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i luv this song!.. super duper sweet, kan? especially donghae's singing part :P

sangat lama tak login and update this sampai it took me more than 10 minutes to log in.. lol..

what's new?

well, if you're asking about work, i had moved to a different asset.. now i'm supporting one of the most important gas platform.. powering the nation, babe!.. no gas supply, no electricity to PM (peninsular malaysia).. sounds cool but maaaaaan, it's a lot lot lot of work and stress.. i thinks it's a very good exposure to build my working competency level, but i'm not sure whether i'm up to it.. funny, here i am, always keep repeating that my personality is not suitable to work here, but still i have no intention to jump ships.. ok2, intention je la yang ade, action xde pong, cv xpenah pun update..hehe..
summary - work: keje sampai bila tak abes2, i NEED the money but i also want job satisfaction!

activity wise, this evening i'm heading to UTP with anis to pick-up yani then proceed to penang..It's una's wedding tomorrow!.. so happy for her, may she has a happy and prosperous new life and berbahagia hingga ke syurga :) ..
(tapi, saya takut drive jauh2 ni.. haha..)

monday, i'll be going to Jakarta for training..adess, baru nak enjoy tapi kena bawak kerje plak sbb xsetel2 lagi.. powering the nation la sangat..ngaaa

summary - non-work: define non-work please?.. is work-life balance even exist? i'm not a workaholic but why it's all about work?.. i need more time for myself!


personal personal wise? - due to time constraint, currently i just go with the flow and on reflex, instantaneous feel.. if i feel like it, then i do it.. if i don't, then i won't.. i need to do something meaningful and fun! any suggestion?

and lastly, here you go, this cute song's translation (credit goes to pop!gasa):

You always ask, how much I love you

Sometimes, you get worried about the far ahead future


Don’t worry, don’t torture yourself

You are my perfect love


Even if you’re just breathing

Even if you don’t have makeup on

You are beautiful, eye-blinding


I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up


The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need


When I see you, I feel comfortable

Even though you don’t like it when I say that



I’m happy but still you are nervous


Don’t doubt- don’t torture yourself

Actually, this is a pure love


When you give off that lovely smile with your eyes

You are beautiful, eye-blinding


I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up


The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need

of an untold story unfold

it was only the day before my 24th birthday that i was told quite an interesting story that happens back 24 years ago:

near midnight of Dec 19, 1986 my uncle was simply kalut.. it was raining heavily and had started flooding as per the scheduled monsoon season.. at my grandmother house, my mom was already in labor pain despite my birth date outlook to be tentatively Jan 31, 1987.. the village clinic's nurse was away on vacation.. the nearest bidan simply declined to come as she was not booked.. the only choice left is another bidan who lived quite far and need to cross a bridge.. once my uncle reached the bridge, the bridge was flooded with overflowing water thus unable to distinguished between the river and the bridge.. this one river was known to have its inhabitants, thus when my uncle actually stepped into one of their heads, he immediately snatch a tree branch and ketuk ketuk ketuk ketuk their head and hurriedly, running across the river to the bidan house.. i was born just right when the clock strike twelve with my uncle the bidan safely made it despite the dangerous encounter..

the not so dangerous crocs

TAKE TWO

aaahh.. I am 24 now.. spent the day travelling back from KB to home.. but had had a nice dinner at Koryowon! once reached KL .. heee~.. i just love the tender and juicy beef bbq-ed korean style wrapped in fresh crispy lettuce..nyumm!

Not to forget, happy engagement to Kak Tie!

kenapa tak rasa cam da tua setaun pon? :P

of snapshots

TAKE TWO

jaa ne!~

of work stress and fun time

masjid besi @ putrajaya..xpenah gi lagi neh

-source: wikipedia-

i dyed my hair violet.. ok, before you start jumping it's actually blackcurrant @ dark violet brown

last week had been a very exhausting week.. i was pull back in an issue that involved deferred production.. even lost the opportunity to attend SFD reliability lesson learnt workshop (just pretend you know what's it all about ek)..

so when the weekends arrived, i celebrated it with joy and pleasure, with my finger crossed no one calls me as i'm on weekend duty.. during the weekly grocery, my mom was browsing to buy for dye on her grey hair.. that' s when one dye color caught my eye..

"what color is that?" my dad asked, looking at the 2 permanent hair color..

