am wondering..

하루에

2011-10-22T11:30:00.004+08:00

i luv this song!.. super duper sweet, kan? especially donghae's singing part :P

sangat lama tak login and update this sampai it took me more than 10 minutes to log in.. lol..

what's new?

well, if you're asking about work, i had moved to a different asset.. now i'm supporting one of the most important gas platform.. powering the nation, babe!.. no gas supply, no electricity to PM (peninsular malaysia).. sounds cool but maaaaaan, it's a lot lot lot of work and stress.. i thinks it's a very good exposure to build my working competency level, but i'm not sure whether i'm up to it.. funny, here i am, always keep repeating that my personality is not suitable to work here, but still i have no intention to jump ships.. ok2, intention je la yang ade, action xde pong, cv xpenah pun update..hehe..
summary - work: keje sampai bila tak abes2, i NEED the money but i also want job satisfaction!

activity wise, this evening i'm heading to UTP with anis to pick-up yani then proceed to penang..It's una's wedding tomorrow!.. so happy for her, may she has a happy and prosperous new life and berbahagia hingga ke syurga :) ..
(tapi, saya takut drive jauh2 ni.. haha..)

monday, i'll be going to Jakarta for training..adess, baru nak enjoy tapi kena bawak kerje plak sbb xsetel2 lagi.. powering the nation la sangat..ngaaa

summary - non-work: define non-work please?.. is work-life balance even exist? i'm not a workaholic but why it's all about work?.. i need more time for myself!

personal personal wise? - due to time constraint, currently i just go with the flow and on reflex, instantaneous feel.. if i feel like it, then i do it.. if i don't, then i won't.. i need to do something meaningful and fun! any suggestion?

and lastly, here you go, this cute song's translation (credit goes to pop!gasa):

You always ask, how much I love you

Sometimes, you get worried about the far ahead future

Don’t worry, don’t torture yourself

You are my perfect love

Even if you’re just breathing

Even if you don’t have makeup on

You are beautiful, eye-blinding

I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up

The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need

When I see you, I feel comfortable

Even though you don’t like it when I say that

I’m happy but still you are nervous

Don’t doubt- don’t torture yourself

Actually, this is a pure love

When you give off that lovely smile with your eyes

You are beautiful, eye-blinding

I think of you just once a day

It can’t be more, because I’m saving you up

The sunshine of a hard day

If only you are here, it’s OK

That’s all I need

of the secret garden: tale of the little mermaid

2011-01-23T01:41:00.019+08:00

a fairy tale?

i'm asking you stay non-existent like that, and then disappears like bubbles..

you'd rather die than become the little mermaid..so,

i'm going to stay by your side like i'm not there, and then disappear like bubbles..
so right now, i'll openly cling to you..

now, tell me..

from now on, always remember this moment..

don't ruin him!,, i'm begging you..

you told me you'll be my little mermaid..

tragically,
the little mermaid's ending unfold

the little mermaid's hand holding a knife was shaking..
but next, she tossed away the knife into the waves..
the little mermaid's sight of the prince faded..
and she threw her body into the ocean..

and the little mermaid turns into bubble and disappeared..

you should be proud to be the first and last person i ever write to..

Where I was standing by the window, you can be standing by that window..

Where I was laying in the bed, you are lying there..

The books I was reading, you are reading them..

If we can be together like that..

It is enough for us for really being together..

It is enough for us to be happy as other lovers..

this must be the most selfish decision i made..

don't ever fall for another guy..
live alone thinking about only me..

saranghae.. saranghanda..

disclaimer: all pictures are taken directly from SBS drama Secret Garden with subs from WithS2/Vikii

of the secret garden: the moments

2011-01-22T21:27:00.025+08:00

the sit-up

since when you became so pretty?

the magic

she is cursing me, she is not..

i definitely see the lights were on at the house window..

Gil Ra-Im, where are you?

the secret garden

the drink that start it all..

the switch!

since when?? you are me? i am you?

raining?

it could not be as easy as that right, the soul switch?

the infamous sparkling tracksuit

yet another one,
and another one,

one by one i tell you..

and more..

berjangkit?

are you really wearing that?

the frown

he: "inside your dreams, why is there such a rough place?"
she: "because in my dreams, you are there"
he: "then with me, even in your dreams, you're not happy?"

she:" still, come..and tomorrow too.. and the next day too.."

disclaimer: pictures are taken directly from SBS drama Secret Garden with subs from WithS2 and Vikii

of the secret garden: and the secret begins..

2011-01-21T20:03:00.021+08:00

Do you all know of the Indian Summer?

Before the winter sets in, in the fall, its a glimpse of summer.. Indians, they say hunted for the winter in that brief of returning summer..

That's why they called an Indian Summer, the gift from the Gods.. The Indian Summer for this fall apparently will be accompanied by much rains..

When this rain hits, could it be we'll receive some special gifts from the Gods? .. But whether it's a gift or a joke from the Gods..

I suppose we'll have to see, right Kim Joo Won-sshi?

Am I hearing right? the TV's weather broadcaster just said my name?

" love at first sight? if a man ever tells you he fell for you at first sight, punch him..

Kim Joo Won, while not realizing he had fallen in love at first sight (or not?)

the infatuation

Why am I always thinking about her?

I don’t know why I kept thinking of you, but you’re far from my ideal woman..

My ideal woman is ..

When did I ever fantasize this?!

Okay, I did but..

And you must be below 24 years old!

And you must come from at least the thirty wealthiest family!

Kim! soo han mu~...

My ideal (revised) woman..

A chic, short hair cut, tanned skin..

Doesn’t smile much, gets angry easily, eyes that are a little sad..

Someone that can’t run for Miss Korea because of scars..

Omma, even if I gone mad..

-Click-

Hello? Omma?

Kim! soo han moo~..

of venting

2011-01-16T11:23:00.006+08:00

had been ages since i properly updated this blog..
had quite a few blog materials however those remain in my draft-box and remain being unposts..

hurrmmm...

work is d*mn stressful.. my personality definitely is not one that fit for my work environment.. there u need to be loud, firm, persuasive, which i am not at all..feel like giving-up sumtimes but when i think about $$, man, i need that!.. i am being too pampered with the luxuryness ever since working here, and we ARE being underpaid if to compare with the industry standard..

the best and a definite good thing working there are the opportunities for you to learn about almost anything and everything.. a lot of interesting things~.. and the people there are nice and very professional.. but the workload!..ommona!.. with (not-so) big money come a whole huge lot of workload/responsibilities, and there are no stopping of new trains from coming!

i guess that's why i resort myself to be in this kpop/drama fanatism.. am noticing myself that i tend to be easily happy and laugh and giddy about anything positive and shining (like the bright morning sky).. am i start to lose my mind? >.<

TAKE TWO

luv SECRET GARDEN!.. whenever HyunBin smile, i can't help but to smile as well.. when he cried, i found my tears are falling too.. so glad JangHyuk dropped this project (no offense JH's fan - I am one myself) as I can not imagined some one else carry out Kim Joo Won as good as HyunBin..

a must watch drama for whoever claimed themselves as an avid kdo followers!

Maybe I should write a review on this after the finale.. maybe..

Till then..

Kim~~suhanmoo keobugiwa durumi samcheongabja Dong Bang Sak Chichigapo Sarisarisaenta Woriwori Saepeurika Moodoosella gureumi heorikaein dambyeorak seosaengwonae goyangyi badookineun Doldolri..

of comeback

2011-01-03T11:42:00.004+08:00

TVXQ! is back!.. (the first ! was part of the group name)..
the songs really set the mood similar established during MIROTIC (which i luv! a lot!, although it could have been better if it were the 5 of them - really need to stop this 'what if')

they'll be making comeback performance next week.. cant wait to see it after the supercool and appetizing teasing teaser(s)..

TVXQ! (HoMin) - Keep Your Head Down

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(Everything has ended) I didn’t even start yet
(We broke up) I haven’t even heard the reason yet
Everyone around me keeps asking me why I’m like this
Why are you like that, why are you like that? I’m already the bad guy

(If it’s a sin) If loving you was a sin
(If that was a shin) If being genuine is a sin
(I’ll keep it low, I’ll keep it low) I’ll hold it in and stand my ground

(Keep your head down)
You look pretty, but inside you’re so different, that’s what I’m afraid of
(Keep your head down)
I said I loved you but I’ll let you go

(Why?) Did you leave me so easily
(Why?) Did I look easy to you?
(Why?) My heart is ripping to shreds
(Why?) If every moment was a dream
(Why?) If only I had the time to set it right
(Why?) I prayed for your happiness

I was always satisfied with having you
I was happy to dream the same dream as you no matter what they said
I had to let you go, but I’m just walking my path anyway
Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing

It’s too late, you said you can’t come back
You’ve always believed that I’d crumble without you
That’s a misunderstanding, why would I do that? why, why, I told you I wouldn’t

(Hey) I was really, really sad, because you were so immature
and I was afraid you’d meet someone bad (Why? baby)

(Keep your head down)
You’re really pretty, but that’s all there is to you, there’s nothing important inside of you
(Keep your head down)
A nail is driven into the heart that is holding in the pain of love

Ha~ Don’t play with people like that
In front of me, all you do is speak of lies
You’re such a two-faced person
(Why why why) Since when did our crystal-like feelings become so opaque?
Our love has ended, I’ve let you go, and now my heart is empty
But my future is gesturing towards me to get up and smile
I’m letting you go, live happily (why why why)
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortable

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve burned to death in my heart
(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve died in my heart and you no longer exist

(source: allkpop)

TAKE TWO

i had gained 2-3 kg after less than a week offshore.. even my mom able to point where the additional fats went to.. can i really survive till EO february?

of an untold story unfold

2010-12-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

it was only the day before my 24th birthday that i was told quite an interesting story that happens back 24 years ago:

near midnight of Dec 19, 1986 my uncle was simply kalut.. it was raining heavily and had started flooding as per the scheduled monsoon season.. at my grandmother house, my mom was already in labor pain despite my birth date outlook to be tentatively Jan 31, 1987.. the village clinic's nurse was away on vacation.. the nearest bidan simply declined to come as she was not booked.. the only choice left is another bidan who lived quite far and need to cross a bridge.. once my uncle reached the bridge, the bridge was flooded with overflowing water thus unable to distinguished between the river and the bridge.. this one river was known to have its inhabitants, thus when my uncle actually stepped into one of their heads, he immediately snatch a tree branch and ketuk ketuk ketuk ketuk their head and hurriedly, running across the river to the bidan house.. i was born just right when the clock strike twelve with my uncle the bidan safely made it despite the dangerous encounter..

the not so dangerous crocs

TAKE TWO

aaahh.. I am 24 now.. spent the day travelling back from KB to home.. but had had a nice dinner at Koryowon! once reached KL .. heee~.. i just love the tender and juicy beef bbq-ed korean style wrapped in fresh crispy lettuce..nyumm!

Not to forget, happy engagement to Kak Tie!

kenapa tak rasa cam da tua setaun pon? :P

of randomness

2010-12-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

of colors in zaman muda remaja

2010-11-07T12:46:00.007+08:00

you are so dazzling, my heart is thumping..
you are the only one for me and always be number 1, i love you..

come a little bit closer to me, i want to tightly hold your hands..
this song is only for you, i love you forever..

i need your love, love, love..

i promise you to only look into your eyes..
stand by your side, protecting and loving you with all my heart..

baby, i need your love, love, love..

just your one love is enough for me..
even if i will lose everything, never will i let you go..

you are my everything my love..

i only see you, i keep thinking about you..
that never fails to make me smile..

you are my everything my heart..

you have captured me..
you are more captivating than angel, i will only love you..

i was secretly laughing at myself..
i can not believe how deep i have fallen for you..
you got into my mind with your charm my boo..
now i am like a fool that has fallen in love..
my everything, now it's you..
i am falling in love with you, look at me and i promise you..
even if the world ends, i'll love you like a timeless clock that never ends..

i need your love, love, love..

i promise you to only look into your eyes..
stand by your side, protecting and loving you with all my heart..

baby, i need your love, love, love..

just your one love is enough for me..
even if i will lose everything, never i will let you go..

you are my everything my love..

i only see you, i keep thinking about you..
that never fails to make me smile..

you are my everything my heart..

you have captured me..
you are more captivating than angel, i will only love you..

