage to openly admit i favor them..

i like to wear fitting pants and find myself comfortable in them, and since i'm quite a tall person, some shirts may turn out to be singkat or skimpy when i wear them, thus almost always i opt for something a little bit longer.. and it is definitely hard to find a nice shirt that is not loose and not singkat,unless they came from exclusive boutique or very very hard to came across to.. (not that i dont wear singkat clothing, i do wear them occasionally..hehe..but..)..i think that what lead me to maternity clothing, they cute, not singkat, and presentable, and they available in either long sleeve or 3/4 sleeve (i'm too lazy to wear hand socks).. and it can be some kind of fashion too.. and who knows, somewhere down the road, they be can recyle when i am really expecting (if they are still to be found :P)..

and yes, i had finally get hold of the white windbreaker i always wanted for my birthday.. yatta~! XD

"ayong, ayong nak tak sweater putih hari tu..saya belanja..tapi nanti ayong kena belanja balik la"

and so i waited for my brother's promise..but all left was just a promise..cehh.. alih2 beli sendirik je..haih.. seb baik la dari discount 10%, naik jadi discount 30%..hee..it's white, it's huge, and i love it!

jalan-jalan cari success..

the first SS501 song i actually liked, all thx to Boys Over Flowers..

Tag : Junction Decision

The picture shall tell the description of the Question but here is the story.

After traveling a long way, you had reach a final junction towards your success. On this junction there are two roads to be chosen. The first road offers you an easy path but at longer journey, very very long one compared to the other one. The second is extremely shorter but also very very difficult as people said "most of them traveled this road never returned".

1. Which road will you take? (no one can take both road at a same time)
2. Why do you not choose the other road?
3. What is the example in your life showing that you actually did choose the road you stated?

1. The 1st road

2. The easy way doesn't mean it has no obstacles at all. To choose the hard way, i need to reevaluate myself. Am I capable to undergo all the adventures? I need to know far is my limit. Will I able to withstand the thorns at the start of the junction? If I fell over the 1st bridge, i'll drown since i cant swim. If I don't, and somehow slip over the 2nd bridge, or the bridge collapse, i probably died. So, NO. The 2nd road will not be chosen.

I prefer having to go through a long, long journey that will test my patience and endurance, but in the end able to taste the sweet success, than taking a short cut but never know how am I going to end up to. There's a saying (and also a movie of the same name), 'There's no shortcut to happiness"..and I strongly felt it can be applied here as well, 'There is no shortcut to success"..

Choosing the 1st road probabbly meant i'm going to achieve succes at slower rates than those choosing the 2nd..But still, if i play my cards well, i can always speed up, and achieve my goal faster and safely in one piece.. and it's all that matter.. :)

3. gud example rasenye stadi kat utp..masuk2, dah di lay outkan macam mana nk perabis 5 taun yg diberi untuk dapat scroll degree.. just go with the flow, but still dlm mengikut flow itu walau ramai yang berjaya, ada juga yang x berapa berjaya dan juga yang kecundang.. maka jalan yang kononnya mudah ini pon tidak lah semudah mana..even dalam jalan yang kononnya mudah pon, ada decision yg xberapa mudah ntuk di buat (e.g specialization?).. maka konklusionnya, tiada yang mudah dlm hidup ini..

P/s:

Happy 50th Birthday to Ayah~.. Moga di panjangkan umur, dikurniakan kesihatan berpanjangan dan dimurahkan rezeki~

the song he sang..

Bisakah aku bertanya padamu
Dari mana datang sayang ini
Dari redup matamu
Atau bisikan mesra

Adakah kerna sentuhan listrikmu
Membuat ku terus berjanji
Hati ini hanya milikmu saja

Sentuhanmu bukan datang dari
Dunia materi
Terasa ini pernah mengusikku
Bagai de javu

Ku rindu sentuhanmu
Ku damba sentuhanmu
Tiada lain yang ku inginkan
Hanyalah
Hanya sentuhanmu

alhamdulillah..

;)

;)

alhamdulillah, terima kasih ya ALLAH.. aku gembira dan terharu dengan kurniaanMU ini ya ALLAH..kuatkanlah diriku ini untuk menempuh segala cabaran,onak duri dan liku-liku yang akan terbentang luas di jalanku..lekatkan lah hidayah dan taufiq MU di hatiku, jadikanlah aku hambaMU yang selalu bersyukur dan mengingatiMu, walau susah, walau senang..janganlah Kau jadikan aku hambaMu yang terlalai dan terleka,dek dibuai rezeki yang kau limpahkan..terima kasih ya ALLAH..alhamdulillah..

kawan-kawan,doakan lah yang terbaik buat diri ini ya?.. ;)

p/s: insyaallah detailnya akan di post nanti ;)

let's play~

rasanya da berkurun xmain online game..

antara game online yang pernah di main adalah MAPLE STORY, tu pon lama bangat da..samapai da ingat da apa login id..ngaa~.. men dari zaman2 1st year sampai 2nd year.. asal cuti sem je, balik umah, men game nih,.. agak kronik jugak kerana smpai xtido malam..

maple story adalah game yang best dan cumey.. ala2 RO + mario..

antara2 screenshots MAPLESTORY:







(all caps are taken from http://www.maplestory.com/)

during/after my intern, i started playing another korean online rpg game, GRANDCHASE (season 1) .. style visual game lebey kurang cam MAPLESTORY gak cume cam lagi senang je ..hehe~.. instead ongoing journey cam dlm MAPLE , game dia berlevel2, bley pilih kat main menu ke mana hala tuju kite seterusnya.. maybe tu yang mengurangkan kesusahan game nih.. satu bende best game ni, time main game ini kan di iringi lagu korea yg sangat mendayu ;) ..since main kat pc adik, bila pc adik crash, game tu pon terkubur sekali tambah pula di sokong kemalasan nak install balik game tu..






