dong bang shin ki

siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang mendapatkan aku
itulah aku padamu

-ini bukan lagu DBSK :P -

ever since tgk persembahan Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK)/Tohishinki/TVXQ time 10th Mnet Korea Music Festival (MKMF), terus terminat ngan derang..

:: yang paling cumey tu Chang Min.. da la tinggi~ XD ::

DBSK give a more matured vibe when compared to Big Bang.. compared to Big Bang, their ages range from 20 to 22 (Big Bang from 18 to 21).. plus they had debuted since 2003, so they sure matured over the years.. and i have to admit, persembahan derg memang best, especially time MKMF hari tu..

if skang ni Big Bang is on the top of korea's music industry, DBSK femes notably in many Asian countries especially in Japan, topping the Oricon chart, beating the local artist.. (cam lagu2 indon pemes kat msia la kot..) .. fanbase DBSK sgt kuat.. even kat Msia pon ade fanbase derang.. baru taw DBSK penah dtg malaysia..woot~

Ari tu dalam mase 2 hari, sempat lagi melayan Drama Banjun DBSK ngan muvi Vacation lakonan derang.. Banjun klakar gile..cumey~.. Banjun tu kononnya, ape yg derang wat or ape yg terjadi kat derang.. ade 4 ke 5 episod.. rasenye ni zaman2 derang muda remaja lagi..

:: excerpt from soompi on why Chang Min cried during MKMF::

At DNBN, there’s a news article (the boys must have given an interview after MKMF) that says that Changmin said he cried because of mainly relief. He was worried whether or not their fans would be supportive of them like before with their new album since they had been gone so long.

dari apa yang didgr2, DBSK tak tercalon ntuk MTV Asia Award tuk Koreanya, sbb derg bz ngan promotion kat oversea dan tak aktif kat korea.. kalo tak, maybe SuJu most probably takkan menang..woo~

my fevret song from DBSK : Rising Sun, Mirotic, O, Wrong Number, Hug, Look at the Glow, Crazy Love, The Way You Are (byk la plak :P)

kalo pasan, lagu Rising Sun ngan O, part bridge rentak die sangat beza ngan keseluruhan lagu.. mcm lagu len.. tp best~~ menarik.. sumthing new and original..

sharing the lyrics for Rising Sun below (credits to Soompi):

[Changmin]		Rise up! Rise up!
	|
[Micky]		Now I cry under my skin! I gaze at the sky and watch a lament of tears rain down To wash over pain-filled years.
[Yunho]		(No!) Forgiveness for me is absolutely undeserved! (No!) My rage escaped and flew out of control! (No!) I pray out loud for redemption! (No!) Here I go, come back!
	|
[Xiah]		Useless wings Days of ashes I wake up from flying, stabbed by fragments of shattered dreams. Another pitch black morning.
[Hero]		Everyone holds the truth, Yet it's hidden behind a deceptive facade. Will I forever be questioning what's left of my life?
	|
[All]		Break down the thick imprisoning walls. Press forward with courage and strength To regain my innocence. I'll burn fiercely like a raging fire And end like the radiant rays of sunset. I'm waiting for the rising sun...
	|
[Micky]		Now, burn my eyes. Sun comes up, blowing the fog. Never lie to your mind. Got to be true.
[Yunho]		The road I gotta take is 101. The truth is I can never reach full understanding. Still, in order to appear unashamed before my Sun, I just try me. And now...
	|
[Changmin]		Seriously, where the hell is the end to this chaos? (Somebody, talk. Each day, there's a different answer.) Can suffering ever lead to happiness? (Somebody, talk. Only time can tell)
	|
[Xiah]		It's like my life is a star Trapped in an vicious orbit
[Hero]		It's like I've chased after the answers to countless questions, Only to paint an incomplete picture.
[Changmin]		Do you know why?
	|
[Micky]		(Slow down...) Yeah. Come on. TVXQ. We got a remix!
[Changmin]		This is where my dreams begin, I've finally found the path to take.
[Xiah]		My chest is filled with ardor. I challenge the day it all ends. (The song's neverending.)
	|
[Yunho]		Yo! Now Some Some Some Some Some sun Right here Right now (Give it up for!) I'll make it under control (Give it up for!) Let me show you, prove to you I'm good Here we go, like this!
	|
[Micky]		Time is always flowing, I know well that it never returns. Mustn't leave myself regrets each day. Try to swallow the resentment caused by solitude.
[Changmin]		When I'm worn and weary, I'll remember The worth of happiness that is born of tears.
[Yunho]		Trials kiss my open hands, My innocence blooms in a garden of hardships. Nothing is set in stone, each day starts anew.
	|
[Yunho]		Bright! TVXQ! Say you! Say bright! Bruh-ruh-right! Rising sun...
[Changmin]		(Ah-ah!)
	|
[All]		Break down the thick imprisoning walls. Press forward with courage and strength To regain my innocence. I'll burn fiercely like a raging fire And end like the radiant rays of sunset. I'm waiting for the rising sun...
	|
[Changmin]		Seriously, where the hell is the end to this chaos? (Somebody, talk. Each day, there's a different answer.) Can suffering ever lead to happiness? (Somebody, talk. Only time can tell)
	|
[Yunho]		Rise up! Rise up!