:: Angel - Super Junior's Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Sungmin & Eunhyuk::

TAKE TWO

oh, youth spirit and puppy love(s)!~
has mine passed already?
my time may yet to be due :P

wondering whose heart will this arrow strike?

of spamm

2010-11-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

ain't he cute or what?
hae-sshi, u are such a cutie!
::fanatism mode::

::disclaimers: pictures are taken directly from lee dong hae's twitter page::

TAKE TWO

initially planned to write about my recent trip to KK and Singapore.. but, oh well.. too lazy.. maybe next time?

of so called classic coffee shop

2010-10-17T20:48:00.005+08:00

I realized kopitiams nowadays require the customers to do self servicing either by browsing the menu given at table and ticking the prepared order form; or order the food, pay, and collect the food at the counter.. no more the conventional way where the waiter/-tress would ask the customer and recommend today's special (altho half-boiled eggs and toast are the favorites).. and sumtimes, they still charge you for service tax!

this morning, i had my breakfast at one kopitiam in bangi, the one that is near to masjid hasanah and hospital az-zahra & an-nur, the one owned by one of members of the country legendary rock group (am I being too descriptive here?)..

Not to complaint, but I have to admit the service is quite lousy.. when we first arrived, there was a few other customers arriving at the same time with us.. instead of taking orders, noticed that 2 waiters in front of us were cleaning the same table (DUH!) while some waiters(-tresses) are just idling at the counter, chit chatting.. maybe they do assigned everyone to special job description i.e. cleaning-up table, taking order, delivering ordered items but when you can see customers streaming in and waiting for someone to respond to them, it is clearly the job assignments was not done effectively..

after quite sometime, one of the waiter came and placed the menu and order form, on the table without saying anything (courtesy 101 anyone? ).. it was only after approx 30 minutes, someone from the kitchen come out and approach us:

Kitchen guy: "sorry cik tapi nasi lemak ngan ayam and sotong da habis"
(we ordered 3 nasi lemak with chicken btw. however only 2 show-up)

Us: "nape tak bagi taw awal2..da tunggu 30 minit baru cakap"

Kitchen guy: "tadi masih ade tapi sbb ramai order da habes.. "
(erkss..does the reasoning make sense?..why accept the order if you cant cater for it?)

In the end we resorted to just get a toast,but less than a minute a waiter served nasi lemak with chicken to the table in front of us who came later (!!!) .. i don't hold grudge to that table thou.. at least our food arrived at about the same time.. for them, only after one of the spouse finished up the nasi lemak plus some waiting time, did his wife meehoon arrived..

but if i were to think again, what does it take to serve a pre-cooked and readily nasi lemak and ayam till they need at least 30 minutes to get it served?

my first time at the kopitiam was back a few years ago, the food was nice especially their nasi dagang and they do have good service.. went last year and the food quality and service seem not as good as it used to be.. but now, they definitely deteriorated to a great extent especially in the service region (the toast, as in 2 slice of toasted bread with kaya and butter was NOT nice.. the nasi lemak was OK la).. kind of a waste as a strategically located malay kopitiam is a rarity..

TAKE TWO

for kelantanese, they definitely have at least heard of nasi tumpang, if have not engulfed themselves in this unique delicacy.. no?.. are you REALLY a kelantanese?..hey, i'm a half kelantanese myself and had enjoyed it quite number of times.. shame on you! :P

definition of nasi tumpang: nasi-impit-like-rice packed in a cone-shaped banana leaf.. a pack of nasi tumpang consists of an omelette, meat floss, chicken and/or shrimp curry and sweet gravy.. it is traditionally meant for travellers

did some googling (not oggling :P) and found two places that do serve nasi tumpang in Klang Valley: Warung and Belanga.. both are located at Midvalley: near entrance from KTM and gardens respectively.. aaah, mengidamnye~.. should plan a visit there soon, very soon..

of empty dream

2010-10-09T23:00:00.004+08:00

Junsu, Yoochun and Jaejoong (a.k.a JYJ) will be in MALAYSIA on Oct 17 for their new album showcase tour!!

Really really want to have the VIP ticket (VIP seat + autograph and photo session wif them!)..tapi mahal maa.. RM800!.. if i would have known earlier would not spend my accumulation of money cash award that i got from opis..

is there anyone out there care to give me one JYJ VIP ticket?.. please~?
backstage pass pun okey je..

TAKE TWO

none.. :: too heartbroken::

not really..a bit la.. but not really..

of snapshots

2010-10-03T22:11:00.008+08:00

TAKE TWO

jaa ne!~

of proverb

2010-09-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

"Nana korobi ya oki"

That had been my favorite japanese proverb since in schooling era.. (talk about anime's influence!)
Literally it means: fall 7 times, rise up 8 times..
It motivates me that in the end perseverance will triumph, so keep up the good work and do not falter!

ganbarimashou minna!
chaiyok2, aja2!

:)

TAKE TWO

Hope it's not too late too wish everyone:

Happy Independence Day!

Spent my independence day berjemuran di SFD in the middle of the sea..

ooohh..esok mungkin adalah hari yang stress tika masuk opis kembali..

of near misses

2010-08-28T21:10:00.001+08:00

"personnel found pounding chili and prawn paste without wearing goggles"

that is a real, reportable near miss my frens..

what is a near miss?

in a math equation, near miss = hazard + people..

so whenever you found any hazard that can associate or impact personnel, it'll become near miss..

another good example: forgetting to pull your handbrake when parking at a hillside + people lalu lalang = kete langgar orang

why report near misses?

sharing purposes..
in offshore operations especially, all incident and near misses must be reportable to alert others and avoid occurrences

in this company i'm working with, they take high priority of safety whether its personnel safety of process safety.. thus the term SHE (Safety, Health and Environmental) used while other companies opt to used HSE or ESH.. note the S part come first, that is to emphasized, no matter what we do, safety concerns must be addressed first

sumtimes this kinda reporting make you more alert to all the hazards around you all this while, but had never noticed..

so, start reporting and sharing near misses with those you care..
i'm off, nak g beli goggles.. kot2 nanti nak tumbuk sambal belacan, xde la termasuk mata.. :P

TAKE TWO

kpop idols coming to town in October!! .. ok, correction: they're coming to our neighboring country, singapore..still, my heart is pounding to go!!

not one, but all the big names: BIG BANG, SNSD, SHINEE, FT ISLAND and one unidentified idol..

could it be SuJu? - they had came to Malaysia in March ans they are currently bz with Super Show 3..

if it gonna be DBSK or their post-SME-dispute JYJ or HoMin, i definitely cry my heart out as i wont be able to make it..
da la a week b4 i'll most probably be at singapore..
aaaaaa~~

source: allkpop

of choices..

2010-08-11T00:08:00.003+08:00

sila pilih:

lump sum:

نَوَيْتُ صَوْمَ شَهْرِ رَمَضَانَ كِلِّهِ لِلَّهِ تَعَالَى

Niatnya: Sahaja aku berpuasa sebulan Ramadhan tahun ini kerana Allah Taala.

in-series for 30 days:

نَوَيْتُ صَوْمَ غَدٍ عَنْ أَدَاءِ فَرْضِ رَمَضَانَ هَذِهِ السَّنَةِ لِلَّهِ تَعَالَى

Niatnya: Sahaja aku puasa esok hari pada bulan Ramadhan tahun ini kerana Allah Taala.

i prefer both :)

selamat berpuasa semua..

TAKE TWO

Baru taw ade wikipedia page pasal ibadah puasa dlm bahasa malaysia : http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ibadat_puasa

of work stress and fun time

2010-08-08T20:18:00.006+08:00

masjid besi @ putrajaya..xpenah gi lagi neh

-source: wikipedia-

i dyed my hair violet.. ok, before you start jumping it's actually blackcurrant @ dark violet brown

last week had been a very exhausting week.. i was pull back in an issue that involved deferred production.. even lost the opportunity to attend SFD reliability lesson learnt workshop (just pretend you know what's it all about ek)..

so when the weekends arrived, i celebrated it with joy and pleasure, with my finger crossed no one calls me as i'm on weekend duty.. during the weekly grocery, my mom was browsing to buy for dye on her grey hair.. that' s when one dye color caught my eye..

"what color is that?" my dad asked, looking at the 2 permanent hair color..

"violet" :P

my dad goes like "purple?".. my mom malas nak layan da my kerenah..lol..

to my parents relieve, it actually turns out ok.. i would say it looks almost natural.. the violet-ness does not really showed off.. since my original hair is deep black, it looks like just another shade of black, if black have any shades.. under the lights at the right angle, then the violet-ness is seen.. and i like it just the way it turns out, even i may have hoped the color can be more obvious.. hoho~

to tell you the truth, i had been wanting to dye my hair dark violet since i'm in form 5.. i believe that was the time that this dye color was introduced.. but then, both parents definitely oppose that.. i could not dye my hair behind their back, what if it turns out disastrously and become stunning purple?..that'll be a haunting and never-ending nightmare..

hurmmm, what should be next year's colour?..should i try a lighter color?.. or jeng3x: algae green?

XD

P/S: i actually got a call asking me to go to office just now.. ngaaa~

PP/S: selamat berpuasa dan menyambut bulan puasa al-mubarak to all muslim and muslimat~ :)

TAKE TWO:

when googling for hairstyle pics, found this one nostalgic pic:

ahhh, miss them as a group!

da nak bulan puasa neh.. masih melayan kpop lagi..isk2.. >.<"

of training and taxi

2010-08-01T21:23:00.005+08:00

last week, i was given the chance to attend Production Safety School which basically talks about API Recommended Practice 14C, 14J, 500 and 505..

ok, i know, this is very technical..tp nak citer gak.. overally, it's a very good course..

API stands for American Petroleum Institute.. by minimum, industry practices should at least meet API RP in their offshore and production facilities.. We were lucky that the course was taught by one of the original committee that wrote the API RP some ancient time ago.. (and we were told on how how they come out for some basis during the writings, which was so hilarious, though the guy may exaggerate a bit XD )..

I'd learnt a lot and appreciate had taken this training now as things start to make sense to me.. If it were too early,my take-away would probably extra dozing time and good food (i confess, the food is not really great.. it's nice and something new, not the same ol' convention centre's food we always had for meetings- i do like convention centre's food sebenarnye..hehe.. and hard rock cafe? definitely not worth the price tag :P )

API RP 14C talks about the need of having at two layer protection in you facilities.. how to check that you have adequate safety protection of your process.. How you can check whether your consultant is doing the right design and not just lying to you blindly..

being only a green horn in this industry, i do admit, the most stupidest error that i'd seen actually did came from wrong design.. not to put the blame on consultant companies, but designing and actually operating a facility are two different things.. whatever errors had been done in design (or installation) stage may affect some one life 10 - 20 years down the road, if not done properly and safely..

the instructor, being with an engineering problem-solver company, gave us examples of the unsafely design facilities which are real stories in South-East Asia facilities.. and that made me scared..seriously, when you go out there to work, you would not expect something in the facility just waiting to be flying out of orbit because of defect in the designed process safety.. >.<"

_____

every morning during the training, i took a taxi to the course venue. (except for one day when my dad sent me there). on my last day coincidentally, i'd ride the same taxi on one of the previous days of the training.. was planning to dozed off for a few minutes before reaching the place, but the taxi driver was very talkative and the fact that i'd taken his taxi twice to the same place just add into one of topic selection list..

"keje kat hotel ke cik?" asked the taxi driver. in one of the talks, he told me was a government retiree

"tak, ada training" i do get that questions for a few times already, whenever i had taken taxi in early mornings to go for trainings.. when i had said no, they will go "ahhh, i thought so.. u don't look like one" ..but they still ask, probably out of curiosity.. >.<"

drama review: oh! my lady

2010-07-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

first of all, let me warning you : this review most probably biased since I'm at the moment have a HUUUUGE crush on Choi Si Won, but that does not mean it's not an enjoyable drama.. it's a very funny and cute, although it does not cause a hype or phenomenal like Boys Over Flowers or You're Beautiful..

Let me introduce you to our main characters which were the main reasons I started to watch this drama:

Chae Rim - her most famous and all-time favorite drama ought to be All About Eve. I had watched her post AAE dramas - powerful opponents, dalja's spring - none left me a good impression as AAE. Thus though i'm interested to watch O!ML when i heard her casted as the female lead, it does not give me the push to actually watch this one.. - and i"m glad i did not missed this..

Choi Siwon - truthfully, before this i'm not a SuJu fan, so i have no idea who was this guy, not even bother to have a glance at Javabeans drama reviews since i'm not interested. Looks to me like just another rookie actor, never that i knew i am gonna fell hard for him after the drama ends!

as if being fate, one day while watching KBS2, SuJu was promoting their then latest single BONAMANA.. my eye caught this one interesting, tall, cute guy.. quickly google and found him! --> Choi Siwon and he just wrapped up O!ML..