(all caps are taken from http://images.filefront.com/Grand+Chase+1+25+08_Screenshots_Pictures)

a few days back, selak2 PCGAMER Malaysia, terperasan dan terbaca review, ada game rpg yang menarik, LUNA.. tapi best x best, xtaw lagi.. skang ni ada sejam lagi b4 abes donlod installer.. haih~

so jom, ramai2 men game ni..hehe.. di kala2 masih x mendapat kerja lagi nih..

link nye --> luna.runup.com.my

gong xi fa chai!~

kepada semua yang menyambut tahun baru cina, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA~!

for me, benda yang paling best adalah lambakan buah2 limau mandarin dan tangerine.. tapi diri ini selalu terkonpius antara dua tu.. adakah mandarin ngan tangerine tu sama atau berbeza.. for me, yang besar panggil mandarin, yang kecik panggil tangerine ..

from the wiki:

The Mandarin orange or mandarin (or mandarine) is a small citrus tree (Citrus reticulata) with fruit resembling the orange. The fruit is oblate, rather than spherical. Mandarin oranges are usually eaten plain, or in fruit salads. Specifically reddish orange mandarin cultivars can be marketed as tangerines, but this is not a botanical classification.

The tangerine (Citrus × tangerina) is an orange- or red-coloured citrus fruit. It is a variety of the Mandarin orange (Citrus reticulata). Tangerines are smaller than most oranges, and the skin of some varieties will peel off more easily. The taste is often less sour, or tart, than that of an orange.

maka, betul kah persepsi itu?..ntah ler.. xtaw la..janji sodap~



kebetulan pula tadi, on the way nak membeli-belah perkakas nak wat spageti (atas request syukri), terserempak ngan sekumpulan singa menari2 dekat depan salah sebuah rumah di depan simpang nk keluar sg jelok, penuh kereta parking kiri kanan duk tgk.. huu~..best2..lame da tak tengok, ok la walaupun dpt tgk dlm masa 30 saat je..

gambar adalah hiasan semata, hasil dr pen-google-an..

inilah bestnye hidup dlm negara yg kaya ngan pelbagai bangsa..bley melihat dan belajar culture bangsa2 lain.. boleh merasa serba-serbi pelbagai jenis makanan.. dan yang paling best, byk public holidays~


kepada semua yang bercuti seminggu atau penanam anggur berjaya , njoy ur holiday~...

now, let's listen to a sad song and a cute song..


<<-- stokin die cumey~ hehe..



<--/me hanya kenal yoona ngan taeyeon je..

of flowers at home..

penah tgk bunga kunyit ngan pokok setawar?

xpenah?

jom tgk..

bunga kunyit~..1st time tgk bila umie tunjuk hari tu..anda pernah tgk?

teka bunga apa ni?

ye betul, ini lah bunga pokok setawar..

selain itu, ada gak pokok bunga kertas yang bunga dia ala2 bunga orkid..

cantik dan menarik~

bunga kertas original..

aiseyh.. INTAN da start la plak.. later ek.. nk g tgk Rado ngan Intan..

tensen gwe.. cter ni x abes2 lg.. da dekat time derg nk kawen Rado buta lak..grrr!

jaa~

mau itu ini..

Mau Yang Besar - Pianka

Hey
Sebelum engkau mulai menggoda
Kau mestilah sedar apa yang kumahu

Dari jelingan mu
Aku sudah tau
Apa yang bermain di dalam fikiranmu

Aduh.. kau nakal sungguh
Tapi kumengerti kerna kau lelaki
Dan aku wanita yang semua mahu miliki

Tunggu.. sebelum itu
Harus..dengarkan dulu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

Apakah engkau mampu memuaskan hatiku
Cukup layan tak atau hanya buang waktu

Aku mahu kau jujur
Harus ingatlah selalu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

Jika kau berani
Buktikan kau lelaki

Jika kau berani
Buktikan kau lelaki

Dengarkan dulu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

-pianka:mau yang besar-

saya bukan materialistik..
saya realistik..
XD

pipih came home~

finally, after more than a week pipih came back home..
i believe this was the longest time he had been away from home.. normally, he will be away for a few days and in the evening, dia akan duk tercongok kat dapur tunggu makan malam..

mungkin kah dia dibuang salah seorg jiran kat sini (apa kes buang kucing org..grrr!), dan baru berjaya pulang ke rumah..
pipih balik dengan kepenatan dan kelaparan..biasanya panggil , dia kan menjawab, tapi tadi lepas makan baru menjawab.. selepas puas beistirehat, off he goes again..

moral of the story: dont luv and pampered male cats too much.. time kecik2, manja sangat, meliuk-lentuk je..bila besar xberapa nak sgt.. duk merayap, bergaduh ngan kejar betina je.. haih~.. belae je baik..

pipih marah kuning, si kucing umah depan..

two kings sharing their meal..

rakyat jelata.. (pics xclusive 3 kittens, Teh,chomot, tompok)

kalo diperhatikan ada double standard untuk kucing2 kat umah ni..hehe.. generasi bukan anak2 Bu akan lebey di utamakan, obvious time makan la.. belae, pipih, chomot, teh, tompok (dulu ada Chai), akan makan kat atas.. pastu yg lain tu Bu dan anak2 keturunannye akan makan kat bawah.. rasa2 diorang terasa tak?.. huhu..

chai (right) dalam kenangan..chai dulu rapat ngan jije..ke mana chai gi, jijie akan ikut..