there is nothing weird listening to Korean or Japanese or whatever languages other than ur native tongue.. cmon la, kite skang hidup dengan kemudahan internet.. dont limit ur interests.. experience new things..

"mcm ko phm je lagu tu"

tenet ade.. google sudey.. skang ni byk je fan community yang sub kan or translate kan lagu, interbiu, mv dan sebagainye.. dan jgn terkejut, sebilangan derg adalah orang malaysia.. i'm of cuz, not one of them la.. XD



lately, my playlist is mostly playing DBSK's songs.. and i called myself Big Bang's fan..lol

nana 79

::excerpt from NANA Chapter 79 - credits to Room 708::

apakah agaknye yg sebenarnye tejadi antara Hachi dan Takumi? But it looks like both of them are suffering.. dalam chapter2 lepas ada Takumi mention that Hachi insist on staying in Japan.. there was also a scene when Junko mentioned about divorce, Hachi strongly opposed the idea, saying it was impossible (probably because their children).. even when Takumi when back home once, it was like Takumi was trying to reach out to her..

jangan la ending die Hachi ngan Nobu or Takumi ngan Reira (sgt diragui)... for me, Nobu is probably the one that truly loves Hachi till the end.. but still, i am still hoping Hachi will be with Takumi.. Takumi in the present and the future arc had changed drastically ever since their marriage.. he even confessed to the late Ren, if Hachi ever leave him(most probably due to his numerous affairs and scandals), his life will be only battle everywhere..

Reira.. i never liked her.. takmo..

final of final

tepat kul 12 smlm, abe da paper terakhir di utp (amiin~)..
komen?
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should i say more?
ngaa~
super duper kbkk..
pdn la koswok sumorg hampir full mark pon..
harap koswok bekapkan je la..
><" aku ditempatkan kat last row sekali, siap duk usyar2 org bile blurr nk jawab.. rase cam nk kuar awl je tapi mengenangkan paper yg last dan xde sape pon yg kuar.. bila da bes paper, rupe2nye ramai je yg nk kuar awl, tp sume cam menunggu sum1 stat kuar dulu.. last2, xde sape pon yg kuar dulu.. gaa~

::petchem-che04::
kami hanya 13 org

-sempat gak merasa sume venue xm kat utp neh.. undercroft pon da rase time amek OM ri tu.. una semangat je nak amek gamba kat chencellor..hehe.. nnt time convo la una ek-


balik2 je terkunci pintu time nak g beli makanan.. kunci ngan kad m3x dlm bilik.. seb bek da amek enset ngan purse siap2 time kuar tu.. seb bek gak time tu una xbalik umah lg, ada la tempat berteduh.. dan menanti lah diri ini kepulangan rumet dari irc.. puas tido dan bergolek2 atas katil una da.. akhirnye kul 530 baru ley masuk bilik.. ><" mlm nye:: jeng3x.. g final outing ngan dak2 #emaresem.. list kete azree: azree, ipe, me, anis, aida (semenjak dua neh salu tercampak nek kete azree, ni da kali ke4 kot..)
list kete azlia: azlia, mashi, yani, mobeus, rizuwan (special guest cenel emaresem)

yg len, ade yg ade paper lagi.. ade yang ade pisentation fyp.. ade yg da balik.. ngaa~

agenda utama: gi mkn steamboat kat johnny's~
mkn byk tp xkenyang gak..
ngaa~
since there are 10 of us, we were divided with 2 pots..
yg my side mkn happening gile..
kejap gile da abes..
walhal the other side baru nak start..
XD