Yup!.. this guy was the sole purpose i start to watch this drama (and become a SuJu follower too).. but the story plot and all the actors' convincing acting that kept me wanting more and more after each of episodes of Oh! My Lady.. and i like Choi Siwon even more because of the impression he left me.. can't wait to watch Athena..

The central of the drama revolves around one star-actor at the top of ent industry, Sung Min Woo. He's a famous actor, all girls (and even ahjummas) will squeal whenever they see him even only on TV. Not because of he's acting as he is notably known as a lousy actor, but because he is such an eye-candy. He's a snob and an arrogant jerk due to his stardom but do feel insecurity in his acting especially during interview session when he'll unconsciously be shaking his legs uncontrollably..

Never had crossed the mind of a-divorcee with a daughter, Yoon Gae Hwa that she will seal her fate when she coincidentally become Sung Min Woo housekeeper for one day - and burnt the poor guy shirt he was supposed to wear to a fanmeeting and totally forgot about it..

Life starts to change for Sung Min Woo, when his 6-year old daughter, Ye Eun arrived at his doorstep.. Afraid of his image will be tarnish, he denied the girl, even tried to left the girl on the streets but unsuccessful..

behind the scene of the episode Sung Min Woo planned to leave Ye Eun on the streets.. Choi Siwon actually looks attached to 'his' daughter

Although this drama may fall under the categorization of love story, for me its more of a family drama and how a person developed himself into a better better better person than he used to be

In this drama, we able to see how Sung Min Woo grow up to be a responsible, matured person because of Yoon Gae Hwa nagging and scolding him, to remind (or forced) him of responsibility.. How Sung Min Woo changes as he became to love Ye Eun and able to publicly admit her birthright, no longer selfishly pushing her aside for his career..
How Ye Eun became the bridge for Min Woo and Gae Hwa bickering and led them to something more..
How in the end Min Woo able to prove he had become not only a better person as a whole but also a better actor..

And I get to see how cute Choi Siwon is! :P

Overally, there's a lot of funny moments here.. Relatively speaking, some of kdramas do get draggy and boring at one part,but not for this one though.. In every episode you'll able to feel annoyance, sad and also laugh your heart out..

This drama greatly points out how a reporter can bring down one big name in the entertainment industry within a blink of an eye but also the one that make one rise again.. so all the artists out there, beware!

Interestingly, one thing that you obviously notice in O!ML is life is like a deja vu.. but it gave you a totally different meaning the 2nd time around.. you'll understand if you watch this drama..

look like a real one happy family (this is not one of the drama scene ye)

I'll end my longest post ever for the past months.. 'll catch up with you later.. Before I leave, I left you with my favorite pics of Choi Siwon, the sleepy Sung Min Woo..

fairy tale

2010-07-18T20:08:00.007+08:00

have you heard a story of a possible happy ending but eventually it ends the other way around..

i guess that's reality..

but an ending can also be just another beginning of a new story..

come, let me tell you a story..

once upon a time,

i have no idea!
sorry~

its been ages since I updated this blog..

a lot of things happen in these few months..
personal-wise and career-wise.. but have no idea on how how to convey the story..
-- alhamdulillah, been to mecca and madina for a short umrah trip in may :) ,, kalau ada rezeki, mau pegi lagi!
-- found a new eye candy : a very cute guy named choi si won :P (tinggi!)
-- looking forward for all the uncertainties awaits me, even if it's a fairy tale without a definite ending.. life is no fun and excitement without surprises, be it for worse or for better (hopefully the latter) =)

cute!

p/s: teringat kata2 una suruh berenti berharap kat siwon..hahaha.. XD

thankful

2010-04-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah..
bersyukur pada Allah yang Maha Pemurah Pemberi Rezeki..
Moga hambaMu ini tidak akan pernah lupa mensyukuri segala nikmat yang telah Kau berikan..
Amiin~
:)

hutang?

2010-04-04T19:56:00.004+08:00

MARA? - settle!.. yeay..walaupon sebenarnya da lambat anta surat lapor diri, nasib baik xyah byr..
thanx MARA for the free education! MARA semakin mara.. :)

LHDN? - settle! walaupon da bayar bulan2 dan beli laptop dan beli itu ini, masih kena bayar lagi..
iskkk2.. income tax taun ini RM999 (nice number though +.+")
bila dgr2 ada member yang xyah byr income tax, rasa jeles... ngaa~

Credit Card? - urmm.. aah..terlupa lak.. lol!

hutang budi? - urmm..byk kot.. walau diri ini sedar atau tidak siapa mereka, terima kasih pada sume yg penah berbudi.. deeds whether it's good or bad always come back around as in a cycle.. ;)

LOMPAT!

2010-03-06T19:25:00.006+08:00

satu perkara yang amat terpahat di hati dan tidak akan dilepaskan peluang menonton lagi sekali teater ini kalau di beri kesempatan untuk melawat KOREA lagi..

excerp dari http://asiaenglish.visitkorea.or.kr:

Ever since first hit the stage in July 2003 it has been incredibly popular in Korea. It also has had remarkable international success. In 2005 and 2006 it took the Edinburgh Fringe Festival by storm, and then went on to tour around the world, ending up on London’s West End and New York’s off-Broadway, proving that this musical comedy has universal appeal.

This innovoative show incorporates many of Asia’s martial arts, including Korea's Taekwondo and Taekkyeon, as it tells the story of a family of martial arts specialists who have to defend their house from robbers.

The Jump Theater in Seoul opened in September 2006 and has become a popular cultural destination for tourists.

Ketika di dalam perjalanan ingin menonton teater ini, langsung tiada gambaran dan expectation untuk teater ini.. membaca summary show itu pon tidak dapat menggamit apa-apa respon dari diri ini.. tetapi, di saat dia bermula, mata terus terpaut dan tumpuan instantaneously terpikat..

Menarik sangat ke teater ni?

MENARIK! AMAT!

Jump Show ini merupakan non-verbal, martial art theatre yang mengisahkan tentang satu keluarga terdiri daripada datuk si taiko martial art, papa yang terer tapi ala2 sengal, mama yang terer takwando, pakcik yang selalu mabuk aka drunken master, dan anak perempuan yang cun melecun.. kemudian ada la pula seorang nerd berspek tebal ingin menyunting si anak perempuan.. tak ketinggalan duo perompak yg menambahkan lagi seri drama yg memecahkan isi perut ini...

warning: jangan sesekali menonton teater ini semasa perut senak selepas makan.. anda akan ketawa terbahak2 tidak ingat dunia..hehe..

koreagrafi dan stunt yang fantastic amat.. kagum.. macam tak percaya tengok live.. even kalo tgk kt tv akan impressed, apatah lagi bila anda tgk sendiri dgn mata kepala sendiri secara live..
lipatan2 badan mereka.. penerbangan yang dilakukan.. wow!

sound system dan lagu latar yang di mainkan turut menyumbang kepada ke-best-an persembahan..

pelakon2 yang toyerr dan selamba je memainkan peranan masing2..

sememangnya suatu yang tidak patut dilepaskan jika berkunjung ke Seoul..tiada kata dapat menggambarkan betapa sgt berbaloi2 duit yang anda spend untuk membeli tiket show ini..

akhir kata, yeay!~ ( berserta gaya dlm JUMP :P )

kalo ada kesempatan, sy mau tgk Break-Out pula..macam best juga!

di mana di seoul? :: IBK JUMP Seoul Theatre B2
berapa harganya? :: 40,000 KW - 50,000 KW (1000 KW +/- = RM3 , so kira la sendirik ek)
berapa lama show neh? :: 80 minit (siyesly rasa macam sangat sekejap dan x cukup masa)
bila show neh? :: setiap hari ada show.. sila google sendirik..
ada limit umur x? :: kalo anda lebih dari 3 taun, should be no hal..

sick..

2010-03-05T20:02:00.005+08:00

ughhhh...

been throwing up everything i ate these past 2/3 days..

arrived back late tuesday..starting to feel stuffy..

off day on wednesday.. nausea feeling started to be stronger.. my appetite limited since all came out in the same form they were eaten.. diarrhea at night..

thursday went to see the doctor.. prelim 1st opinion, "are you married?" concluded from my nauseous state..urgggghhh.. nonos! ..
the real, revised 1st opinion, diagnosed with food poisoning.. given MC 1 day.. spent the whole day hibernating with heavy headache..

friday.. in the morning, motion sickness affected by motion literally..fell like tumbling down everytime i move a lot especially after taking medications.. advise to go back early by my colleague but by the time i went back, it was post lunch time but still early from office hour.. kurang kepeningan da tapi balik gak..hee..

the culprit? --> probably the very-not-appetizing meal i ate on the Korean AIR flight on the way back since everything started from there.. eurgghhh...

x makan byk mana, tapi x kurus2 gak.. haihhh..

conciousness

2010-02-21T20:48:00.006+08:00

previously my average weight is around 53 kg..
when i went for med check-up, 1 month before i started work, i was 51 kg.. probably worrying about depletion of my savings has some contribution here..
now, after more than 10 months working, i weighted 56.5 kg..
goodness..

i used to wear jeans sized 28, now i dont even want to know or chose not to know what size i can fit in, definitely no longer 28 ..
and excess fats are showing here and there..
i used to have flat stomach without a need to exercise at all!
how i wish it lasted..
i dont even eat as much as used to eat back then when i'm still at utp!
::sigh::

i had planned to go gym..
i even bought a new pair of training shoes for that sole purpose..
but i had only wear it like, 2 times?.. :P
to exercise after office hours seems to be good as a plan,only to realize to actually do it is kinda near the low side of any probability..
its not everyday i am able to leave my office right on time at 5 or 6.. normally when i'm too sick to look at monitor screen, then will only i just leave everything, w/out even bothering to log out.. hee :P

anyone has any good tips to lose some/ much fats?
i dont mind the weight, as long as i lose the fats..

thinking of going to london weight management..
hurrrmm..
maybe in a thousand year..

with all my heart~

2010-02-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

鏡に映った　掛け違えたシャツのボタン
Kagamini utsutta kakechigaeta shatsuno botan
Reflected on the mirror, the buttons of my shirts are in the wrong buttonholes

そんな些細な事で君がいれば良かったと思う
Sonna sasaina kotode kimiga ireba yokattato omou
Even with these little things, I truly long for you

逢えない時間が　僕らの愛を強くした
Aenai jikanga bokurano aiwo tsuyokushita
The time we cannot spend together has deepened our love

言葉に詰まるならそっと頬にkissをしよう
Kotobani tsumarunara sotto hooni kiss wo shiyou
If I’m at a loss in words, I’ll just kiss you lightly on your cheek

それぞれを待つ日々は　忙しく過ぎるけど
Sorezorewo matsu hibiha isogashiku sugirukedo
The days longing for each other quickly passes by

こんなにもこんなにもただ…
Konnanimo konnanimo tada…
So fast, so fast, only..

逢いたくて　ずっと君を思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimiwo omouyo.. kokorokara kimiwo
I miss you, My thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう一度　my heart 伝えたくて
Mouichido my heart tsutaetakute
Once again, I want to give my heart to you

君が呼べば　僕は行くよ
Kimiga yobeba bokuha yukuyo
If you call me, I’ll go to you

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimino sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

ふとした瞬間　傷ついてしまった心
Futoshita shunkan kizutsuite shimatta kokoro
By mere moments, your heart may be hurt

ひとりじゃ直せない痛み　僕が癒したいよ
Hitorija naosenai itami bokuga iyashitaiyo
I want to comfort your hurts which cannot be healed alone

今逢えない時なら　ただ君の面影を
Ｉma aenai tokinara tada kimino omokagewo
If I cannot be by your side, I’ll just

抱きしめて　抱きしめてほら…
Dakishimete dakishimete hora …
Hold you shadow in my heart, hold in my heart, and…

どんな日も　ずっと君思うよ…心から君を
Donna himo zutto kimiwo omouyo … kokorokara kimiwo
All the days, my thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう二度と your heart 離さないから
Mou nidoto your heart hanasanaikara
I will never let go of your heart again

君が泣けば　僕は行くよ
Kimiga nakeba bokuha yukuyo
If you cry, I’ll go to you

君をいつも守りたいんだよ
Kimiwo itsumo mamoritaindayo
I want to always stand by your side

君が望むなら　全てを尽くして
Kimiga nozomunara subetewo tsukushite
If it is your wish, I’ll try every means

君の描く未来　永遠の夢を叶えたい I wish
Kimino egaku eienno yumewo kanaetai I wish
I want to grant your future, your eternal dreams, I wish

逢いたくて　ずっと君思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimi omouyo … kokoro kara kimiwo
I miss you, my thoughts are always with you, from the bottom of my heart

何度でも to heart 贈る　smile for you
Nandodemo to heart okuru smile for you
For countless times, to heart, I’ll smile for you

悲しくても　嬉しくても
Kanashikutemo ureshikutemo
Even though sad, or happy

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimino sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

With all my heart
Find me, and I’ll be there for you

source: yuulinajae @ youtube
translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
special thanks: diana© & Lexy & xU & junsulv @ OneTVXQ.com
credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }

rain pt 3.2

2010-01-31T21:56:00.003+08:00

it's raining yet again..maybe not outside, but here, it's raining..i can feel the rain drops fell hard on my face..heard the spattering sound upon the floor..but why is it i can see none?

