Kerispatih - Mengenangmu
Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
He cried. Again. He was tired of crying. He really was. But the tears keep flowing. Why is it had to hurt so much? Why the pain would not go? He felt as if he was stabbed all over but there was no blood. There used to but not anymore. Why did he had to found himself in this situation. All useless. Unable to move. Unable to hold her. Unable to see her. For the very last time. And at moment like this he pondered, why he was still alive and she was not.
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
If there was no motorcycle suddenly coming out of nowhere at the junction, he most probably will not need to dodge. He will not lose control over the car. They would not ramp over the road. They would not get stuck over tree before the gravity pulling them.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
She could be alive. She could be laughing at his words. She could smiled. If and only if.
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
If it was not raining. If he paid more attention to the road. He wanted to always look at her face and feels her presence, but now she had gone. Leaving him all alone. If only they went to nearby store. If only he asked a copy of the final exam papers from his friend instead insisting to photocopy them himself.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
All he wanted was to spend more time with her. This will be their last semester studying together. If he knew before hand, he would try to stop it with all his might. He never intended it turned to be this way. Not when she meant everything to him
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
Awake with pain all over his body, the first thing came on his mind was her. But being in coma for two weeks with two broken ribs and disoriented vertebrata, he was told to prioritize his treatments. No one had mentioned anything about her. With all his heart he had hoped that her injuries would not hurt as much as his. And he could never guessed that he was right all along.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
After a week, he was unable to locate her in the hospital. Worries started to bug him. He knew something was wrong when his father asked him to be ready for the worst and his mother sat beside him. By the time the truth was told, he felt the world went dark and sob took over him it was almost hysterical. The doctor and nurses were needed to tranquilize him.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
He was thankful she was not in enormous pain. He hoped she was not. But the way she died broke his heart. He was partly responsible after all.
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
She died on the spot as the car hit the ground. She broke her neck and and her pelvis. The road was flooded with her blood as the rain was pouring heavily.
Biarlah ku simpan
If he were able to meet her somehow, he will tell her he was sorry. Sorry for everything. Sorry for not being able to protect her. Sorry for thinking he can go against what meant to be. Sorry for not accepting her death and made himself being pitiful.
Sampai nanti aku kekal selamanya
Reciting the last sentence of Yaasin at her grave, he prayed with all his heart, she will be resting peacefully. And if his time has come, he will be able to meet her once again.
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi …
a/n: based on a true story--> jiran aku..tp aku da modified2 sket..
This post has been edited by kucEn_siaM: Feb 11 2008, 12:03 AM
--------->> sumthing yg aku post kat k5 satu mase dulu..hehe ^^
Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
He cried. Again. He was tired of crying. He really was. But the tears keep flowing. Why is it had to hurt so much? Why the pain would not go? He felt as if he was stabbed all over but there was no blood. There used to but not anymore. Why did he had to found himself in this situation. All useless. Unable to move. Unable to hold her. Unable to see her. For the very last time. And at moment like this he pondered, why he was still alive and she was not.
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
If there was no motorcycle suddenly coming out of nowhere at the junction, he most probably will not need to dodge. He will not lose control over the car. They would not ramp over the road. They would not get stuck over tree before the gravity pulling them.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
She could be alive. She could be laughing at his words. She could smiled. If and only if.
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
If it was not raining. If he paid more attention to the road. He wanted to always look at her face and feels her presence, but now she had gone. Leaving him all alone. If only they went to nearby store. If only he asked a copy of the final exam papers from his friend instead insisting to photocopy them himself.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
All he wanted was to spend more time with her. This will be their last semester studying together. If he knew before hand, he would try to stop it with all his might. He never intended it turned to be this way. Not when she meant everything to him
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu
Awake with pain all over his body, the first thing came on his mind was her. But being in coma for two weeks with two broken ribs and disoriented vertebrata, he was told to prioritize his treatments. No one had mentioned anything about her. With all his heart he had hoped that her injuries would not hurt as much as his. And he could never guessed that he was right all along.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
After a week, he was unable to locate her in the hospital. Worries started to bug him. He knew something was wrong when his father asked him to be ready for the worst and his mother sat beside him. By the time the truth was told, he felt the world went dark and sob took over him it was almost hysterical. The doctor and nurses were needed to tranquilize him.
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian
He was thankful she was not in enormous pain. He hoped she was not. But the way she died broke his heart. He was partly responsible after all.
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi
She died on the spot as the car hit the ground. She broke her neck and and her pelvis. The road was flooded with her blood as the rain was pouring heavily.
Biarlah ku simpan
If he were able to meet her somehow, he will tell her he was sorry. Sorry for everything. Sorry for not being able to protect her. Sorry for thinking he can go against what meant to be. Sorry for not accepting her death and made himself being pitiful.
Sampai nanti aku kekal selamanya
Reciting the last sentence of Yaasin at her grave, he prayed with all his heart, she will be resting peacefully. And if his time has come, he will be able to meet her once again.
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi …
a/n: based on a true story--> jiran aku..tp aku da modified2 sket..
This post has been edited by kucEn_siaM: Feb 11 2008, 12:03 AM
--------->> sumthing yg aku post kat k5 satu mase dulu..hehe ^^
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