next stop: bowling @ jj~
noob cam aku dpt gak 1 strike ngan 1 spare.. huu~.. hepi2.. walopon x la sehebat ipe ngan mobeus.. derg da terer..teeutama ipe, x strike, spare..cess..tp ok, wut.. considering this is my (jap nk kire..) 4th time men bowling~ XD

another stop: shogun karok @ gopeng..
one thing i gotta say.. this is the 1st time penah masuk karok dan sesungguhnye it doesnt suit me well.. not very much comfy environment 4 me..huhu.. lgpon kan, sore i xsedap~ .. mashi ngan azlia je pon duk conquer.. hehe.. hidup di u, cukup merasa sume bende seblom grad XD ..

.. mekdi sepam..

final stop: depan pondok pak guard @ pagar utp..
sesi fotografi beramai2 walopon sorg2 mata da ngantuk gile (especially me.. siap da kena tegur mata sepet ><)..
lompat2 atas pagar utp..
takut patah lak pagar utp tu.. kang xpasal2 xley wat clearance, xley grad plak kan.. ramai2 panjat duk atas batu tulis nama "UTP" ..huwaa~.. mashi tolong angkatkan.. takuut tinggi~~.. ganas sungguh mashi..huuu..
posing ramai2 kat tepi jln depan tugu rasmi utp..
pakgad wat bodo je.. mesti mls da nak melayan peel dak2 utp XD
sebenarnye nk g amek gamba ngan pakgad.. tetapi.. hee~.. pakgad cam xmo lyn je.. hee~


tq guys.. last memories together.. ntah bila la kita sume nak jumpa lagi.. tunggu time convo je la nanti.. (tuan punya kamera: nak gamba mlm tadi~~~)

congrats mashi for ur engagement.. nanti kawen jgn lupe jemput lak.. die da plan nk kawen time intern nanti.. waa~.. chukhan mida~ aku yang dah nak grad ni pon masih ::missing words:: -tak terkata- ..

thins need to be done next: siapkan PDP, wat slide fyp, wat clearance dan plg penting: carik KEJE!!

psssttt: dak2 #johnny's bila lak nak wat photoshoot?

i'm sorry, but i luv you..

Bismillahirrahmanir rahim..

Dengan namaMu Ya Allah Yang Sentiasa Mengasihi hamba-hambaMu..

Ingin aku berbicara denganMu di setiap masa yang aku ada dan di setiap tempat aku berada..

Ingin aku meluahkan segala apa yang terpendam dalam hati ini..

Walau aku tahu Engkau sangat-sangat memahami dan mengetahui,

Tanpa aku bicarakannya kepadaMu..

Malah Engkau lebih tahu segalanya tentang aku daripada diriku sendiri

Kerana Engkau yg memiliki sekeping hati ini..

Kerana Engkau lebih dekat denganku daripada urat leherku sendiri..

Ya Rabbi, sudilah pandang aku..

Ya Rabbi, izinkan aku menghadapMu berulang kali sehingga ke akhir hayatku..

Aku tahu..

Aku sering menghadapMu dengan wajah yang kelam, tidak berseri..

Aku sering berhadapan denganMu tika jiwaku berkeluh kesah..

Aku mencariMu hanya di waktu susah dan derita..

Di saat senang dan sibuk dengan dunia, aku melupakanMu..

Aku lupa bahawa hidup ini hanya untukMu..

Aku leka bahawa dunia ini hanya sementara untuk aku mencari bekal sebanyaknya.

Namun, di saat ini aku hadir untuk menghadapMu..

Bersama dosa dan noda yang tak terhitung banyaknya..

Disebabkan kelalaianku menurut hawa nafsu..

Dan tertipu dengan dunia dan syaitan..

Allah, pandanglah aku dengan kasih sayangMu..

Pandanglah aku dengan keampunanMu..

Aku sangat mengharapkan kasih sayang dan redhaMu..

Kerana aku benar-benar menagih syurgaMu dan aku takut nerakaMu..

Tapi, layakkah aku Ya Allah?

Ya Rabbi, seandainya di saat ini Engkau menjemputku pulang,

Bagaimanakah nantinya tika berhadapan denganMu?

Sudikah Kau menerima hamba-Mu yang hina ini?

Bagaimanakah keadaanku waktu itu??