"violet" :P

my dad goes like "purple?".. my mom malas nak layan da my kerenah..lol..

to my parents relieve, it actually turns out ok.. i would say it looks almost natural.. the violet-ness does not really showed off.. since my original hair is deep black, it looks like just another shade of black, if black have any shades.. under the lights at the right angle, then the violet-ness is seen.. and i like it just the way it turns out, even i may have hoped the color can be more obvious.. hoho~

to tell you the truth, i had been wanting to dye my hair dark violet since i'm in form 5.. i believe that was the time that this dye color was introduced.. but then, both parents definitely oppose that.. i could not dye my hair behind their back, what if it turns out disastrously and become stunning purple?..that'll be a haunting and never-ending nightmare..

hurmmm, what should be next year's colour?..should i try a lighter color?.. or jeng3x: algae green?

XD

P/S: i actually got a call asking me to go to office just now.. ngaaa~

PP/S: selamat berpuasa dan menyambut bulan puasa al-mubarak to all muslim and muslimat~ :)


TAKE TWO:

when googling for hairstyle pics, found this one nostalgic pic:


ahhh, miss them as a group!

da nak bulan puasa neh.. masih melayan kpop lagi..isk2.. >.<"

a song for you..

It was raining on the day I sent you away
The rain hid my tears of sadness
It's raining more today, too, as I miss you
The rain embraces me as I sob.


By chance, when it rains do you
think of me, too?
I can only vaguely hope.

I sing a song for you
Can you hear my song?
I love you, I love you
Can you hear my words?
Even if the world end, my song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So you can hear my voice calling for you on rainy days like today.


On the day you came to me
It was raining, too
Your buried your face into my drenched chest,
and kept on crying.
That was the first face I saw of you.


I sing a song for you
Can you hear my love?
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Can you hear my words?
I couldn't keep the promise I made
to be together.
I sing a song for you
Don't forget these words
Whenever, wherever you are
If you call to me
I'll run to you


With you
Don't cry anymore
With you
Don't be hurt anymore
Whenever it rains like today,
picture me for a little while,
as I'm praying for you every night.

I sing a song for you
Can you hear my song?
I love you, I love you
Can you hear my words?
Even if the world end, my song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So you can hear my voice calling for you on rainy days like today.

i sing a song for you
i sing a song for you
I sing a song, sing a song only for you


"I love you"
Please remember these words
Don't forget these words
::FT Island - A song For You::

-saya sgt suka lagu ini!! -

誕生日おめでとう...생일 축하합니다

to me~
:: saya sudah 23 taun!~::

cukeri, thx 4 d cake!~

nyuummm~

:: Aku minta pada ALLAH setangkai bunga segar,
DIA beri kaktus berduri..
Aku minta kupu-kupu,
DIA beri ulat berbulu..
Aku sedih dan kecewa..

Namun kemudian,
Kaktus itu berbunga, indah sekali..
Ulat itu berubah mnejadi kupu-kupu canti berseri..

Itulah jalan ALLAH, indah pada masaNYA,
ALLAH tidak memberikan apa yang kita harapkan,
tapi DIA memberi apa yang kita perlukan..

Kadang kita sedih,kecewa, terluka..
Tapi diatas segalanya DIA sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam hidup kita ::

p/s: Nurul, thanx a lot for such beautiful words!~

p/p/s: awak, thanks for the song for me.. encore, ley tak? :P

of a long lost friend..

"awak bz.. mana amek taw kisah sy da"

alahai..

Sekarang ni kemalasan sering melanda diri.. Balik keje, malas da nak melayan benda lain..
Bulan ini saja da berapa besday member terapat tak ter-wish..bukan nya lupa.. cuma terkejar benda lain hingga terlalai ntuk wish..

Maaf ye..

awak, sori..
bukannya sy xkisah..
kisah..
tapi awk pun xmo cter..
kalo awk sudi je cter, sy sangat sangat sudi nak dgr..

rindu masa dulu..
dulu pun jauh..
tapi skang mungkin kita masing2 da berbeza arah..

tak boleh da ke jadi macam dulu?
awak, saya ada je kat sini..
sy taw awk pon ada je kat sana..

tapi..
entah la..

awak..
haihhhh..

u are one friend that i never ever want to lose..
selfish kah diri ini?

sorry maam, we are not certifed halal part 2..

