kisah di suatu pagi..

pucat muka bile kunci baby P stuck, xley nak tarik.. nak start enjin kete pon xley.. ngaa~

tarik nafas,

bismillah..

try pusing stereng, stereng lock.. cuak.. tekan lagi kunci dan cuba tarik.. stuck.. cuak bertambah .. try lagi sekali, masih stuck.. :muka da cam nk nanges da:

"Mus, kunci stuck, cane ni?"

mus kuar dari kete, try plak nak tarik, still stuck..

aaa~

pada mulanye da mati enjin sume, tapi hati ni gatal nk try betulkn tayar sebab tayar tak stret (ni kot punca lock stereng) tp x expek lak lock kunci skali.. aaa~

tarik nafas lagi..

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

try turun handbrake, nak masuk gear sah2 xley.. try start kete, still xley.. kunci still stuck..:sob:

"mus cane ni?" da start sebak ngan cuak yang amat..

dalam hati terpikir nak mintak tolong kat sape.. torrino ade kat kl je.. tak kenal dak2 len yang pakai adek beradek baby P kat utp ni..

"mus, nk mintak tolong sape ni?"

"faei, lek2, jgn nanges lak"

mus cadangkan name najmie, sbb alang2 dak petchem ade lab kat building 5.. mesej najmie, mintak tolong.. akhirnye, dengan byk kali gak pusing2 stereng ngan tuis2, berjaya gak~

alhamdullilah~

tq najmie~~ ;)

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after lab petchem, g plak lab fyp..

erks.. lock?

try gi lab seblah..

erks.. lock gak?

try gi lab computer yg bukak kena pakai card..

erks.. lock gak??

apekah naseb ku ari ni?

naik atas, jumpe cik jailani

"sy xde kunci lab bawah, try tanya kakak2 lab depan tu"

turun bwh balik..

derg ade meeting..

cane ni?

skang da kul 1030.. klas kul 1..

ngaa~

seb bek ade sorg postgrad student lalu.. try tanye die.. akhirnye die mintak tolong cik norma bukakan lab computer tu.. so aku ley la bypass ke lab..

alhamdullilah~

tq lab guy~ ;)

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once upon a dream..

all the craps and nonsenses is what separates a dream from reality ;p


when she was busy juggling to hold a few things from dropping in her hand, she suddenly realized she was left behind by the others.. the only one left is him, not far in front of her..

"haih..cane nak lintas nih.." as they came to a highway. In order to catch up with the others, they had to cross the highway. she meant it to say to herself, but somehow she said it too loud..

he look at her with blank face and somewhat irritated. It was the first time she saw that look ever crossed his face. truth to be told, previously, he had already take a few things that she had carried, but still she cant manage to carry the remainder properly (which probably initiate the irritation).

:sigh: she was never good in being organized after all.

then he held out his hand.. she look at his hand, stunned.. what is it?.. say something.. does he unwillingly volunteering to carry the stuff for her?.. after a while, he extend his hand more, pursuing any response from her.. suprisingly, she placed her hand into his.. she can feel the heat crept on her face.. she blushed furiously and dare not to look up.. (aaaa~..malunye!) .. he too, seem startled.. but almost immediately recover and tighten his hold on her hand.. and she ,still with head down and blushing face, was pulled by him swiftly, crossing the empty highway..

even after they reached the other side, he still held her hand.. they walked down the road.. one of her hand still in his, while the other holding her things close to herself.. over time, she manage to gather the courage to look at him and the first thing she said was..

"this is so not you"


She blinked her eyes as the light hit her face.. grabbing her phone, she opened her eyes.. 4pm.. gaaa.. her after-zohor-nap seems had turn to before-asar-nap.. still laying on her bed, she lay there, with no shrug on her face.. xde orang lain ke... :sigh:..

tapi kan.. orang kate kan.. kalo kite tak teringat pon kat orang tu, bile tidur, kite mimpi die.. sebab time tu die tgh ingat kat kite.. hehe.. wishful thinking.. haha..

malu~..tapi post gak blog.. huhu.. aaaa~.. xpe, xramai pon bace blog ni.. ngaa~

p/s: mimpi bukan sengaja.. tak di kira sebagai multi tasking! miss ur messages ;p

subhanallah..