Hitamkah wajahku bila berhadapan denganMu?

Berseri dengan sinar cahayakah wajah ini?

Berlarikah aku menujuMu kerana rindu untuk menemuiMu?

Atau menggigil ketakutan kerana takut dan malu denganMu?

Allah, aku bimbang..

Aku gusar dan takut Ya Allah..

Apabila memikirkan saat itu

Kerana banyaknya dosa aku terhadapMu..

Allah, sukarnya untuk aku meredahi cabaran dunia ini..

Ingin ku buang jauh duniaku yang melalaikan..

Tapi ia selalu menarik-narik hatiku untuk tetap mengulangi kesilapan terhadapMu..

Kadang-kadang aku terlupa, kadang-kadang aku sengaja..

Aku takut padaMu Allah tapi kenapa aku seringkali mengulangi dosa-dosa terhadapMu?

Aku sering berjanji di depanMu untuk menyerahkan hidup matiku hanya untukMu..

Namun sering aku memungkiri janji-janjiku itu tanpa rasa berdosa..

Aku pernah menangis keranaMu kerana takutkan azabMu..

Kemudian aku ketawa semula di saat aku lupa tentangMu..

Semudah itu Ya Allah aku sebagai hamba yg sebenarnya tidak layak melakukan sebegitu..

Tapi Engkau Ya Allah, tetap memberi peluang untuk aku kembali padaMu

Engkau sentiasa bersedia mengampuniku..

Aku takut Ya Allah, seandainya waktu aku tiba untuk kembali padaMu..

Aku dalam keadaan tidak bersedia dan penuh dengan hitam noda..

Apakah yang mampu aku persembahkan di hadapanMu kelak?

Mampukah aku memulangkan segala pinjaman yang Engkau beri kepadaku dalam keadaan yg terbaik?

Allah, aku mohon dengan sangat..

Sucikanlah hati aku dengan maghfirahMu..

Agar tersenyum aku pulang mengadapMu..

Allah, terimalah taubatku..

Agar bercahaya wajahku dengan nurMu bertemu denganMu..

Allah, pimpinlah aku dengan hidayahMu..

Agar mudah jalanku ke JannahMu..

Tuhan, pegang eratlah hati ini agar sentiasa aku rasa dekat denganMu..

Aku harap Kau terima amalku untuk aku persembahkan di hadapanMu kelak..

Ya Allah, dengarkanlah rintihan & permohonan hatiku ini..

Hadiahkanlah cahayaMu kepadaku sehingga saat aku dipanggil pulang olehMu..

Amiin Ya Rabb..

Aku mohon dengan sangat..Perkenankan lah.

:: Ya Allah, maafkanlah bila hati tidak sempurna mencintaiMu ::

lampu meja, tiang tnb, wire telekom, pencawang maxis

lampu meja bunuh diri? gaaa~~

suke~ bunga tulip!~ XD

tiang tnb

copper cable yg digunakan telekom = wire telekom kah?
(assume je same ek)

pencawang maxis..


apekah persamaan mereka semua?
haha..
hanya kita je taw..
XD
hahaha~



cyg pencawang maxis~~
:P

tired

i think of you again like a bad habit..i get tired of this hard life..so I countlessly laugh when i think of you, cry when i miss you..i got tired of it and fell asleep..your love makes you feel difficult, so you turn around like a rough wind..my lack of understanding, uncertain future, i couldn’t take it anymore..

i wanted to wipe the tears around your wetted eyes..but the image reflected in your eyes isn’t me, it’s someone else baby..

don’t lie baby, tell me ‘this isn’t it’..your head looks down and you can’t say anything..why are you making me miserable..why do you feel sorry for me?..stop now, leave after making me hate you foolish love left with wounds..bye bye..everything’s gonna be alright, right?

love came and left again like a migratory bird..“my heart hurts more,” i tell you endlessly but you were stubborn everyday..just like smoking a hit you can forget about us already as if it’s easy..“meet another woman and live well,” ok?..

friend, what did i tell you, i’m not sure about her..once a glass cup is broken, it’s hard to put it back together..a game with an expected ending, nothin’ never ever change..i felt more anxious while i was watching from the sidelines..

look, she will fall asleep while nestling in another guy’s arms..she will come looking for you a year or 2 later (let him go girl)..

