of the secret garden: tale of the little mermaid

a fairy tale?

i'm asking you stay non-existent like that, and then disappears like bubbles..

you'd rather die than become the little mermaid..so,

i'm going to stay by your side like i'm not there, and then disappear like bubbles..
so right now, i'll openly cling to you..

now, tell me..

from now on, always remember this moment..

don't ruin him!,, i'm begging you..

you told me you'll be my little mermaid..

tragically,
the little mermaid's ending unfold

the little mermaid's hand holding a knife was shaking..
but next, she tossed away the knife into the waves..
the little mermaid's sight of the prince faded..
and she threw her body into the ocean..

and the little mermaid turns into bubble and disappeared..

you should be proud to be the first and last person i ever write to..

Where I was standing by the window, you can be standing by that window..

Where I was laying in the bed, you are lying there..

The books I was reading, you are reading them..

If we can be together like that..

It is enough for us for really being together..

It is enough for us to be happy as other lovers..

this must be the most selfish decision i made..

don't ever fall for another guy..
live alone thinking about only me..

saranghae.. saranghanda..

disclaimer: all pictures are taken directly from SBS drama Secret Garden with subs from WithS2/Vikii

of the secret garden: the moments

the sit-up

since when you became so pretty?

the magic

she is cursing me, she is not..

i definitely see the lights were on at the house window..

Gil Ra-Im, where are you?

the secret garden

the drink that start it all..

the switch!

since when?? you are me? i am you?

raining?

it could not be as easy as that right, the soul switch?

the infamous sparkling tracksuit

yet another one,
and another one,

one by one i tell you..

and more..

berjangkit?

are you really wearing that?

the frown

he: "inside your dreams, why is there such a rough place?"
she: "because in my dreams, you are there"
he: "then with me, even in your dreams, you're not happy?"

she:" still, come..and tomorrow too.. and the next day too.."

disclaimer: pictures are taken directly from SBS drama Secret Garden with subs from WithS2 and Vikii

of the secret garden: and the secret begins..

Do you all know of the Indian Summer?

Before the winter sets in, in the fall, its a glimpse of summer.. Indians, they say hunted for the winter in that brief of returning summer..

That's why they called an Indian Summer, the gift from the Gods.. The Indian Summer for this fall apparently will be accompanied by much rains..

When this rain hits, could it be we'll receive some special gifts from the Gods? .. But whether it's a gift or a joke from the Gods..

I suppose we'll have to see, right Kim Joo Won-sshi?

Am I hearing right? the TV's weather broadcaster just said my name?

" love at first sight? if a man ever tells you he fell for you at first sight, punch him..

Kim Joo Won, while not realizing he had fallen in love at first sight (or not?)

the infatuation

Why am I always thinking about her?

I don’t know why I kept thinking of you, but you’re far from my ideal woman..

My ideal woman is ..

When did I ever fantasize this?!

Okay, I did but..

And you must be below 24 years old!

And you must come from at least the thirty wealthiest family!

Kim! soo han mu~...

My ideal (revised) woman..

A chic, short hair cut, tanned skin..

Doesn’t smile much, gets angry easily, eyes that are a little sad..

Someone that can’t run for Miss Korea because of scars..

Omma, even if I gone mad..

-Click-

Hello? Omma?

Kim! soo han moo~..

of venting

had been ages since i properly updated this blog..
had quite a few blog materials however those remain in my draft-box and remain being unposts..

hurrmmm...

work is d*mn stressful.. my personality definitely is not one that fit for my work environment.. there u need to be loud, firm, persuasive, which i am not at all..feel like giving-up sumtimes but when i think about $$, man, i need that!.. i am being too pampered with the luxuryness ever since working here, and we ARE being underpaid if to compare with the industry standard..

the best and a definite good thing working there are the opportunities for you to learn about almost anything and everything.. a lot of interesting things~.. and the people there are nice and very professional.. but the workload!..ommona!.. with (not-so) big money come a whole huge lot of workload/responsibilities, and there are no stopping of new trains from coming!

i guess that's why i resort myself to be in this kpop/drama fanatism.. am noticing myself that i tend to be easily happy and laugh and giddy about anything positive and shining (like the bright morning sky).. am i start to lose my mind? >.<

TAKE TWO

luv SECRET GARDEN!.. whenever HyunBin smile, i can't help but to smile as well.. when he cried, i found my tears are falling too.. so glad JangHyuk dropped this project (no offense JH's fan - I am one myself) as I can not imagined some one else carry out Kim Joo Won as good as HyunBin..

a must watch drama for whoever claimed themselves as an avid kdo followers!


Maybe I should write a review on this after the finale.. maybe..

Till then..

Kim~~suhanmoo keobugiwa durumi samcheongabja Dong Bang Sak Chichigapo Sarisarisaenta Woriwori Saepeurika Moodoosella gureumi heorikaein dambyeorak seosaengwonae goyangyi badookineun Doldolri..

of comeback

TVXQ! is back!.. (the first ! was part of the group name)..
the songs really set the mood similar established during MIROTIC (which i luv! a lot!, although it could have been better if it were the 5 of them - really need to stop this 'what if')

they'll be making comeback performance next week.. cant wait to see it after the supercool and appetizing teasing teaser(s)..

TVXQ! (HoMin) - Keep Your Head Down

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(Everything has ended) I didn’t even start yet
(We broke up) I haven’t even heard the reason yet
Everyone around me keeps asking me why I’m like this
Why are you like that, why are you like that? I’m already the bad guy

(If it’s a sin) If loving you was a sin
(If that was a shin) If being genuine is a sin
(I’ll keep it low, I’ll keep it low) I’ll hold it in and stand my ground

(Keep your head down)
You look pretty, but inside you’re so different, that’s what I’m afraid of
(Keep your head down)
I said I loved you but I’ll let you go

(Why?) Did you leave me so easily
(Why?) Did I look easy to you?
(Why?) My heart is ripping to shreds
(Why?) If every moment was a dream
(Why?) If only I had the time to set it right
(Why?) I prayed for your happiness

I was always satisfied with having you
I was happy to dream the same dream as you no matter what they said
I had to let you go, but I’m just walking my path anyway
Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing

It’s too late, you said you can’t come back
You’ve always believed that I’d crumble without you
That’s a misunderstanding, why would I do that? why, why, I told you I wouldn’t

(Hey) I was really, really sad, because you were so immature
and I was afraid you’d meet someone bad (Why? baby)

(Keep your head down)
You’re really pretty, but that’s all there is to you, there’s nothing important inside of you
(Keep your head down)
A nail is driven into the heart that is holding in the pain of love

Ha~ Don’t play with people like that
In front of me, all you do is speak of lies
You’re such a two-faced person
(Why why why) Since when did our crystal-like feelings become so opaque?
Our love has ended, I’ve let you go, and now my heart is empty
But my future is gesturing towards me to get up and smile
I’m letting you go, live happily (why why why)
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortable

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve burned to death in my heart
(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve died in my heart and you no longer exist

(source: allkpop)

TAKE TWO

i had gained 2-3 kg after less than a week offshore.. even my mom able to point where the additional fats went to.. can i really survive till EO february?