things in life happens for reasons..

what goes around comes around..

memang asam garam dalam hidup kadang kite di atas dan senang lenang, kadang kita di bawah dan ditimpa2 pelbagai musibah ..

di kala senang, itu tanda ALLAH swt menyayangi hamba2nya..
di kala susah, itu tanda ALLAH swt lebih menyayangi hamban2nya..kerana itu DIA memberi peringatan, kerana itu DIA memberi ujian..

ya ALLAH, tabahkan la hatiku dan dan semua ya ALLAH.. kuatkan lah hati kami untuk menghadapi ujianMU yang menimpa kami.. bukakanlah pintu hati kami agar menyedari kesilapan2 kami dan pengajaran2 yang ingin kau tunjukkan ya ALLAH..

di kala2 kesempitan ini, ujian demi ujian datang melanda.. sampai kenkadang diri ini penat selepas satu demi satu cubaan MU datang menghempap kami.. mujur penat bukan petanda berputus asa, cuma kenkadang diri ini leka sebentar, cuba buat bodoh dia atas semua yang terjadi.. hanya kepada MU ya ALLAH aku berharap.. kerana KAU lah yang maha megetahui dan maha berkuasa.. tetapkanlah hati ku ya ALLAH, kuatkan lah semangat ku ya ALLAH, berikan lah aku hidayah dan petunjuk MU.. permudahkan lah kami mengatasi dan melalui semua ujian2 mu dan juga dugaan2 di masa hadapan.. kerana hanya KAU lah tempat kami berlindung dan berharap..

life is a complicated thing.. it can never be described with words only.. no matter how hard, no matter how harsh life is, one day, when you'll look back, you'll realized, all those are what made you who you are.. all those that bring you down eventually will strenghthen yourself when you are at the top.. all those what make you treasure life and the sweet memories the most.. all those will make you not to forget the supreme power that controls all..

nak satu~

sgt2 jeles ngan kVIP (k stands for korean, VIP -> what big bang fans call themselves) ..dorg dapat beli tshirt xclusive BIG BANG!..ngaa~.. dpt satu pon de best..

company yg wat t-shirts tu, NII, hanye lah menjual ntuk dlm korea je.. ngaa~

nice to see,lagi la nice kalo ley hold, tapi cannot buy..hehe

gradong (sperti kate kak ain ;p) nye version

young bae aka tae yang


version si TOP yang menjadi rebutan yani dan aida

version daesung

i really want this version: seungri !

pictures credit to www.nii.co.kr

oh my friend~

dgn ini sy mendedikatedkan lagu ini kepada kawan2 tercayang yang dekat dan jauh, yang salu bersama saya dalm susah dan senang..dengan ucapan mekasey, n saranghae chinguyeo~..sekian~ ;p

1, 2, 3, 4!

If this world makes you sad, say my name whenever and wherever
I am 911 emergency, for you only, I’m only 5 minutes away, yeah yeah

Your sorrow that you feel isn’t sorrow
It’s a rope that bonded us together

I’ll get wet in rain for you, run without a stop, go through a rough wind yeah
Your heavy burden, dark shadow; I will block them all now [<-- cute!]

Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you dear friend

Let’s rock & roll, man I don’t control
Close your eyes and open your heart (Love & Peace)
A Hope you dreamed of, trust me, tells only truth without lies
Walk straight, limp at least once, mistakes can happen to anyone
Step on a failure and get up, goodbye to a wound that aches

(Yo) Come on! Hold my hand and let’s go, let’s look for a lost dream again
Let’s fly together, brush up dusts, let’s go together, a person next to you as well
We can’t see an end but future is bright, there are many chances because we are young
Let’s love each other, scream louder, FREEDOM!

Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you dear friend

(Yea, yea, yea, here we go!)

Leave from bored daily life as you dreamed
Run toward the dream, dear
Go away go away, let’s go away baby
Whoa ho, Whoa… oh oh ~

(Yeaaa) Everybody RUN!

Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you dear friend

-Big Bang: Oh My Friend-

bekpes~

pagi tadi dalam kul 8, pegi bekpes ngan pai, hanis ngan topek kat tronoh..
akhirnye pegi gak bekpes ngan pai dan hanis selepas attemption ntuk pegi bekpes seblom ni x jadi..huhu..

ada one thing yang menarik perhatian diri kat sane.. time2 kitorg makan, ade satu kapel suami isteri (mayb da ada anak2 besa2 kot)..b4 derang nak mkn, siap bace doa makan same2.. sweet~.. mesti selalu amal cam tu kat umah.. walopon da tua2 (xla tua sgt pon ;p), mcm sangat best bile setiap kali mkn, suami bace doa, dan isteri serta anak2 aminkn~ :)..sgt2 sweet~.. wonder cam mana la nanti aku ngan suami aku (whoever that is) bile da di kala umur2 tu..

home - final part

She sat there. Their song was playing in the radio. Without knowing, her tears fall.

For how long more should she waited? Should she wait till she’s tired, because she already was, for a long time? Then why was she still there, sitting in the balcony, crying her heart out just because of a song?

When she saw the bouquet of red roses on their doorstep, somehow her heart fluttered. Her long day felt like as if it was just started.

‘He never gives you flowers. Why did you expect they were from him? How can you expect they were for you?’

For once in her life, she wished he forgot how she hated roses. She wished the flowers were from him. She wished they were meant for her.

There were times she really wanted to throw away her phone down through the windows. Let the phone break to million pieces. Let it be gone together with her hopes. What use of a phone when there were never any incoming calls from him.

“Missy, I missed you”

That was the sole reason she kept the phone. That was the last thing she had of him. His hoarse voice calling from whenever-on-earth he was. It was recorded two years ago. She laughed bitterly of how silly she was, making copies of the recording as much as she can. One in her personal computer at home, one in her pen drive and even one in her office’s computer. She had somehow lost him; she can’t afford to lose this last fragment of him that she can hold to. What if she forgotten how he looks like, how he sounds like. How can she go back to their home then?

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She inhaled deeply. She put the hand phone in the box together with their pictures, their albums, their memories and perhaps her heart. She cried once again when she sealed the box. She promised herself this will be the last time. She promised herself she will never cry again for him, for them. And much to her dismay, her tears seem can not be stopped.

Her eyes explored the house once more as he grabbed her luggage.

‘This will no longer be my home, not had been ours for years’

When her hand turn off the lights and closed the door, she wondered if she should have done this years ago.

‘Goodbye’

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“I’m sorry, sir. She had been transferred to overseas. Is there anything I can help?”

“Perhaps you can give us her contact number there? We’ve been looking for her for years”

Her mother looked at the gentlemen curiously.

“It’s about her husband. There was an accident”

Silence

“He managed to secure her financial fund if something may happen to him”

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In a dark house, sit a box in the end of a corner. Perhaps it was the wind. Perhaps it was a voice mail she never noticed to hear. Perhaps it was a voice mail that was delivered years too late.

“Missy, I’m going home today! Can’t wait to see you. This time I’m staying home with you. No more long travels, I promised! I love you~”

kesedaran

sometimes bile terbaca blog2 or berjumpe balik or berym ngan orang2 yang jauh lebih baik, terselit rase insaf.. terpalit rase malu.. betapa jahilnya diri ini.. betapa ignorantnye diri ni walapon da tau hukum halal haramnye.. betapa jauhnya diri ini terhanyut..

tergerak hati untuk berubah jadi lebih baik..

tapi..

diri ini masih lagi seronok di hanyutkan..

masih lagi gembira dan asyik untuk terlalai..

masih berniat dan mencuba untuk merasa..

if i can ;p

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how she’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

-Brian McFadden: Like Only A Woman Can-

cuci kete~

di kala hari sabtu, bgn pagi.. tersedar aku keseorangan..huhu..rumet tercayang balek umah.. haih~.. ade klas plak pagi2 sabtu neh..

seb bek la klas caklempong.. xla busan.. sonok blajar muzik2 ni.. tapi teragak2 gak le, sbb aku ni lambat catch-up sket.. plus aku jenis yang xley nak wat coordination mata ngan tangan sgt.. slow~.. haha.. cane la aku drive -sigh- ..