don’t lie baby, tell me ‘this isn’t it’..your head looks down and you can’t say anything..why are you making me miserable..why do you feel sorry for me?..stop now, leave after making me hate you foolish love left with wounds..bye bye..


i hoped that you would hold me a bit more, but it’s useless now..my stupid shadow is now left alone and wandering around on this dimmed street..i think i am still waiting for you..

i feel pity, you aren’t that bad..i feel pity, why do you end up with those kind of girls..i feel pity, what she gave you is a nightmare..i feel pity, for you, not your girl..

don’t lie baby, tell me ‘this isn’t it’..your head looks down and you can’t say anything..why are you making me miserable..why do you feel sorry for me?..stop now, leave after making me hate you foolish love left with wounds..bye bye..everything’s gonna be alright, right?


everything’s gonna be alright, right?

foolish person..


Big Bang - Foolish Love

OM - suatu kisah dulu..

It's 12 at night, drunk with a tired voice.
It's 2 in the morning, a cold hangup of the phone.

No one knows my heart. I can't stop love love love.
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating. I can't stop love love love.

Have you ever loved.
Like in the movies where they fall in love at first sight.
Stayed up all night on the phone.
Bragged to the world.
Waited in the pouring rain.
Ran like crazy towards them.
Secretly watched them.
Gone crazy.
Pretended not to see them.

Of course you have, loved.
Gone broke because of anniverseries.
Said sorry even after you did well.
Stayed up all night writing a love letter.
Moved a date with your family.
Prayed to God for them not to hurt.
Avoided friends.
Watched their backs as they left.


(Can't stop love love oh love)
I loved them like crazy why.
I was really good to them, why.
I gave my all.
You've got me going crazy
(Can't stop love love oh love)
I loved them to death, why.
I gave them my heart and body.
I've lost lost everything, what do I do.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love

Have you ever broken up.
Had your makeup erase in the rain.
Cut your long hair.
Picked up a cigarette even though you quit.
Avoided a place thinking that you would meet them.
Written a letter that you couldn't send.
Get drunk and dial their number (hello) had your lips freeze.

Of course you have, broken up.
Hated them as much as you loved them.
Torn a letter you couldn't read.
Erased a number you couldn't forget.
Celebrated an anniversary on your own.
Burnt all the pictures.
Thought that all the sad songs in this world was about you.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
(Can't stop love love oh love) (x2 i think)

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

Cry like a fool, get drunk again.
Grab your friends and curse that person.
Time passes, and you get drunk again.
Pick up the phone, say love.

No one knows what I'm feeling.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating.
I can't stop (don't stop) love love love

No one knows what I'm feeling. Actually you're the only one who doesn't know.
Even though it hurts, i keep repeating. Someday we'll meet again.

-Epik High: Love Love Love-

Lagu yang sesuai ntuk sesape yg tgh heartbroken.. Lagu ni lagu lame sebenarnye.. lagu taun lepas.. tapi di sebabkan baru kenal Epik High, baru taun ni dgr..

just finish my 2nd paper : Operations Managements just now.. comment?.. felt relieved.. since i dont know my coursework marks, i cant really estimates what i'll get.. hopefully, Ya ALLAH let it be A or at least A-.. amiiin~ (high xpectation sgt kah?..there's nothing wrong in dreaming to reach the sky ;p).. the paper was almost similar to past years but probably more challenging than the last 3 semesters'.. the last 3 semesters' were repetition of the exactly same questions ><" (best sungguh).. so it was already expected this semester should be something slightly different question (but still with the same trend and chapters covered XD.. alhamdullilah)..

things need to be done:
- finished up the ACM testing for my FYP (pk pon da tensen..ngaa~..lecehnye nak mencari ramai org yg terlibat neh..gaaaa~)
- finished the complete set of PDP reports : economic evaluation from scratch, detail design of major equipmentku --> absorber yang tinggi sungguh.. design for 2 minor equipments..

Please submit the reports in the following manner:

(1) the group design report in ONE ABBA file (similar to last semester);

(2) the individual MAJOR EQUIPMENT detailed design report in ONE ring-binded file -- label clearly the type of major equipment;

(3) the individual MINOR EQUIPMENT design report in TWO SEPARATE ring-binded file, one for each type of minor equipment -- label clearly the type of major equipment for each file.