"sorry maam, we are not certified halal"

mungkin kerana terbiasa makanan halal merata2 dan di mana2, kurang kepekaan ntuk mengidentify kehalalan makanan yang disuapkan kerana bulat2 percaya dan tidak ada keraguan..

tapi ayat di atas, buat diri ini berfikir kembali..
subhanallah..selamba jer diri ni makan tanpa berpikir panjang..

mujur tatkala di sana, makanan yang di makan tertumpu pada makanan india yang vegeterian dan berunsur2 laut dan tidak perlu disembelih..(Babi sah2 x halal kalo sembelih pon..huhu)..

tapi pabila terasa mengidam nak makan ayam tu, melilau gi cari mekdi.. huhu..

jauh2 gi singapura, alih2 makan mekdi plak..isk2..

akan tetapi, mujur di kala hendak bertolak balik jumpa kedai makan yang menarik~

soalan pertama,

"halal ke?"

"yes miss"


yang beshnya, restoran manager dia macam ala2 aida@bizzarre..gaya cakap pon sama..huuu~
mula2 terkejut gak, aida wat part time sini ke..lulz..

nice and comfy interior design

they have cool interactive menu that you can choose from with the price so you'll know what's the worth of the food you'll be eating..

appetiser: deep fried chicken drummets
main course: beef bulggogi bap

dessert: cold white fungus sweet soup..
looks like lai chee kang.. tapi tawar, xsweet pon.. indah gambar dari rasa..

drinks: mango and peach

a/n: hurrmm..objektif post ini tidak berjaya..haha..oh well~

sorry maam, we are not certifed halal..

it's been a very long loong looong loooong looooog loooooong looooooong loooooooong loooooooong looooooooong time since i wrote a decent entry..

I hope this one will at least pass as a decent entry..huhu~

Oct 21, 2359

Arrived at Grand Copthorne Waterfront..

Ini gambar time siang..harap maklum..

Dengan penuh kepenatan dan kengantukan, mamai2 pergi check-in..
Luas balik mata (sekejap) bila receptionist tu ckp, "since all our deluxe room fullhouse, we had upgraded you to executive room. Enjoy your stay here and good rest, miss.."

dragging my excessive luggage for a 2 day trip with me ( i always tend to overpack..ngaa~), in a few minutes and unknown seconds, i had reached the doorstep of my room..

sedikit screencaps bilik:


dan lagi..



and lastly,


boleh plak tengah2 amek gambar tu, terkunci pintu bedroom plak..adoi la.. sampai kena panggil room service..haha..macam2 sungguh.. hidup ini mmg ada macam2 bende yang tak terjangka..

terjumpa ada satu benda yang menarik di dalam wardrobe.. benda yang mungkin menjadi sama ada kawan baik anda atau musuh yang di benci anda.. apekah dia?..

alat timbang badan!

in my case, kawan baik sbb timbang tu ala2 weng2.. timbag2, berat 34 kg je.. isk2.. penipuan yang amat!

Oct 22, nite time

after the course, i fell asleep.. sedar2 da nak pukul 7.. aiyark..oleh kerana itu, memulakan penerokaan selepas maghrib..

tempat pertama yang dituju: Esplanade

tempat ni dicadangkan oleh salah seorg yang join course sekali di siang hari nya.. Oleh kerana ini kali pertama aku di bumi asing nih dan ke-solo-an, mengapa tidak?.. Dari penerangan dia, dari Esplanade ni akan berjumpa Citylink Mall yang akan menghubungkan ke beberapa shopping complex seperti Suntec Mall, Marina Square ngan Raffles Square (?)

dengan menaiki taxi, tambang sampai ke sana lebey sket dari 10 dollar.. sungguh la bermacam charge tambahan, peak hour charge la, city charge, SGT charge la..isk...

sampai sudah..

the big durian..

inside the durian..

rehearsal for a Dains -"Asian Traditional Dance" expected to be performed at Esplanade Theatre

view walking down the river..

the famous Merlion..

the plate says it all..

perjalanan diteruskan menjelajah Marina Square dan ada lagi satu mall depan dia, tapi kerana agak lewat sampai, sume kedai da nak tutup la plak..

selepas penat berjalan2, berpusing, di kala terasa nak balik hotel, baru tersedar, kat mana ni? aiyark.. bagaimana kah nak balik?

hentam saja la labu..

dalam hidup ini kita mesti berani menghadapi jalan2 yang tidak pasti, biarpun terblurr sekejap, asalkan akhirnya kita jumpa jua apa yang di cari.. kan2?

dan oleh itu, terjumpa la Suntec Convection Centre dan bila jalan je ikut arus orang da signboard akhirnya jumpa CityLink mall yang terconnect pada esplanade.. fuhh.. jumpa gak akhirnya jalan nak balik..

yeay!!