"stay, be with me, here"

i really loved to, wanted to, more than he knows but..

"i can't"

"then, i'll go to you"

my eyes open wide with excitement, happiness, hopes perhaps.. this should be a good sign, right?.. honestly?..seriously?

before both of us able to say anything more, an ankle-height wave hit both of us, wetting his trousers and shoes.. hurriedly he ran to the shore with me laughing tailing him behind, ending a conversation yet to begin.. i wished the wave never came..

i looooooooooooove beaches, but i hate the sea.. i had told him that for more than a million time .. but still, every time he'll chuckle at the comment.. okay, maybe i did not hate sea that much, but i'm scared of water..really, really really scared of water..

as much as i'm scared on how to imagine the absence of him..

never before i ever felt him so mad to me but with a little (maybe a tiny) hint of desperation..
it scared me but somehow thru that at least i can maybe, just maybe able to see how he felt towards me..

"now, tell me.. you told me you have something to TELL ME!"

the rain starts to pour violently.. making the sea lose its tameness.. waves getting angrier as if its conveying his anger..but still, vividly, i can see the sunset by the beach that we shared.. the spectacular view as if it was naturally photoshop-ed.. with me walking in my barefoot on the wooden planks of the viewing place as he throwed his gaze at the stunning sight..

once upon a long time ago, he once told me, all of these, whatever we had done, were investments.. it never was for me, i'm wondering whether if now he felt his investments were to no use..

once upon a long time ago, i was an innocence and hopeless romantic person, believing that there's someone outside there where you will belong with and perhaps have been waiting for that one person.. he never believed that and now i follow suit..

i had never doubted his feelings or his trust.. it just that maybe both of us are two different people with opposite perceptions.. the longer we were together, the more both of us realized how large our differences compared to what we have to share..

looking at his empty side of the bed, it made me feel bitter.. asking him to be here will be too selfish.. yet, i still asked, just to be here and nothing else.. and still..

if i can just sleep and never wakes up again.. maybe then, everything will be all right..please, sleep, take me, pull me into a deep slumber where i can't feel a thing..

RRRRRRIINGGGGG!!~

demmm..

i forgot to switch off my alarm clock..::sigh::

a note by my pillow catches my sight, a smile spread on my face..

"i still love you.."

perhaps the rain will stop and bright sunshine days are waiting ahead..

perhaps..
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arghhh..lame x tulis bende ngarut2 cam ni.. grammar yg sgt teruk.. campur plak kebuntuan idea..adehh..

why 3.2? sbb ada lagi satu part 3 yg x abes2 tulis tp syg nk delete..haha~XD

a song for you..

2009-12-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

It was raining on the day I sent you away
The rain hid my tears of sadness
It's raining more today, too, as I miss you
The rain embraces me as I sob.

By chance, when it rains do you
think of me, too?
I can only vaguely hope.

I sing a song for you
Can you hear my song?
I love you, I love you
Can you hear my words?
Even if the world end, my song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So you can hear my voice calling for you on rainy days like today.

On the day you came to me
It was raining, too
Your buried your face into my drenched chest,
and kept on crying.
That was the first face I saw of you.

I sing a song for you
Can you hear my love?
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Can you hear my words?
I couldn't keep the promise I made
to be together.
I sing a song for you
Don't forget these words
Whenever, wherever you are
If you call to me
I'll run to you

With you
Don't cry anymore
With you
Don't be hurt anymore
Whenever it rains like today,
picture me for a little while,
as I'm praying for you every night.

I sing a song for you
Can you hear my song?
I love you, I love you
Can you hear my words?
Even if the world end, my song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So you can hear my voice calling for you on rainy days like today.

i sing a song for you
i sing a song for you
I sing a song, sing a song only for you

"I love you"
Please remember these words
Don't forget these words
::FT Island - A song For You::

-saya sgt suka lagu ini!! -

誕生日おめでとう...생일 축하합니다

to me~
:: saya sudah 23 taun!~::

cukeri, thx 4 d cake!~

nyuummm~

:: Aku minta pada ALLAH setangkai bunga segar,
DIA beri kaktus berduri..
Aku minta kupu-kupu,
DIA beri ulat berbulu..
Aku sedih dan kecewa..

Namun kemudian,
Kaktus itu berbunga, indah sekali..
Ulat itu berubah mnejadi kupu-kupu canti berseri..

Itulah jalan ALLAH, indah pada masaNYA,
ALLAH tidak memberikan apa yang kita harapkan,
tapi DIA memberi apa yang kita perlukan..

Kadang kita sedih,kecewa, terluka..
Tapi diatas segalanya DIA sedang mengatur yang terbaik dalam hidup kita ::

p/s: Nurul, thanx a lot for such beautiful words!~

p/p/s: awak, thanks for the song for me.. encore, ley tak? :P

yang dimau, dulu dan sekarang..

2009-12-17T22:57:00.019+08:00

di hujung kanan blog ini, ada satu section Yang DiMau.
Bila diamati, apa yang kononnya di mau tidak lagi valid, tapi malas nak edit section tu..
nantilah~..

Dulu: KEJE!!!

Sekarang: Selepas berkerja >8 bulan

VACATIONNN!!!

Dulu: THSK The Secret Code (Jacket A) - CD

Sekarang:

THSK The Secret Code Final Tour in Tokyo Dome

3rd Asia Tour: Mirotic in Seoul
(Kalo ada english sub ntuk dua2 DVD ni, best sungguh!)

kalo dapat derang, oohhh bestnye!!

Dulu: new lappie

My new laptop pun ASUS gak..setia kan diri ini? XP

Sekarang:

Jang Geun Suk!..erks..silap, Samsung YP-P3..lulz~

Dulu: Gundam Cheradim

Sekarang:

cumeyyy~..kan3?

Dulu: Black Tulips

Sekarang:

no further comment..

Dulu: Sanosuke Plush Toy

sanosuke action figure..
put this pic because cant find a cute sanosuke plushie pic..

Sekarang:

ehemmm.. a real life sanosuke.. agak2 ley dapat x? :P

of a long lost friend..

2009-12-12T22:41:00.005+08:00

"awak bz.. mana amek taw kisah sy da"

alahai..

Sekarang ni kemalasan sering melanda diri.. Balik keje, malas da nak melayan benda lain..
Bulan ini saja da berapa besday member terapat tak ter-wish..bukan nya lupa.. cuma terkejar benda lain hingga terlalai ntuk wish..

Maaf ye..

awak, sori..
bukannya sy xkisah..
kisah..
tapi awk pun xmo cter..
kalo awk sudi je cter, sy sangat sangat sudi nak dgr..

rindu masa dulu..
dulu pun jauh..
tapi skang mungkin kita masing2 da berbeza arah..

tak boleh da ke jadi macam dulu?
awak, saya ada je kat sini..
sy taw awk pon ada je kat sana..

tapi..
entah la..

awak..
haihhhh..

u are one friend that i never ever want to lose..
selfish kah diri ini?

qool~

2009-12-10T21:04:00.012+08:00

my 2nd time to singapore was for standing in for my team lead who cant make it..
in a way, it's a good advantages for me ;)..
tapi still penat dr flight tgh hari tadi..
huu..

the most interesting about this trip is the hotel..
sgt suka hotel ni..
beshh dan menarikkkk~

Quincy
22 Mount Elizabeth
Singapore 228517
Tel: (65) 6738 5888
Fax: (65) 6510 1938
info@quincy.com.sg

yang menggoda pasal hotel ini adalah bilik hotelnya..
the price is Singapore Dollar 258++ inclusive of complimentary breakfast, lunch, coctail, dinner, and minibar in the room.
Oh ya, complimentary pick-up from hotel with Mercedes E Class juga..
isnt that tempting?
(xbeshnye sbb mknn dia xcertified halal..ley mkn roti ngan buah je la..aiseyyy~)

tingkap dia ada switch blind yg buley diturunkan di kala malam atau maw bersexyan di bilik..

biliknye king studio, sebelah katil tu adalah shower dan toilet yg see-thru.. ehemmm! inilah kegunaan blind..lol..

open pool at 12th floor..nice~
(pic taken from: http://www.quincy.com.sg/home/index.aspx?page=photo-gallery)

author caught red-handed.. XD

did i mention wifi pon FOC?
^^

besh pergi kalo nak berhoneymoon~~

note: found Samsung YP-P3 16G idaman hati cuma Singapore Dollar 299 = approx. RM750 je.. aisey..tergoda sungguh..
-_________-""

koe wo kikasete

2009-11-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

::Koe Wo Kikasete - Big Bang::

Source : iBigbang Fansite

Jangan terkeliru.. Gambar di atas adalah A.N.JELL tapi lagu ni lagu big bang.. Sekarang tengah kegilaan A.N.JELL dan juga lagu ini..

terjumpa CF jang geun suk..cumey!~

:: baru tersedar, satu masa dulu penah tgk muvi yg jang geun suk berlakon, "Baby and Me" tapi time tu xkenal pon dia..haha~::

kuma-chan!~

2009-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

left: my old kuma-chan
right: new kuma-chan..

akhirnya berakhir sudah pencarian mencari kuma-chan yang baru ntuk menggantikan kuma-chan yang lama akibat terputus penggantungnya..

boley la temankan emika-chan..tapi cam sarat la plak enpon ni..huhu..

sorry maam, we are not certifed halal part 2..

2009-11-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

"sorry maam, we are not certified halal"

mungkin kerana terbiasa makanan halal merata2 dan di mana2, kurang kepekaan ntuk mengidentify kehalalan makanan yang disuapkan kerana bulat2 percaya dan tidak ada keraguan..

tapi ayat di atas, buat diri ini berfikir kembali..
subhanallah..selamba jer diri ni makan tanpa berpikir panjang..

mujur tatkala di sana, makanan yang di makan tertumpu pada makanan india yang vegeterian dan berunsur2 laut dan tidak perlu disembelih..(Babi sah2 x halal kalo sembelih pon..huhu)..

tapi pabila terasa mengidam nak makan ayam tu, melilau gi cari mekdi.. huhu..

jauh2 gi singapura, alih2 makan mekdi plak..isk2..

akan tetapi, mujur di kala hendak bertolak balik jumpa kedai makan yang menarik~

soalan pertama,

"halal ke?"

"yes miss"

yang beshnya, restoran manager dia macam ala2 aida@bizzarre..gaya cakap pon sama..huuu~
mula2 terkejut gak, aida wat part time sini ke..lulz..

nice and comfy interior design

they have cool interactive menu that you can choose from with the price so you'll know what's the worth of the food you'll be eating..

appetiser: deep fried chicken drummets
main course: beef bulggogi bap

dessert: cold white fungus sweet soup..
looks like lai chee kang.. tapi tawar, xsweet pon.. indah gambar dari rasa..

drinks: mango and peach

a/n: hurrmm..objektif post ini tidak berjaya..haha..oh well~

sorry maam, we are not certifed halal..

2009-10-25T23:16:00.001+08:00

it's been a very long loong looong loooong looooog loooooong looooooong loooooooong loooooooong looooooooong time since i wrote a decent entry..

I hope this one will at least pass as a decent entry..huhu~

Oct 21, 2359

Arrived at Grand Copthorne Waterfront..

Ini gambar time siang..harap maklum..