-quote dr mr khor-

- study reactor design for petchem (xde sape ade tips ke?) ..killer subjet neh.. lagi susah dari gas process.. next paper --> 27/11 ><"
- analyze results acm.. prepare final presentation fyp .. prepare finalized report ntuk hardbound..
- kena wat clearance

nak balik.. gagaga..

ya ALLAH, biarlah aku grad ngan jayanye.. risau la plak.. keje xpat lg..
ya ALLAH, murahkanlah rezeki ku agar senang dapat kerjaya yang sesuai dengan diri ku..

hepi da nak abes study..xde da terkejar2 nak siapkan lab repots ngan esemens.. xde duk pulun stadi ntuk tests.. xde dah stay up siapkan segala jenis projek2.. xyah tensen2 wat simulation icon x converge2.. xyah xtdo mlm siapkan pdp da.. xyah pening2 alter results fyp da (oops~) .. huu..

tapi kalo da x balik utp da.. xdpt da leech kat dc++.. cane nak folo anime (gundam 00 baru episod 5 skang..ngaa~) .. sape nak donlodkan jdorama ngan kdorama ( tazza x abes lg neh..adess..malasnye nk donlod sendirik kt umah).. sape nak update kan big bang dan laguan2 lain.. cane nak tgk muvi latest tanpa perlu g wayang (quality dvdrip beb).. xdpt nak masuk mirc da.. xley da bising2 kat cenel.. xley da nak slap2 (or cakar2) org.. xley da nak men kuiz or uno virtual.. xde da la aktiviti bermapley.. xde da la g ipow bersama2.. xde da exam kat chancellor hall, mph, undercroft ataupon main hall yang teramat la sejuk.. xde da stadi kat irc (walopon diri ini time xm je jejak langkah kt irc..tu pon ley kire nga jari je..hehe).. xde da tensen (or some yg mnyumpah2) tenet slow dan down..

cam ade tertinggal sumthing je.. pe ek?..
hehe..

tak ley da nak jumpe membe2 rapat.. harap2 akan selalu keep in touch..walopon ade je yang duk xberapa jauh, tapi bley harapkah akan selalu jumpe?.. member2 satu taman pon once a while je jumpe.. ni kan yang kawasan lain, negeri lain.. nant masing2 sibuk ngan keje.. sibuk ngan life sendirik.. tup tap tup tap dpt kad kawen.. tu pon kalo teringat.. (kalo korg kawen xjemput, siap la.. ade yg kena ketuk kang!..grr~)

sedey la plak.. but still, nak grad.. gudbye utp~.. walau u xrela, i rela ;p ..jodoh kite hanya sampai di sini.. (amiinn~)

untung for the new generations kat utp nih.. byk facilities yang xsempat di rase oleh generasi2 yg da grad dan akan grad.. x saba nak tgk rupe utp after 10 yrs time, after sume planned development die da siap.. ;) .. chaiyok utp~..

nape kah xrase cam da almost 5 taun kat utp neh?

sebab nak abes da 5 taun tu kot.. hehe..

(apekah yang aku ngarut neh?)

remember, remember, 5th of november..

today is already 8th of november..hehe..

on the 5th november, big bang released their 2nd korean full album, Vol 2 - Remember..

the song i loved the most (at the moment) from the album is track no 6, wonderful.. it reminded me why i actually love the boys.. ^^

truth to be told, i was frustrated with their Number 1 album.. the Number 1 track is quite ok, but the other tracks..gaaa~.. i wonder why YG said he's very proud of that album.. the Remember album definitely suit my tastes better..

if to comment on Remember, i wonder why they bother to do remix on bikbeng's past hits such as Lies and Last Farewell and acoustic for Haru Haru.. i think they better off as they are originally..

poor TOP get hospitalized for overworking and exhaustion preparing for bikbeng's comeback scheduled on the 8th (today?..).. this is the second time he got hospitalized out of exhaustion.. the 1st time was during their busy schedule for lies promotion (if i'm not mistaken).. get well soon TOP~.. looking at how hardworking they are, no wonder bikbeng is one of the tops in kpop industry nowadays..

ari tu time balik umah sempat tgk music bank kat 303.. byk artis yg kenal.. hyori ade.. suju ade.. 2 am ade.. inyoung ade.. shinee ade.. dan ade lagi2 yg xdpt di ingat..excited plak~~ XD bigbang dapat no 1 both ntuk single haru2 ngan album stand up~.. tapi time tu derg xde.. wat promotion kat jepun TT .. xpenah bernasib baik tgk bikbeng kat tv..