last week men gereteh~..die ade 16 bonan..ngaa~

ini rupa gereteh

this wik men sawa/tingkah~.. yang ade 8 bonan.. yang 8 ni pon kenkandang bile duk ulang2 tu, aku da lupe steps..kalo gereteh lagi la..ngaa~

ni sawa/tingkah.. pe beza die?..bunyi sawa ngan tingkah beza.. satu bass, satu high pitch sket.. tapi aku tatau mne yg yg bass, mane yg hi-pitch.. so jgn tanye.. ;p

pastu men gendang ibu lak..lembik2 aku jgn ingat xley men gendang XD

gendangnye~

di kala2 duk men gendang, okaasaan mesej mengingatkn pasal nisfu syaaban.. pastu bley terselit satu persoalan mngapakah aku ade nombor phone len selen yg aku pkai skang..

ni sah kes adik aku cter nih.. haha.. transparent sungguh.. haih~

"saje~..lagipon ujung nombor tu besday ayong"

hee..betul la~..walopon maybe ade sbb len gak..shhh~

adek aku siap mesej beforehand, bgtau mak aku yang tylis mesej tu personally (kalo mak aku nak mesej besenye aku or adek aku yang tulis kan).. huhu..

dan aku tergelak2 sorang2 time klas.. huu.. tak kesah la org dlm klas tu nk pk pe... haha~

time balik dari klas, aku tersedey tgk condition baby P.. dengan habuknye tebal seinci.. dengan bekas2 kesan taik burung.. haih~.. sian gile.. seblom ni die duk asek beratap.. x kena hujan panas.. berkilat je selalu.. dapat kat aku, da la duk bawah matahari terik, kena ujan lebat, kenkadang kalo g blok 5 abes tayar kena selut.. sori sayang~

balik2 bilik, on mirc, tanye kt ne ley basuh kete.. yani ajak basuh sendiri.. so bermula la adventure baru.. hehe..

1st stop: gi taman maju
purpose: beli sabun cuci kete ngan span
purpose sampingan: isi angin taya kete.. sah2 angin xde.. disebabkn tu la 1st time aku isi angin kete, maka tak berapa berjaya.. angin tu kuar balik.. ngaaa~ ..aleh2, abg (ke pakcik?) stesen minyak tu yg tolong..mekasey~~

2nd stop: wakaf depan kafe v5
purpose: nak basuh kete kt situ.. sebab dulu ade pipe kat situ.. aleh2 xde da.. hancur harapan TT

3rd stop: tapak convofair 2008 @ tapak bbq che04
purpose: basuh kete..yeah~.. org basuh kete pagi2, ktorg basuh tgh2 hari buta.. panas seyh.. tgh org duk sebuk2 set-up pentas, ktorg duk sebuk cuci kete..haha.. time duk cuci2bhgn depan ngan sabun, part yg da letak sabun kat belakang tu abes kering.. ngaa~ cepat gile.. penat seyh.. aleh2 simbah je ngan air sabun satu kete.. kalo wat tetiap ari ley kurus.. ni baru kete kecik, kalo kete besa sket ngan kalo aku x kesian kat baby P, jgn harap la aku nak basuh sendiri.. kedai sudey~.. lebih baek byr rm8 dari penat.. haha.. dasar pemalas..

4th stop: cafe v2
purpose: beli lunch..lapa sebab x bekpes..huu~

sekian..

my firsts

dalam hidup ini, banyak yang telah kita tempuhi tapi lagi banyak yang akan kita lihat dan rasai dalam perjalanan hidup yang masih panjang dan penuh dengan uncertainties ( tak ingat bahase melayu pe ;p).. dan sudah tentu, banyak pengalaman kali pertama dalam hidup ini.. tu yang membuat aku terimbas kembali pengalaman2 pertama aku..meh kita flashback bersama2..di antara calon2 nya adalah:

my first books

summary: masa umur 5 tahun. 3 buku siri tiga penyiasat.