Dengan penuh kepenatan dan kengantukan, mamai2 pergi check-in..
Luas balik mata (sekejap) bila receptionist tu ckp, "since all our deluxe room fullhouse, we had upgraded you to executive room. Enjoy your stay here and good rest, miss.."

dragging my excessive luggage for a 2 day trip with me ( i always tend to overpack..ngaa~), in a few minutes and unknown seconds, i had reached the doorstep of my room..

sedikit screencaps bilik:

dan lagi..

and lastly,

boleh plak tengah2 amek gambar tu, terkunci pintu bedroom plak..adoi la.. sampai kena panggil room service..haha..macam2 sungguh.. hidup ini mmg ada macam2 bende yang tak terjangka..

terjumpa ada satu benda yang menarik di dalam wardrobe.. benda yang mungkin menjadi sama ada kawan baik anda atau musuh yang di benci anda.. apekah dia?..

alat timbang badan!

in my case, kawan baik sbb timbang tu ala2 weng2.. timbag2, berat 34 kg je.. isk2.. penipuan yang amat!

Oct 22, nite time

after the course, i fell asleep.. sedar2 da nak pukul 7.. aiyark..oleh kerana itu, memulakan penerokaan selepas maghrib..

tempat pertama yang dituju: Esplanade

tempat ni dicadangkan oleh salah seorg yang join course sekali di siang hari nya.. Oleh kerana ini kali pertama aku di bumi asing nih dan ke-solo-an, mengapa tidak?.. Dari penerangan dia, dari Esplanade ni akan berjumpa Citylink Mall yang akan menghubungkan ke beberapa shopping complex seperti Suntec Mall, Marina Square ngan Raffles Square (?)

dengan menaiki taxi, tambang sampai ke sana lebey sket dari 10 dollar.. sungguh la bermacam charge tambahan, peak hour charge la, city charge, SGT charge la..isk...

sampai sudah..

the big durian..

inside the durian..

rehearsal for a Dains -"Asian Traditional Dance" expected to be performed at Esplanade Theatre

view walking down the river..

the famous Merlion..

the plate says it all..

perjalanan diteruskan menjelajah Marina Square dan ada lagi satu mall depan dia, tapi kerana agak lewat sampai, sume kedai da nak tutup la plak..

selepas penat berjalan2, berpusing, di kala terasa nak balik hotel, baru tersedar, kat mana ni? aiyark.. bagaimana kah nak balik?

hentam saja la labu..

dalam hidup ini kita mesti berani menghadapi jalan2 yang tidak pasti, biarpun terblurr sekejap, asalkan akhirnya kita jumpa jua apa yang di cari.. kan2?

dan oleh itu, terjumpa la Suntec Convection Centre dan bila jalan je ikut arus orang da signboard akhirnya jumpa CityLink mall yang terconnect pada esplanade.. fuhh.. jumpa gak akhirnya jalan nak balik..

yeay!!

Oct 23, nite time again

Bukan lah diri ini ingin menjadi burung hantu atau batman bila sudah dua hari berturut2 keluar di kala malam.. cuma di siang hari kan ada course.. hari keesokannya kita akan berjalan di bawah sinar matahari, ok?

ada suatu tempat di bumi asing ni kononnya kalau pelawat berkunjung tapi tidak singgah disini, maka tidak sah la kunjungan ke bumi ini.. Ini lah tempat yang dikunjungi malam ini..

Dengan menggunakan bas shuttle yang disediakan, perjalanan malam ini ke Orchard Road bukan saja free of charge tapi juga sesat-free..

Sepatutnya malam sebelum tu check dulu ngan concierge pasal bas shuttle free nih, save sket budget... isk2.. sesal dulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian xpat den nak nolong..

Orchard road ini adalah dereten shopping complex sepanjang 2.5 km (fact source: tourist guide dalam bas tu)..sungguh la meriah dengan penuh orang ramai berpusu2 membeli-belah.. kebanyakan barang2 di sana lebih ke arah high-end dimana mmg di luar kemampuan diri ini.. tambahan barang2 di sana lebih kurang sama macam di KL je, bila kira2 harga lepas convert balik ke RM, terasa lebey untung balik beli kat Malaysia je..haha.. pergi ke sana sekadar merasa kemeriahan dan melihat2 tempat orang..

Oct 24, day time (finally)

selepas check-out, perjalanan hari ini bermula di stesen bas..

aunty gift shop kat hotel semalam ada mencadangkan hari ni pergi ke the Great City Mall je..
hanya perlu berjalan bebrapa blok dah sampai..
Tapi alang2 sudah sampai ke sini, hendak juga melihat kawasan di mana ramai komuniti Melayu..

Plan asalnya hendak mengukur Arab Street dahulu kemudian di ikuti tinjauan ke Geylang Road..
Tapi kerana kearifan menaiki bas, sampai terlajak stesen..Mujur terserempak sepasang pasangan suami isteri Melayu yang menunjukkan and memberi sedikit penerangan pasal Geylang Road.. Terima kasih~.. kalo tidak, entah sampai ke Jurong pon tak tahu..huhu..

Pasar Geylang Serai

the food court seems nice.. nvr been glad to see so much halal and familiar food..huhu.. tapi ramai sungguh, xde tempat nak duduk..

Pasar Geylang Serai reminded me of Pasar Besar Kelantan with the pasar basah down stair with foodcourt and stalls selling cloth up stair.. Of course, Pasar Geylang is much much cleaner than the pasars in Malaysia..

Joo Chiat Complex also kind of give me the same feeling with Kompleks Kota Kubu in Kelantan...

layout kat dalam pon cam sama je ngan Kompleks Kota Kubu..

The one that made day was definitely a pair of mom and her baby..

Tatkala di tegur, terus si ibu datang.. terpana sebentar kerana tidak tahu apa yang harus di beri pada ibu yang kelaparan.. Meminta si ibu menunggu terus sebentar, kaki ini dengan pantas pegi ke supermarket yang kalau tidak silap ada berdekatan untuk membeli makanan kepada dua beranak itu..

Tersenyum sendiri apabila melihat si ibu masih setia menanti..

Cumel!~

gendang gendut tali kecapi, kenyang perut senang hati and main kaki seluar~

Perjalanan harus diteruskan..Selamat tinggal sayang.. Semoga si kecil akan membesar dengan aktif dan sihat bersama ibunya.. Semoga makanan dan perlindungan tidak putus3 buat si ibu dan si kecil..

Next stop: Arab Street

For me, there is nothing much at Arab Street.. It kind of remind me of Jalan TAR or Jalan Masjid India, but less meriah..

My feet already aching but I still have a few hours before my planned time to go to the airport.. Watpe nak gi airport awal2, busan xtaw nak wat pe..baik berjalan2 dahulu..tul x?

Let's check-out the Great City Mall..

Tapi cerita seterusnya kita sambung lain kali la ek..
Insyallah..
Hari da malam..
Esok nak keje, terpaksa berundur diri dulu..

eidel mubarak~

2009-09-20T22:20:00.005+08:00

Almost missed Raya hari tu.. isk2.. Sampai ade org issue UCUX suh balik..hehe.. alhamdulillah, sempat balik 2 day b4 raya walaupon dengan issue chopper grounded sbb haze.. seb bek x nek boat..huhu..

Back view of Sikorsky S76C+..

Tiang bersurat nan bersejarah di cellar deck

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!~
Maaf Zahir dan Batin (where applicable :P)..

UNA TUNANG X BGTAU PON..GRRR!!

full story coming soon, insyaallah~

convocation!!

2009-08-20T21:26:00.004+08:00

bye UTP, this is the official goodbye..

secara officialnye berakhir sudah pengajian di utp pada 16 Ogos 2009.. dpt gak bersua muka, menerima 'scroll' dari Tun M.. kalau nak harap time lain, sangat la tipis kebarangkaliannya..

Tun M memberi ucapan time convo dinner, the night before convocation ceremony..

hepi~..

congrats una, pia, ema, yan, yanie, kuat, syed, izzul, aida, dbe, nong, dak2 len chenel pakcik johnny's, dak2 chemi04, dak2 jan04 dan sesape je yang convo bersama2 ri tu!!

tenkiu pada lecturer2, tutor2, GA2, kawan2, dan semua yang byk sesangat membantu time2 stadi2 dulu..

tenkiu umie, ayah, cukeri dtg~..thx 4 d flower bouquet!~

tenkiu una n suzi, bg menumpang sementara..hehe.. tenkiu juga pada pada Mr. PA.. hutang u, i ingat ar.. =P

berakhir sudah zaman pembelajaran selepas 5 taun di utp..
dulu bosan yang amat, x sabar nak abes..
sekarang rindu la plak (terutama rindu nak mendonlod..hehe)

goodbye..

1st attempt of homemade lasagna..

2009-08-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

sekian..

(mls gila nk menulis! ..lol)

Kim Kang Woo dan Suatu Hujung Minggu..

2009-07-27T19:03:00.010+08:00

did i ever mention i luv i kim kang woo?

i just luv him or to be exact his potrayal of genius pyscho Chae Do Woo~.. luckily i was offshore on wednesday --> i get to see the final episode of Story of A Man on tuesday!.. it was not a happy ending, but still the ending is good.. the kdo left the viewers with a feeling, 'is there more to it?', 'whaaat? ommona..'.. cant wait to see him in his next projects..

I spent my 1st weekend offshore..just got back from kerteh this morning.. esok da masuk opis balik..aah, malasnya~ >.<".. this trip was more lively than my previous 2 visits.. i didnt get sunburn since it's all cloudy there (yeay for that~ :P).. i was there to 'felt' pig arriving from the satelite platform (woot~)..i experienced fire drill 2 times there (tetiba blurr sketika time bila dgr fire alarm..bley plak terfikir, "eh, fire alarm?..cam tipu je") .. got to know lots of nice ppl.. overally, it was ok~~

i get on Semangkok on Wed and went back on Sunday.. It was in the mid of heavy rain when i take the chopper back.. Siap kena usik ngan sume kononnya chopper kensel, frust da kejap..isk2..tipah tertipu!.. spent the nite at awana, before going back..today, rasa cam nk demam plak..ngaa~..

Semangkok A..got this pix from Flixster

Semangkok is an old platform, producing oil since 1980ish (kot) and located approx 250km offshore Kerteh.. When I was there, they were doing blasting and painting at Module 1, so i wasnt able to see much of it..still, i had the chance to browse around, looking here and there.. and i wasnt as scared to walk on the grating as previously.. i had a chance to see turtle ( a real life one!) yet another time when i was at the cellar deck..hee~.. i'm still kinda scared evrytime boarding the chopper though, the blades always give me goosebumps..ngaa~ >.<"

ehem2.. thx for a certain sum1.. ;)

sekian, till next time..

konvo sudah makin menjelma, selepas tu menanti pula bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarrak..hurrmm..utp, see u one more time~

Story of Two Man

2009-07-04T22:50:00.009+08:00

kim kang woo..

very much impressed with him in his latest drama, Slingshot aka Story of A Man..

first seen him in a 2008 movie, Le Grand Chef

baik dan inesen sungguh dalam cter nih..
i almost cried at the scene when he need to sembelih his beloved cow..huu..

This 2009 K-drama just finished airing in Korea, but still halfway in Astro Channel 303 every Monday and Tuesday at 2110 hour (jejom tgk reramai~)..

eventhough the hero is Park Yong Ha (of Winter Sonata fame), I was drawn by Kim Kang Woo's character, the bad guy - a very ruthless , mean, selfish and only care for his beloved dongseng but is very charismatic and manipulative.. da la encem~ hik hik~

This K-drama may not be the highest rating drama, but it is indeed one of the best storyline in a K-do I had watched..

Instead of Story of A Man, in my opinion it should be Story of Two Man.. The drama actually tells story of two guy..
1. Mr Nice Guy, Kim Shin (Park Yong Ha) - due to bad circumstances, he lost his brother whom he always look up to, his family become a mess, thrown into jail,his gf left him (or is it the other way around?).. and now seeking revenge from the one that caused it all, but still deep inside a very much innocent and good guy..
2. Mr All-High-And-Mighty, Chae Do-Woo - the cause of Kim Shin and other's life turn into terrible situation..arrogant, skillful, selfish but very firm on what he wants and nothing can stop him,yet.. plus he has no feelings, compassion or anything except for his younger sister, Chae Eun-soo to an extent of an obsession..

Chae Eun-soo (played by Han Yeo-Woon) eventhough seem to be a minor character is actually the one who drive the storyplot and make the story intense and interesting..

I really2 lovesssss this drama~~~..fully recommended, seriously..

;)

iklan jap..

hikss~..cumey walopon iklan lama..
oh ya, Soillaem (ntah cane nk eja tuh) adalah eskem..

stand by you..

2009-05-28T21:20:00.006+08:00

<<-- click the title to hear the rip version..