i hardly listen or watch any jdo or jpop song anymore.. anime was also in the past (except for gundam 00 s2).. even manga i am only following those i had followed from the start during my anime craze time such as NANA, ouran and eyeshield 21.. eyeshield 21 seem to came to the end so that left only NANA and ouran..

i'm hoping gundam 00 dont disappoint me as geass r2 had as this is hopefully the last anime series i'll be following (insyaallah).. i was already frustrated seeing graham turning to some maniac masked man and the old lockon (neil) dead in the 1st season.. at 1st i dont really like lyle, mayb bcuz evry1 (including me) are expecting him to be same as the dead lockon.. but now, i already to start like him as lyle and not look at him as his brother.. ( i luv the neil's shooting gesture during the OP~ it remind me of how i like that guy so muuuuuchh~ XD.. he is after all, the only normal gundam meister out of the 4.. )

instead of jdo/jpop, i'm more into kdo/kpop..currently i'm listening mostly to korean songs.. especially big bang ( break seminggu after esq ;p), epik high (they have great songs with great lyrics) and few songs from wondergirls, osts.. the japanese era had ended.. even laruku is something in the past.. and most possibly the korean era will also end together with my graduation..

then, let's find a new interest.. wonder what next?


-rain pt 2 is in the making.. get stuck halfway >< -

budu bukan berudu..

Budu merupakan makanan traditional Kelantan dan Terengganu yang diperbuat daripada ikan bilis atau udang bari yang dijeruk sehingga hancur.

Budu atau sos bilis yang berasal dari negeri sebelah pantai timur Malaysia ini mendapat perhatian dan menjadi kajian para ahli pemakanan berkhasiat Jepun, Amerika Syarikat, Australia, New Zealand dan Jerman. Penemuan baru-baru ini membuktikan kandungan budu memiliki gluthaione sebagai bahan antioksidan, mengeluarkan sisa toxic dan meningkatkan daya tahan tubuh (immune) yang dapat memerangi pelbagai penyakit merbahaya dan menghalang kanser. Kenyataan ini bagaikan satu kejutan bagi golongan yang selama ini memperlekehkan kewujudan budu yang dianggap makan "kuno".

Budu didapati berpotensi untuk melawan radikal bebas dan dipercayai mampu menghalang proses penuaan dan mencegah terjadinya penyakit degeneratif sep erti aterosklerosis, koroner jantung, penyakit kencing manis, kanser dan selainnya pada peringkat lebih awal. Kajian mendalam juga mendapati budu turut mengandungi zat antibakteria penyebab [[diarrhoea| cirit (diarrhoea)] , penurunan kolestrol darah, pencegah penyakit jantung dan hipertensi.

Budu memiliki zat gizi yang lebih mudah dicerna, diserap dan dimanfaatkan oleh tubuh berbanding jenis protein yang lain. Khasiat budu yang diproses dari ikan bilis yang diperam terbukti mampu mengatasi masalah kanak-kanak yang menderita penyakit diarrhoea kronik akibat kurang zat pada tubuh. Dengan pengambilan budu sebagai makanan sampingan, ia mampu menggalakkan pertumbuhan berat badan bagi golongan yang menderita penyakit diarrhoea kronik ini serta menyembuhkannya dalam waktu singkat.

Ia juga dapat mempertingkatkan IQ kepada sesiapa yang memakannya. kerana ia merangsangkan sel-sel otak dan akan memperkukuhkan ikatan di antara neuron-neuron serta menguatkan neuron-neuron yang lemah. Pemakanan budu turut bertindak membantutkan pertumbuhan bakteria raffinosa dan stokiosa, penyebab utama gejala flatulensi dan masalah kembung perut bagi kanak-kanak dan orang dewasa. 2 kelompok vitamin yang terdapat pada budu iaitu, vitamin larut air (vitamin B kompleks) dan vitamin larut lemak (vitamin A, D, E dan K).