Oct 23, nite time again

Bukan lah diri ini ingin menjadi burung hantu atau batman bila sudah dua hari berturut2 keluar di kala malam.. cuma di siang hari kan ada course.. hari keesokannya kita akan berjalan di bawah sinar matahari, ok?

ada suatu tempat di bumi asing ni kononnya kalau pelawat berkunjung tapi tidak singgah disini, maka tidak sah la kunjungan ke bumi ini.. Ini lah tempat yang dikunjungi malam ini..

Dengan menggunakan bas shuttle yang disediakan, perjalanan malam ini ke Orchard Road bukan saja free of charge tapi juga sesat-free..

Sepatutnya malam sebelum tu check dulu ngan concierge pasal bas shuttle free nih, save sket budget... isk2.. sesal dulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian xpat den nak nolong..

Orchard road ini adalah dereten shopping complex sepanjang 2.5 km (fact source: tourist guide dalam bas tu)..sungguh la meriah dengan penuh orang ramai berpusu2 membeli-belah.. kebanyakan barang2 di sana lebih ke arah high-end dimana mmg di luar kemampuan diri ini.. tambahan barang2 di sana lebih kurang sama macam di KL je, bila kira2 harga lepas convert balik ke RM, terasa lebey untung balik beli kat Malaysia je..haha.. pergi ke sana sekadar merasa kemeriahan dan melihat2 tempat orang..






Oct 24, day time (finally)


selepas check-out, perjalanan hari ini bermula di stesen bas..

aunty gift shop kat hotel semalam ada mencadangkan hari ni pergi ke the Great City Mall je..
hanya perlu berjalan bebrapa blok dah sampai..
Tapi alang2 sudah sampai ke sini, hendak juga melihat kawasan di mana ramai komuniti Melayu..

Plan asalnya hendak mengukur Arab Street dahulu kemudian di ikuti tinjauan ke Geylang Road..
Tapi kerana kearifan menaiki bas, sampai terlajak stesen..Mujur terserempak sepasang pasangan suami isteri Melayu yang menunjukkan and memberi sedikit penerangan pasal Geylang Road.. Terima kasih~.. kalo tidak, entah sampai ke Jurong pon tak tahu..huhu..

Pasar Geylang Serai

the food court seems nice.. nvr been glad to see so much halal and familiar food..huhu.. tapi ramai sungguh, xde tempat nak duduk..

Pasar Geylang Serai reminded me of Pasar Besar Kelantan with the pasar basah down stair with foodcourt and stalls selling cloth up stair.. Of course, Pasar Geylang is much much cleaner than the pasars in Malaysia..


Joo Chiat Complex also kind of give me the same feeling with Kompleks Kota Kubu in Kelantan...

layout kat dalam pon cam sama je ngan Kompleks Kota Kubu..

The one that made day was definitely a pair of mom and her baby..

Tatkala di tegur, terus si ibu datang.. terpana sebentar kerana tidak tahu apa yang harus di beri pada ibu yang kelaparan.. Meminta si ibu menunggu terus sebentar, kaki ini dengan pantas pegi ke supermarket yang kalau tidak silap ada berdekatan untuk membeli makanan kepada dua beranak itu..

Tersenyum sendiri apabila melihat si ibu masih setia menanti..


Cumel!~

gendang gendut tali kecapi, kenyang perut senang hati and main kaki seluar~

Perjalanan harus diteruskan..Selamat tinggal sayang.. Semoga si kecil akan membesar dengan aktif dan sihat bersama ibunya.. Semoga makanan dan perlindungan tidak putus3 buat si ibu dan si kecil..

Next stop: Arab Street

For me, there is nothing much at Arab Street.. It kind of remind me of Jalan TAR or Jalan Masjid India, but less meriah..


My feet already aching but I still have a few hours before my planned time to go to the airport.. Watpe nak gi airport awal2, busan xtaw nak wat pe..baik berjalan2 dahulu..tul x?

Let's check-out the Great City Mall..

Tapi cerita seterusnya kita sambung lain kali la ek..
Insyallah..
Hari da malam..
Esok nak keje, terpaksa berundur diri dulu..

eidel mubarak~

Almost missed Raya hari tu.. isk2.. Sampai ade org issue UCUX suh balik..hehe.. alhamdulillah, sempat balik 2 day b4 raya walaupon dengan issue chopper grounded sbb haze.. seb bek x nek boat..huhu..

Back view of Sikorsky S76C+..

Tiang bersurat nan bersejarah di cellar deck

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!~
Maaf Zahir dan Batin (where applicable :P)..

UNA TUNANG X BGTAU PON..GRRR!!

full story coming soon, insyaallah~