The day you left without the words of leaving
This roads scenery and scent seems as if it was changed
The promises we exchanged because I want to be your everything
It was never kept and changes into memories

That time when you were crying alone, if I ran straight to you
Would you still have been by my side?
If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you
My hearts desire for you and my words cant reach you anymore

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

When you bring me to my mind of your back side with your hair tied
I misunderstood that person over and over again, who looked back
Everytime my phone rang I prayed that it was your name
and lived liked that each day like a wretch

I said Id forget you but that was a lie, the truth was I simply didnt want to forget you
If behaving as if I didnt care was me, I dont need that anymore
A happiness that couldnt be felt when youre not here
No matter how I try I cant easily stop the tears flowing

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

Thats why Im calling your name by myself
I dont think I can accept this mournful heart
But theres no ways anymore besides that way

You shined even when you were just here
But those times will never come back again
Even if there is a problem, even if I lose something
I never want to forget that I loved you

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of us will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

luving this song <3..>.<

hiatus..

2009-05-08T13:30:00.003+08:00

it's been a very very very long time since i updated this blog..

trend ini dijamin akan berlarutan lagi..huhu..sgt2 la malas nk menaip..

sebenarnya da ade draft post citer on my 1st working day, my HUET trip cume semuanye separuh jln..xde mood la plak nk mengarang2 skang..

dan kerana itu, akan berhenti buat sementara waktu..

i'll be going for my 1st trip to offshore somewhere 210km from Kerteh, to Irong Barat platform insyaallah next Monday.. wish me gudluck and all d best! =)

::mode:: takut pon ada..nervous pon ada..tp sgt excited! hehe..

quiz dari blog syed..

2009-03-10T01:17:00.005+08:00

quiz yang syed amek dari blog munir..

the results.. jeng3x..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
not like to study cam betul je..heh..

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
i think this one hit the right spot..huu..be courageous faizah, aja2!..

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
the last sentence is likely to be true..huu~

c'est un voyage d'amour..

2009-03-09T22:57:00.009+08:00

it's a journey of love..

that is the tagline for Kenzo Amour..

it came with a poem:

sweet~

late last sunday nite, went to Alamanda Putrajaya with my parents..and finally, after such a long time, i finally get hold Kenzo Amour..yeah~ XD

(da remove Kenzo Amour from my wish list, tapi replace ngan Tohoshinki's new album, The Secret Code (Jacket A - 2 CD + 1DVD)..huu.. mahal seyh..USD50+..ngaa~)

what the official page said about the perfume,

well, for me, it smells somewhat like bedak (which i like..hehe~..not too sweet, not to musky..just nice~) and almost similar to FlowerByKenzo (which i had earlier,b4 my intern..during intern, i used my mom's Estee Lauder's Pleasure :P ) but less the flowery scent..

Amour has 3 SKU sizes of parfume and 2 deodarant products

at Alamanda, they only got the 100ml and 50ml parfum..mine is the 50ml white bottle.. cute and unique bottle,kan?

we were the last ones to leave the parkson's viccinity, and every last staffs left were bidding us goodnite..tunggu kitorg je nak tutup pintu je..mesti dia harap cepat2 kitorg keluar, baru ley derg balik..hehe..

thx ayah, for d parfum ;)

-credits: all images are taken from here-

name evolution..

2009-03-04T12:48:00.008+08:00

aside from family and relatives, i used to never allowed anyone calling me aside from faizah.. it was during in form 2, ikin syawal, a fren and classmate, requested to call me faiz as her birthday present.. and so it began, my name variation..

when i had a huge a fanaticism over Sanosuke, the term -sano was added in the end, it lasted a several year tho,until the early year of my life in utp (zaman kanak-kanak ribena,sungguh la kebudak2an.. malu lak ingat balik >.< ..) when i entered utp in the foundation years, my roomates at that time, Sofea and Zainur, started calling me fae..and during my final year, i realized, almost all of my peers are calling me fae..

a postgraduate student, refer me as fai..

there is Yani who also called me faiz..

those that i know thru mIRC, normally calling me fyEk (my nickname for almost everything online aside from sanoluvme) or kucen (from the nickname i normally used for mIRC, kucEn_siaM)..

and Iza, the only one who ever refer to me as Iz..

a close and brother-like friend who was a fellow classmate, Azizi, called me nor..

during my internship, there was this guy called me by Zah.. and seriously, i really dislike it when people calling me Zah/Jah.. it sound old.. haha.. rasa cam org tua.. xmo~..grrr..

and a few days ago, a homeroom senior from my emaresem years, sent me a message:

"Hi fay, how do you do now?"

Fay?

wow~

He used to call me faizah, then to save the letters it turn to be fae, and now it evolutiones into fay..

that is so far the most modernization of my name..hehe..

wonder what's next?

:P

-xkesah pon org nak panggil apa,asal selesa dan janji bukan benda2 x elok.. fyEk and kucen is a norm for UTPians..i am still me, whatever names i respond to ;) -

of maternity to windbreaker..

2009-03-04T09:47:00.004+08:00

"umie, umie, ayong jumpa baju comey~"

i quickly drag my mom to the spot, at the maternity dept..hehe~

after trying it out, i showed it out to my mom..

"lawa..", commented my mom..

"kan2?..tapi xnampak cam baju maternity ke?"

"jangan perut buncit da la"

hoo~..kena exercise la pas ni..kononnya.. :P..

cute shirt, taken!

some time later after that, since all the other fitting rooms are occupied, i'm back to the maternity dept to try out the clothes my mom interested in.. i am afterall the official trying-out clothes person..hehe..

and once again, my eyes captured a cute blouse just outside the fitting room.. how could i had not noticed it earlier!

cute blouse, taken!

previously, i showed great interest in cute maternity clothing, and even some of my clothes can pass as maternity clothing, but i never never actually buy anything directly or indirectly from maternity dept.. not that i bother or embarass, but probably i doesnt have the courage to openly admit i favor them..

i like to wear fitting pants and find myself comfortable in them, and since i'm quite a tall person, some shirts may turn out to be singkat or skimpy when i wear them, thus almost always i opt for something a little bit longer.. and it is definitely hard to find a nice shirt that is not loose and not singkat,unless they came from exclusive boutique or very very hard to came across to.. (not that i dont wear singkat clothing, i do wear them occasionally..hehe..but..)..i think that what lead me to maternity clothing, they cute, not singkat, and presentable, and they available in either long sleeve or 3/4 sleeve (i'm too lazy to wear hand socks).. and it can be some kind of fashion too.. and who knows, somewhere down the road, they be can recyle when i am really expecting (if they are still to be found :P)..

and yes, i had finally get hold of the white windbreaker i always wanted for my birthday.. yatta~! XD

"ayong, ayong nak tak sweater putih hari tu..saya belanja..tapi nanti ayong kena belanja balik la"

and so i waited for my brother's promise..but all left was just a promise..cehh.. alih2 beli sendirik je..haih.. seb baik la dari discount 10%, naik jadi discount 30%..hee..it's white, it's huge, and i love it!

jalan-jalan cari success..

2009-02-26T12:26:00.001+08:00

the first SS501 song i actually liked, all thx to Boys Over Flowers..

Tag : Junction Decision

The picture shall tell the description of the Question but here is the story.

After traveling a long way, you had reach a final junction towards your success. On this junction there are two roads to be chosen. The first road offers you an easy path but at longer journey, very very long one compared to the other one. The second is extremely shorter but also very very difficult as people said "most of them traveled this road never returned".

Which road will you take? (no one can take both road at a same time)
Why do you not choose the other road?
What is the example in your life showing that you actually did choose the road you stated?

1. The 1st road

2. The easy way doesn't mean it has no obstacles at all. To choose the hard way, i need to reevaluate myself. Am I capable to undergo all the adventures? I need to know far is my limit. Will I able to withstand the thorns at the start of the junction? If I fell over the 1st bridge, i'll drown since i cant swim. If I don't, and somehow slip over the 2nd bridge, or the bridge collapse, i probably died. So, NO. The 2nd road will not be chosen.

I prefer having to go through a long, long journey that will test my patience and endurance, but in the end able to taste the sweet success, than taking a short cut but never know how am I going to end up to. There's a saying (and also a movie of the same name), 'There's no shortcut to happiness"..and I strongly felt it can be applied here as well, 'There is no shortcut to success"..

Choosing the 1st road probabbly meant i'm going to achieve succes at slower rates than those choosing the 2nd..But still, if i play my cards well, i can always speed up, and achieve my goal faster and safely in one piece.. and it's all that matter.. :)

3. gud example rasenye stadi kat utp..masuk2, dah di lay outkan macam mana nk perabis 5 taun yg diberi untuk dapat scroll degree.. just go with the flow, but still dlm mengikut flow itu walau ramai yang berjaya, ada juga yang x berapa berjaya dan juga yang kecundang.. maka jalan yang kononnya mudah ini pon tidak lah semudah mana..even dalam jalan yang kononnya mudah pon, ada decision yg xberapa mudah ntuk di buat (e.g specialization?).. maka konklusionnya, tiada yang mudah dlm hidup ini..

P/s:

Happy 50th Birthday to Ayah~.. Moga di panjangkan umur, dikurniakan kesihatan berpanjangan dan dimurahkan rezeki~

the song he sang..

2009-02-24T10:11:00.002+08:00

Bisakah aku bertanya padamu
Dari mana datang sayang ini
Dari redup matamu
Atau bisikan mesra

Adakah kerna sentuhan listrikmu
Membuat ku terus berjanji
Hati ini hanya milikmu saja

Sentuhanmu bukan datang dari
Dunia materi
Terasa ini pernah mengusikku
Bagai de javu

Ku rindu sentuhanmu
Ku damba sentuhanmu
Tiada lain yang ku inginkan
Hanyalah
Hanya sentuhanmu

alhamdulillah..

2009-02-23T16:36:00.002+08:00

;)

;)

alhamdulillah, terima kasih ya ALLAH.. aku gembira dan terharu dengan kurniaanMU ini ya ALLAH..kuatkanlah diriku ini untuk menempuh segala cabaran,onak duri dan liku-liku yang akan terbentang luas di jalanku..lekatkan lah hidayah dan taufiq MU di hatiku, jadikanlah aku hambaMU yang selalu bersyukur dan mengingatiMu, walau susah, walau senang..janganlah Kau jadikan aku hambaMu yang terlalai dan terleka,dek dibuai rezeki yang kau limpahkan..terima kasih ya ALLAH..alhamdulillah..

kawan-kawan,doakan lah yang terbaik buat diri ini ya?.. ;)

p/s: insyaallah detailnya akan di post nanti ;)

tagged! - crazy love..

2009-02-19T03:26:00.006+08:00

mekasey syed kerana mene'tag' di kala2 keboringan ini..

And These Are The Tags:
Put Your I-Tunes, Windows Media Player, Etc. On Shuffle.
For Each Question, Press The Next Button To Get Your Answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
Tag 10 Friends.
Everyone Tagged Has To Do The Same Thing.
Have Fun!

-PERINGATAN AWAL: SKANG NI SY PENDENGAR LAGU2 DBSK YANG TEGAR-
_________________________________________________________________________

1 - IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
> Dong Bang Shin Gi - Love Bye Love (mcm ala2 frust je)

2 - HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
> Dong Bang Shin Gi - Love In The Ice (translation lirik dia kot.. ;P)

3 - WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
> Peterpan - Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi (lelaki yg suka berkhayal?..ooh, tidak..lelaki tinggi,ye kot)

4 - HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>Dughtry - Feels Like Tonight ( XD)

5 - WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
> Letto - Ruang Rindu (rindu orang? ><" ..nway,this is my caller ringtone..hehe)

6 - WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
> Epik High - 1 Bun 1 Cho (1 minute 1 second) (do everything in 1 minute 1 second?)

7 - WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>Epik High - Fly

8 - WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>Inori - You Raise Me up (hee..patutnye lagu ni yg dedicate kat parents)

9 - WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>Pianka - Mau Yang Besar ('aku mau mobil yg besar, aku mau rumah yg besar, aku mau upah yg besar, wang untukku berbelanja'.. lol..cam taw2 je..haha)

10 - WHAT IS 2 + 2?
>Big Bang- Heaven

11 - WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>Rie Fu - I So Wanted ('i so wanted to be in ur heart' ;) )

12 - WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>Once - Aku Mau

13 - WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>Faizal Tahir - Coba (cuba ntuk menjadi lebih baik setiap hari)

14 - WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
>Fall Out Boys - Thks Fr Th Mmrs (erkss..cam tak sempat nak ada memori lagi)

15 - WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>Ungu - Melayang (melayang kerana bahagia?.. amiin~ :P)

16 - WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
>Taufik Batisah - Sesuatu Janji (bukan janji2 manis ye..)