Budu merupakan sumber vitamin B yang paling banyak menyumbang kepada pecahan lain sep erti vitamin B1 (thiamin), vitamin B2 (riboflavin) , asid pantotenat, asid niasin, vitamin B6 dan vitamin B12 (sianokobalamin) . Secara saintifik, budu merupakan penyumbang utama vitamin B12 yang dihasilkan oleh bakteria klebsiella pneumoniae dan Citrobacter frundiin - yang mana vitamin B12 ini tidak dimiliki dari mana-mana sumber makanan laut, ikan-ikan dan daging-daging lain. vitamin B12 ini perlu untuk pembentukan sel darah merah, di mana kekurangan vitaman ini mengakibatkan terjadinya penyakit anemia perisiosa (pucat), sakit perut dan berat badan menurun.

Kadar vitamin B12 dalam budu adalah di antara 1.5 sehingga 6.3 mikrogram per 100 gram bagi setiap satu hidangan atau 2 sudu besar. Jumlah ini jauh lebih cukup untuk keperluan badan manusia dalam sehari. Dengan adanya vitamin B12 para pengamal diet (jaga badan) tidak perlu lagi merasa khuatir akan kekurangan vitamin B12 di dalam badan.

Selain pembekal kepada protein yang tinggi, ia turut mengandungi mineral makro dan mikro dalam jumlah yang cukup. Jumlah mineral zat besi, kalsium dan magnesium adalah sebanyak 9, 39, 2, 87 dan 8.05 mg bagi setiap 100 gram budu. Budu juga mengandungi zat antioksidan dalam bentuk isoflavon.

Seperti halnya vitamin C, vitamin E dan karotenoid, isoflavon juga merupakan antioksidan yang sangat diperlukan oleh tubuh untuk menghentikan reaksi pembentukan radikal bebas. Radikal bebas merupakan atom atau molekul yang mempunyai satu atau lebih elektron yang tidak berpasangan, sehingga menjadi sangat aktif hingga menyebabkan ketumbuhan tumor, kanser, penuaan dan kematian sel. Radikal bebas didapati berpunca dari makan seharian yang dimakan dan juga dari reaksi yang terjadi di dalam tubuh. Adanya antioksidan di dalam budu akan mencegah pembentukan radikal bebas tersebut.

Kebiasaannya di dalam apa jua jenis ikan terdapat 3 jenis isoflavon unsur antioksidan iaitu daidzein, glisitein dan genistien. Pada budu, di samping 2 jenis unsur ini, terdapat juga antioksidan faktor 11 (6, 7, 4 trihidroksi isoflavon) yang mempunyai sifat antioksidan paling kuat dibandingkan isoflavon dalam ikan-ikan lain.

Penelitian yang dilakukan di Universiti North Carolina, Amerika Syarikat menemukan bahawa unsur genestein dan phytoestrogen yang terdapat pada budu terbukti dapat mencegah penyakit kanser, proses penuaan dan barah payu dara.

Penyakit jantung koroner (PJK) merupakan salah satu bentuk kelainan pembuluh darah koroner akibat penumpuan lemak di dalam dinding pembuluh darah iaitu satu keadaan yang disebut aterosklerosis. Ini mungkin disebabkan oleh faktor usia, pemakanan, jantina dan keturunan. Manakala faktor dimodifikasi adalah peningkatan kadar lipida darah (hiperkolestrolemia ), hipertensi, obesiti, stress dan kurang aktiviti lasak. Pemakanan budu yang mempunyai sifat hipokolesterolemik (menurunkan lemak darah) sep erti kandungan protein, serta makanan, niasin, vitamin E, karotenoid dan kalsium. Satu ujikaji rambang yang dijalankan, mendapati pengambilan budu sebanyak 150 gm sehari selama 2 minggu dapat menurunkan kadar kolestrol ke tahap luar dari jangkaan.

Selain dari sumber protein yang berkualiti tinggi, budu turut dikenali sebagai sumber serat (dietary fiber) yang baik. Kandungan serat di dalam budu mampu mencapai di antara 8 hingga 10% bagi setiap 100 gm. Ia menyumbangkan kepada 30% dari umlah serat yang dianjurkan oleh National Cancer Research.

Berbanding serat di dalam ikan-ikan atau sumber protein lain, serat pada budu lebih mudah untuk dicernakan. Dari apa yang dinyatakan ini jelas sekali bahawa khasiat serta kebaikan

sepiring budu yang dimakan bersama hidangan nasi pagi, tengahari dan malam melampau jangkauan yang anda fikirkan. Budu seumpama cecair pelbagai vitamin yang memenuhi segala keperluan untuk tubuh badan.

(source: reliable source gak ar.. ;p)