details:

suatu hari, lepas aku balik tadika (depan umah je pon), nampak ade 3 buku siri tiga penyiasat atas meja.. ala, yang dulu harga die rm3.90 tuh, cter pasal kisah 3 penyiasatan 3 member baik.. kebetulan hari tu off-day mak aku, mak aku cakap buku tu untuk aku..waahhh~..hepi giler~ ^^ .. buku citer aku yang first walopon dpt 3 sebenarnya .. sebelum ni bace buku2 citer kat tadika je.. cter2 fairy tale cam rapunzel, midas touch, rumpelstiltskin, cindarella je.. lagi hepi selepas dapat habeskan dalam masa seminggu ^^ ..

buku english pertama aku, dapat time darjah dua, buku hardcover Pagemaster yang ade gamba2, kaler2 (di adaptasi dari muvi yang Macaulay Culkin berlakon).. tapi buku tu susah nak paham sket (time tu la) sebab dialog dia banyak bahasa pasar.. untuk adek aku, parents belikan aesop fable's tapi alih2 aku yang baca..^^



teringat kembali betapa aku sangat suka buku dulu.. skang pon suka, cume mungkin tak berkesempatan dan terpesong lagha ke arah lain..huuhuu..

my first best friends

summary: time sekolah rendah, vigneswari dan toh jung wei

details:
sepanjang aku sekolah rendah dua orang ini lah yang terapat ngan aku.. ade lagi member2 lain, yang aku still ingat, hazli, ong yen yee, atiff, barri.. tapi dua ni la yang paling rapat.. toh, aku satu klas ngan dia dari darjah satu sampai darjah enam.. lepas darjah enam dia pindah.. time cuti after upsr, aku penah terima sepucuk surat dari die.. dan aku menjadi aku, tidak mereply surat tu.. maka terpisah la kami tanpa sebarang cara untuk mengcontact sesama kami.. tapi.. jeng3x.. time first year dulu, ngan tiba2 nye dapat jumpe friendster dia.. waahhh.. da berbeza gile dia.. da kurus~ .. tapi takat tu je la.. acknowledge each other je.. haih~

vignes, satu klas ngan dia dari darjah satu sampai tiga je.. my first female friend dan alhamdullilah sampai skang persahabatan tu masih kekal.. dulu time sekolah menangah pon satu sekolah tapi mungkin kerana gap kelas yang berbeza, tak rapat sangat walopon sesame join PRS.. naseb baik nurul (someone that i also consider as a bestfriend), kenal gak vignes, dan dari dia la aku dapat no phone vignes.. dan aku penah terharu kerana betapa dia care pasal aku..huuu.. vignes adalah salah sorang kawan aku yang mampu bertahan walopon dah tengok dark side aku, walau macam mane pon kerenah aku, she still is by my side.. dan kerana itulah dia di antara kengkawan yang aku amat hargai dalam hidup aku aside from nurul dan iza yang juga penah dan terpaksa melayan kerenah2 aku yang merepek2 selepas mengenali aku hampir/lebey 10 taun..

my first kiss(es) and marriage proposal(s)

summary : darjah dua, my fellow classmates

details:
hahaha...

satu hari, di waktu rehat, sorang klasmet nih tarik aku ke belakang langsir pentas (klas kitorg tgh renovate time tuh, so terpaksa menumpang dewan).. he gave a peck on the lips pastu cakap
" nanti besa, janji awak kawen ngan saya"
too stunned,
"aaaa" tu je jawapan aku..

tak lame pastu, sorang lagi klasmet aku, tarik aku ke spot yang same..dan wat bende yg sama..dan tanye soklan yg same..
"aaaa" jawapan pon same..
macam ade skrip plak..