17 - WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>One Republic - Stop & Stare (horror2..cuba bygkan,org tak kenal tiba2 berhenti pastu tenung kita..ngaa~)

18 - WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>Kerispatih - Sepanjang Usia

19 - WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>Dong Bang Shin Gi - Hug (adeh,kantoi~)

20 - WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>Epik High - One

Bonus - WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
> Dong Bang Shin Gi - Crazy Love
___________________________________________________________________
The playlist total songs : 95 songs

This tag continues to
> uena bucuk
> kak ain
> sesiapa je yang terasa busan

bored..and sick..

2009-02-19T02:51:00.003+08:00

it's almost 3 in the morning and i cant sleep.. demm..
my stomach (or should i say, lower abdomen) is killing me, my chest is pounding out of its normal rhythm every now and then (and believe me, this got nothing to do with excitement or anything positive or negative or whatsoever), and i still have the headache i had a few days ago.. and to top it off, i still am slight feverish, eventho not as bad as the night before..

i cant sleep and i'm bored to death..(it hurts too =.=")

even my cats are sleeping,all 17 of them..

qiamulail or reciting Quran?.. jawapan jujur: xcukup baik atau rajin.. jawapan lebih jujur: that time of month..

reading books? ..i just finished reading The 100 : A ranking of most influential people in history just now.. too bored to read any kind of book at the moment..

what to do?

hurmm..

layan gundam lagi kah?

adess..

saranghae~

2009-02-06T12:32:00.001+08:00

let's play~

2009-02-05T12:12:00.015+08:00

rasanya da berkurun xmain online game..

antara game online yang pernah di main adalah MAPLE STORY, tu pon lama bangat da..samapai da ingat da apa login id..ngaa~.. men dari zaman2 1st year sampai 2nd year.. asal cuti sem je, balik umah, men game nih,.. agak kronik jugak kerana smpai xtido malam..

maple story adalah game yang best dan cumey.. ala2 RO + mario..

antara2 screenshots MAPLESTORY:

(all caps are taken from http://www.maplestory.com/)

during/after my intern, i started playing another korean online rpg game, GRANDCHASE (season 1) .. style visual game lebey kurang cam MAPLESTORY gak cume cam lagi senang je ..hehe~.. instead ongoing journey cam dlm MAPLE , game dia berlevel2, bley pilih kat main menu ke mana hala tuju kite seterusnya.. maybe tu yang mengurangkan kesusahan game nih.. satu bende best game ni, time main game ini kan di iringi lagu korea yg sangat mendayu ;) ..since main kat pc adik, bila pc adik crash, game tu pon terkubur sekali tambah pula di sokong kemalasan nak install balik game tu..

(all caps are taken from http://images.filefront.com/Grand+Chase+1+25+08_Screenshots_Pictures)

a few days back, selak2 PCGAMER Malaysia, terperasan dan terbaca review, ada game rpg yang menarik, LUNA.. tapi best x best, xtaw lagi.. skang ni ada sejam lagi b4 abes donlod installer.. haih~

so jom, ramai2 men game ni..hehe.. di kala2 masih x mendapat kerja lagi nih..

link nye --> luna.runup.com.my

gong xi fa chai!~

2009-01-27T20:25:00.006+08:00

kepada semua yang menyambut tahun baru cina, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA~!

for me, benda yang paling best adalah lambakan buah2 limau mandarin dan tangerine.. tapi diri ini selalu terkonpius antara dua tu.. adakah mandarin ngan tangerine tu sama atau berbeza.. for me, yang besar panggil mandarin, yang kecik panggil tangerine ..

from the wiki:

The Mandarin orange or mandarin (or mandarine) is a small citrus tree (Citrus reticulata) with fruit resembling the orange. The fruit is oblate, rather than spherical. Mandarin oranges are usually eaten plain, or in fruit salads. Specifically reddish orange mandarin cultivars can be marketed as tangerines, but this is not a botanical classification.

The tangerine (Citrus × tangerina) is an orange- or red-coloured citrus fruit. It is a variety of the Mandarin orange (Citrus reticulata). Tangerines are smaller than most oranges, and the skin of some varieties will peel off more easily. The taste is often less sour, or tart, than that of an orange.

maka, betul kah persepsi itu?..ntah ler.. xtaw la..janji sodap~

kebetulan pula tadi, on the way nak membeli-belah perkakas nak wat spageti (atas request syukri), terserempak ngan sekumpulan singa menari2 dekat depan salah sebuah rumah di depan simpang nk keluar sg jelok, penuh kereta parking kiri kanan duk tgk.. huu~..best2..lame da tak tengok, ok la walaupun dpt tgk dlm masa 30 saat je..

gambar adalah hiasan semata, hasil dr pen-google-an..

inilah bestnye hidup dlm negara yg kaya ngan pelbagai bangsa..bley melihat dan belajar culture bangsa2 lain.. boleh merasa serba-serbi pelbagai jenis makanan.. dan yang paling best, byk public holidays~

kepada semua yang bercuti seminggu atau penanam anggur berjaya , njoy ur holiday~...

now, let's listen to a sad song and a cute song..

<<-- stokin die cumey~ hehe..

<--/me hanya kenal yoona ngan taeyeon je..

of flowers at home..

2009-01-26T22:25:00.008+08:00

penah tgk bunga kunyit ngan pokok setawar?

xpenah?

jom tgk..

bunga kunyit~..1st time tgk bila umie tunjuk hari tu..anda pernah tgk?

teka bunga apa ni?

ye betul, ini lah bunga pokok setawar..

selain itu, ada gak pokok bunga kertas yang bunga dia ala2 bunga orkid..

cantik dan menarik~

bunga kertas original..

aiseyh.. INTAN da start la plak.. later ek.. nk g tgk Rado ngan Intan..

tensen gwe.. cter ni x abes2 lg.. da dekat time derg nk kawen Rado buta lak..grrr!

jaa~

mau itu ini..

2009-01-12T09:11:00.003+08:00

Mau Yang Besar - Pianka

Hey
Sebelum engkau mulai menggoda
Kau mestilah sedar apa yang kumahu

Dari jelingan mu
Aku sudah tau
Apa yang bermain di dalam fikiranmu

Aduh.. kau nakal sungguh
Tapi kumengerti kerna kau lelaki
Dan aku wanita yang semua mahu miliki

Tunggu.. sebelum itu
Harus..dengarkan dulu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

Apakah engkau mampu memuaskan hatiku
Cukup layan tak atau hanya buang waktu

Aku mahu kau jujur
Harus ingatlah selalu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

Jika kau berani
Buktikan kau lelaki

Jika kau berani
Buktikan kau lelaki

Dengarkan dulu
Yang diminta

Aku mahu mobil yang besar
Aku mahu rumah yang besar
Aku mahu upah yang besar
Wang untuk berbelanja
Aku mahu impian besar

Jika mahu menjadi pacar
Aku mahu yang besar-besar saja

-pianka:mau yang besar-

saya bukan materialistik..
saya realistik..
XD

something to share..

2009-01-09T14:12:00.002+08:00

got this from my email.. untuk manfaat bersama..
(drx copy paste tanpa pengeditan)

Surah Al-Kautsar
Bismillah... .......
"Innaa'kthoina' (panjang sikit bunyi) kalkautsar,
fashallilirabbikawa nhar, innashania'ka huwal abtar".

RAHSIA SURAL-KAUTSAR

Surah ini paling pendek, hanya mengandungi 3 ayat &
diturunkan di Makkah dan bermaksud sungai di syurga.
Kolam sungai ini diperbuat daripada batu permata nan
indah dan cantik.Rasanya lebih manis daripada madu,
warnanya pula lebih putih daripada
susu dan lebih wangi daripada kasturi.

Surah ini disifatkan sebagai surah penghibur hati Nabi
Muhammad s.a.w. kerana diturunkan ketika baginda
bersedih atas
kematian 2 orang yang dikasihi iaitu anak lelakinya
Ibrahim dan
bapa saudaranya Abu Talib.

Pelbagai khasiat terkandung di dalam surah ini dan
boleh
kita amalkan:-

1) Baca surah ini ketika hujan dan berdoa,
mudah-mudahan Allah s.w.t. makbulkan doa kita.

2) Jika kita kehausan dan tiada air, bacalah surah ini
dan gosok di leher, Insya'allah hilang dahaga.

3) Jika sering sakit mata, seperti berair, gatal,
bengkak,sapukan air mawar yang sudah dibacakan surah
ini sebanyak 10x pada mata.

4) Jika rumah dipercayai terkena sihir, baca surah ini
10x,mudah-mudahan Allah s.w.t. bagi ilham pada kita
dimana letaknya sihir itu.

5)Jika membacanya 1,000x rezeki kita akan bertambah.

6) Jika rajin membacanya, hati kita akan menjadi
lembut dan khusyuk ketika menunaikan solat.

7) Jika orang teraniaya dan terpenjara membacanya
sebanyak 71x,Allah s.w.t. akan memberikan bantuan
kepadanya kerana dia tidak bersalah tetapi dizalimi.

Perkara yg baik kita amalkan slalu. Sebar2kan kepada
kekawan,terima kasih.

Wasallam

sy pon ade pass..

2009-01-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

selepas ajakan yanie
XD

busan la..

2009-01-08T11:52:00.004+08:00

good thing having finished studying and still unemployed is it get me to where i used to be loved doing..reading..

during most of my life at utp, i can hardly find time to read academic books,unless there are assignments, tests, and exams of course (lots of distracting and interesting things than can be more fun :P ), let alone finding time to read non-academic ones..

i'm normally not so fussy about what genres of books listed in my books waiting-to-be-read list.. i cover mostly of everything, from fiction to non-fiction, from thriller to love stories to even those mythical and historical.. depending on the mood and what state of mind i'm in..

but for books related to warfare, i have to say a big NO.. that is definitely not going to be something that i'll read..hehe.. xminat.. xpat nak tolong..

once, during my intern, as usual i'll carry a book to entertain me while waiting for public transports.. out of curiosity, i take a book about holocaust from the bookshelf at home.. i have a very very limited knowledge of holocaust as if i dont know a thing about them.. all i know is

an act of mass destruction and loss of life (especially in war or by fire); "a nuclear holocaust"
the mass murder of Jews under the German Nazi regime from 1941 until 1945
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webw

definition from http://library.thinkquest.org:

The Holocaust is generally regarded as the systematic slaughter of not only 6 million Jews, (two-thirds of the total European Jewish population), the primary victims, but also 5 million others, approximately 11 million individuals wiped off the Earth by the Nazi regime and its collaborators.

and that is all that i know.. the book, as later i found out, was not meant for the reading of people that are at the same level as i am.. the more i flipped through the pages, the more i became clueless.. i have no clue at all about the name and organization mentioned..

seriously, warfare and whatever got to do with that is far far away from my forte.. things that got to to do with war that interest me is probably only gundam 00 :)

these few days, i had started back my bedtime reading ritual.. last night, i got a hold of 'The Holy Blood and The Holy Grail',(is it too heavy for bedtime reading?..haha..xjumpa buku yang menarik..plus, i have not read the book yet..last nite only get past the introduction XD..)..
let's see how far this book can interest me..

pipih came home~

2009-01-06T12:35:00.007+08:00

finally, after more than a week pipih came back home..
i believe this was the longest time he had been away from home.. normally, he will be away for a few days and in the evening, dia akan duk tercongok kat dapur tunggu makan malam..

mungkin kah dia dibuang salah seorg jiran kat sini (apa kes buang kucing org..grrr!), dan baru berjaya pulang ke rumah..
pipih balik dengan kepenatan dan kelaparan..biasanya panggil , dia kan menjawab, tapi tadi lepas makan baru menjawab.. selepas puas beistirehat, off he goes again..

moral of the story: dont luv and pampered male cats too much.. time kecik2, manja sangat, meliuk-lentuk je..bila besar xberapa nak sgt.. duk merayap, bergaduh ngan kejar betina je.. haih~.. belae je baik..

pipih marah kuning, si kucing umah depan..

two kings sharing their meal..

rakyat jelata.. (pics xclusive 3 kittens, Teh,chomot, tompok)

kalo diperhatikan ada double standard untuk kucing2 kat umah ni..hehe.. generasi bukan anak2 Bu akan lebey di utamakan, obvious time makan la.. belae, pipih, chomot, teh, tompok (dulu ada Chai), akan makan kat atas.. pastu yg lain tu Bu dan anak2 keturunannye akan makan kat bawah.. rasa2 diorang terasa tak?.. huhu..

chai (right) dalam kenangan..chai dulu rapat ngan jije..ke mana chai gi, jijie akan ikut..