dan skang bile pk2 balik, aku tau sape mereka tu tapi aku xtau sape yg 1st sape yg 2nd ><" .. taun seterusnye kitorang klas lain.. dan masing2 maybe da lupe kot.. tapi time aku darjah 4, salah sorg dari mereka tu nk jumpe aku..kebetulan hari tu hari kantin, so die suh tunggu kat2 dewan (dewan sama tu gak la)..tapi instead of pegi, aku lari.. dan aku tak jumpe da dia dan yg sorang lagi tu da selama2nya.. tolonglah, kalo dorg still ade kat luar sana, tolong la jangan ingat..haih~

gambar ini tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup atau mati

my first speks

summary : darjah dua, x ingat brand pe

details:
di klas sama perkara di atas gak la aku sedar bahawa diri aku telah rabun.. mula2 tu, aku selalu pegi depan bile nak menyalin sebab tak nampak..pastu cikgu aku suruh aku naik atas pentas, nampak tak dari sana sebab dia assume aku ak nampak sebab menara2 kepala klasmet2 aku.. bila aku komplen kate xnampak, dia pesan suh cakap ngan parents.. dan beberapa harinya aku datang kelas ngan speks.. dan sume klasmet aku nyibuk nak tgk speks tu dan tanya soklan pelik2..huhu

my first time someone dear died

summary: darjah lima, my maternal grandmother, kelantan (al-fatihah to her)

my first time seeing sanosuke

summary: form 2, samurai x english version, ntv7, saturday, pukul 10

details:
kalo la ade love at first sight, this is it.. first time tgk sano, i was like, "woo..cool guy~" ..the rest is history..hehe .. sanosuke was the longest crush ( or should i say infatuation) i ever had.. and it become worse during i'm in form 5, where i dug all the fiction and also non-fiction facts about him.. the real life sanosuke and inspiration for sagara sanosuke was a shinsengumi member called harada sanosuke.. i still like him after all these years, after hyde and big bang came XD .. and he apparently become somekind of trademark of me for my friends.. tgk emel pon ley tau.. haha.. one thing that is always in my wish list, even until today it is a 'sanosuke plush doll'.. da penah carik kat kedai..tapi tak jumpe :'(

pose macho sanosuke

kalo rajen, ade la sambungan post nih..huhu.. ni pon sebenarnye draft dari bulan 5 ri tu.. lol~

my babies~

last weekend , i went back home..one of the reasons is to get a copy of baby P's geran.. another reason bcuz i dont think i will be back till raya..

so the journey started on a thursday evening, with me and yanie and una who originally said she wanted to convoy with us halfway ( no sign of her after we left the parking lot ;p).. after approximately 4 hr drive, and i'm finally at home.. a happy feeling was suddenly emerged at the sight of my home and cats waiting (walopon tu sebenarnye kucen umah depan datang mintak makan).. yeay~

the best thing being at home, is able to lay on ur own bed.. stare at ur own room's ceiling.. lazing around.. feeling at ease and comfortable .. hehe..

on friday, me and my mom were busy grocery shopping for half the day.. our first stop was to had our breakfast, then to tesco, followed to econsave for veges shopping.. only after that we went to the pasar basah for ikan, ayam, santan, perut and wutever not available at both prior places.. exhausting~ .. but still on the evening, both of us kuar lagi..durian hunting~ nyum2~

the next day, went to pc fair with a friend.. (ade org banje pizza~.. len kali bley banje mkn len plak ;p ) .. unfortunately, i saw someone from my past ( cam aku da tua je..haha).. dont think he saw me because i was walking behind his back.. at first, i was startled, takut salah orang.. but after sometimes looking closely at him, it was him.. pastu pe lagi, lari kot jalan lain la..hehe

at that time, teringat and i laughed at my elder bro's previous words :

i tot u dont have any interest in any guy at the moment?

kejam!.. haha.. but it's kinda true tho ..haha (if there's a guy out there that know me quite well, it has to be him) .. anyway, conclusionnye, what had passed, is in the past, and it will stay that way..lalalala~

coincidentally, my younger bro also went to the pcfair that day.. but somehow, someway, we missed each other.. on the time i entered the pc fair, he just went out from the halls.. haih~ havent since him since he went to upm.. i guess i'll see him b4 raya then..

before i got back to utp, i took pictures of lunch box i just got.. and the little one, being fond of camera strap, immediately join the photoshoot..

his hands~

aww, my baby..mmmuaaahh~

tak sakit pon~

pose cumey~

one wonderful thing i'll never forget, how the little one got jealous of a comic book i'm reading while walking (hehe..malas nak duduk..).. he jumped and hugged me on my waist.. awww~.. if he's a child, i definitely make him mine.. ;)