Big Bang and DBSK joint stage~

2008-12-26T18:44:00.002+08:00

my two favorite groups.. kyaa~

xsabarnye nak tgk..

seung ri ckp 'sarangae' pastu blush2.. ><"
tp chang min lagi cumey~ XD (0:29)

News:

Two of Kpops biggest names Big Bang and Dong Bang Shin Ki will have their first ever joint stage!

They will be performing together for SBS year-end concert 2008 SBS Gayo Festival set to take place on 29th December.

One of the staff for the concert announced on 24th December, The 2 groups are preparing for a performance called Star Wars.

It is also confirmed that Big Bang TaeYang and Dong Bang Shin Ki Xiah JunSu will also be having a showdown of musical composition.

After the piano performance session, they will also have a song battle. Xiah JunSu is scheduled to perform first, followed by TaeYang.

Credits to: sookyeong @ wordpress & jaejin@dbsglj

jangan di ucap selamat tinggal..

2008-12-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

dying sparks..

2008-12-20T22:46:00.011+08:00

on yearly basis, mesti sekeping kad ni akan sampai ke umah..

betul ke dapat diskaun neh..ke on certain items je?

rasenye last time g kedai ni time foundation..
tp still maseh ade bg service camni untuk x-customer..
wuhuu.. bagus seyh.. cam ape yg belajar time klas sbe dulu..

rindu la plak zaman dulu2.. zaman kirem2 kad..
nostalgic seyh..
skang zaman da moden, teknologi sume di ujung jari..
sume mudah..
kad berganti sms, komen frenster ngan face book..
tapi still, kad dan surat yg plg best..
bley simpan elok2 dlm album, pegang ngan tangan, tgk blk, bace balik..
waa~~
besh2..

today is my 22nd birthday~ (yeah XD)
and my parents 23rd annivesary (hepi annivesary umie, ayah~)
my besday exactly a year after my parents wedding.. cool, rite?
;)
i was initially expected to due on 31st Jan 1987, tp mungkin da tak saba nk tengok dunia, tu yang terawal sket kot.. hehe~

tq frens, for remembering n all ur wishes for my besday~
ingat gak korg kt kite ni :)
tq pd org yg sudi kol (lenkali kol la lama2 lagi..lagi lama pon xpe..
:P)..

tq cukeri for the cake~
nak sweater yg tgk ari tu.. TT

top: new york cheese
bottom: hi-fibre cheese
nyumm~
(org Secret Recipe tulis tak lawa..grrr!!)

alhamdullilah, mekasey ya ALLAH, aku dipanjangkan umur..
moga taun ini rezeki ku dan keluargaku dimurahi dan diberkati..
moga cepat dapat kerja yang sesuai dengan diri ku..
moga aku dan keluargaku selalu di kurniakan hidayah dan taufiq dari Maha Pencipta..
moga di jauhi segala perkara2 yang melalaikan, dan di mungkari ALLAH dari diriku dan keluargaku..
amiin..

belae (kelantanization of belang) dibuai mimpi~ --> teman tidurku
bear dan awae (kelantanization of awang)

lately i had problems berjaga tengah2 malam.. even kalo xtdo siang pon, or say tdo mlm awal pon, still tgh mlm terjaga..
xley nak wat pe..
busann~
jeles ngan belae..
uhukkk..

rain part2

2008-12-11T09:18:00.004+08:00

what if we were together..
will it end up the same as what i had experienced before..
will it eventually just became a past memories to both of us..

what if..
if else..

both of us never knew each other..
in the past years of our study, we only met a few times, passing each other at the corridor, not noticing each other..most of them in the early years of my study, where i was still acting like a child, unwilling to grow up..
the only thing i knew about him is his name, that was not even his full name, just what his friends called him..
the only thing he knew about me is i am a friend to someone he knew, and not even knowing my name..

thus, the question what if are never fit to be rise up..
when in truth both of us barely know each other..
even when perhaps once upon a time ago we were attracted to each other..

one rainy night, being sick in my bed, my mobile beeped..

hey missy, sleep well.. may tomorrow be a day as beautiful as what u dreamt tonite..

with a smile, i closed my eyes..perhaps we, at least can be acquaintances..

that night i had a nightmare..

><"

-omake-

what does he put in for my name in his mobile's address book?
hurmmm..
::pondering::

cinta dalam ais..

2008-12-09T10:27:00.001+08:00

DBSK * Love in the Ice (Live) - Eng Subs (HQ) -

somewhere down the road..

2008-12-04T19:35:00.077+08:00

somewhere down the road, we'll look back to the past memories, reminiscing the past..
somewhere down the road, we'll see how we became a different person than who we used to be..
somewhere down the road, we'll be walking in our path, not noticing how far had we walked away from each other..
somewhere down the road, we no longer be seeing each other, hearing from each other..
somewhere down the road, we'll be too busy engulfed in our own life to notice that someone at the another end of the line, perhaps is waiting patiently, even for a text..

hopefully takkan lost contact..
wishing all d best in our life and our future career..
bye utp~
i never knew i luv u till i have to leave u..
mmuaahhh utp~

::JULY, 17:: - :: Sate Outing ::

let's go!

sampai da~

menunggu fud~

durian..yosh!!

nyum~
gendang gendut tali kecapi, kenyang perut senang hati~ XD

::July 24th:: - ::#silverz -mcD::

sya, far, me

ipe, yani

syed, mobeus, chaah, ipe

::August 1st:: - :: #johnny's ent - ikan bakar@lumut::

-anis, aida, me, apis, kak ain, izul (tq open table XD), yani-

:: August 22nd:: - ::#emaresem - bowling::

say cheese~
cheese~

cane nk lontar neh?

::November 1st:: - ::#johnny's ent - zoo taiping::

my 2nd time to zoo taiping.. hehe..

hitam itu menawan~
cam pipih tapi besar berkali2 ganda...cumey~~ XD

same place but with different peoples
-left- : dak2 johny's
-right- : last sem g zoo taiping
org yg same cume myself and izul je ..huhu~

bye zoo~
erkss.. azri, watpe tu?..horror seyh ><"

..

::November 26th:: - ::UTP::

jogging jom~ (konon :P)

una, tgk pe tu?

tugu~

sy konfes sy takut tinggi..so?

happy time..

sesat? perlukan tour guide? kami sedia membantu..

utp, saranghae yo~ :*

::November 27th:: - :: #emaresem - @ johnny @bowling @ shogun @ utp::

seblom mkn..

cepat2, b4 ipe abeskan..hehe

sebelum dan selepas

all gals..erkss.. ipe sebuk!

tgk kamera la!

cheers~
semangat nye berkarok~
cane nak naik ni?
candid

da ley naek..tapi..cane nk turun?.. takut tinggi~
ape tu??

penat da..fuhh~

::December 2nd:: - ::#emaresem - memories in the rain::

tugu utp berdiri teguh..
us~
cepat jln~.. nak ujan~

xsempat~ XD

me and aida

tebalnya awan..
tanda nak ujan lebat..
angin yg sgt kuat~
cak~
crossing the river..

peace~
prison break..
sejuuukk..tudung kemek ><" mawi layan perasaan~

hai~
aida menyelit kat bwh..hihu~
nak panjat gak..grrr!
terimbau kenangan time foundation kat old v5 (skang da jadi v6)

senja..
yeay~..mobeus nak banje air!..

saving d best for d last.. this is my feveret pic:
"kenapa ALLAH turunkan hujan?..sebab DIA nak bagi kita pelangi.." (mawi,2008)

sweet~

(kat belakang tetiba ade yani ngan mobeus duk berposing plak..adess..spoil~ :P)

walopon kite satu batch tapi start final year baru kenal betul2..><".. thanks to all for the sweet memories.. xsangka kejap je 5 tahun dah berlalu..time 5 tahun tu puas menunggu bila nak abes, tapi bila da abes rase kejap je.. betul la, 'penantian itu suatu penyiksaan'..

wishing all of us the best where ever life takes us to..
insyaallah kite jumpa lagi nanti time convo~
jaa~

dong bang shin ki

2008-11-30T01:41:00.008+08:00

siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang mendapatkan aku
itulah aku padamu

-ini bukan lagu DBSK :P -

ever since tgk persembahan Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK)/Tohishinki/TVXQ time 10th Mnet Korea Music Festival (MKMF), terus terminat ngan derang..

:: yang paling cumey tu Chang Min.. da la tinggi~ XD ::

DBSK give a more matured vibe when compared to Big Bang.. compared to Big Bang, their ages range from 20 to 22 (Big Bang from 18 to 21).. plus they had debuted since 2003, so they sure matured over the years.. and i have to admit, persembahan derg memang best, especially time MKMF hari tu..

if skang ni Big Bang is on the top of korea's music industry, DBSK femes notably in many Asian countries especially in Japan, topping the Oricon chart, beating the local artist.. (cam lagu2 indon pemes kat msia la kot..) .. fanbase DBSK sgt kuat.. even kat Msia pon ade fanbase derang.. baru taw DBSK penah dtg malaysia..woot~

Ari tu dalam mase 2 hari, sempat lagi melayan Drama Banjun DBSK ngan muvi Vacation lakonan derang.. Banjun klakar gile..cumey~.. Banjun tu kononnya, ape yg derang wat or ape yg terjadi kat derang.. ade 4 ke 5 episod.. rasenye ni zaman2 derang muda remaja lagi..

:: excerpt from soompi on why Chang Min cried during MKMF::

At DNBN, there’s a news article (the boys must have given an interview after MKMF) that says that Changmin said he cried because of mainly relief. He was worried whether or not their fans would be supportive of them like before with their new album since they had been gone so long.

dari apa yang didgr2, DBSK tak tercalon ntuk MTV Asia Award tuk Koreanya, sbb derg bz ngan promotion kat oversea dan tak aktif kat korea.. kalo tak, maybe SuJu most probably takkan menang..woo~

my fevret song from DBSK : Rising Sun, Mirotic, O, Wrong Number, Hug, Look at the Glow, Crazy Love, The Way You Are (byk la plak :P)

kalo pasan, lagu Rising Sun ngan O, part bridge rentak die sangat beza ngan keseluruhan lagu.. mcm lagu len.. tp best~~ menarik.. sumthing new and original..

sharing the lyrics for Rising Sun below (credits to Soompi):

[Changmin]		Rise up! Rise up!
	\|
[Micky]		Now I cry under my skin! I gaze at the sky and watch a lament of tears rain down To wash over pain-filled years.
[Yunho]		(No!) Forgiveness for me is absolutely undeserved! (No!) My rage escaped and flew out of control! (No!) I pray out loud for redemption! (No!) Here I go, come back!
	\|
[Xiah]		Useless wings Days of ashes I wake up from flying, stabbed by fragments of shattered dreams. Another pitch black morning.
[Hero]		Everyone holds the truth, Yet it's hidden behind a deceptive facade. Will I forever be questioning what's left of my life?
	\|
[All]		Break down the thick imprisoning walls. Press forward with courage and strength To regain my innocence. I'll burn fiercely like a raging fire And end like the radiant rays of sunset. I'm waiting for the rising sun...
	\|
[Micky]		Now, burn my eyes. Sun comes up, blowing the fog. Never lie to your mind. Got to be true.
[Yunho]		The road I gotta take is 101. The truth is I can never reach full understanding. Still, in order to appear unashamed before my Sun, I just try me. And now...
	\|
[Changmin]		Seriously, where the hell is the end to this chaos? (Somebody, talk. Each day, there's a different answer.) Can suffering ever lead to happiness? (Somebody, talk. Only time can tell)
	\|
[Xiah]		It's like my life is a star Trapped in an vicious orbit
[Hero]		It's like I've chased after the answers to countless questions, Only to paint an incomplete picture.
[Changmin]		Do you know why?
	\|
[Micky]		(Slow down...) Yeah. Come on. TVXQ. We got a remix!
[Changmin]		This is where my dreams begin, I've finally found the path to take.
[Xiah]		My chest is filled with ardor. I challenge the day it all ends. (The song's neverending.)
	\|
[Yunho]		Yo! Now Some Some Some Some Some sun Right here Right now (Give it up for!) I'll make it under control (Give it up for!) Let me show you, prove to you I'm good Here we go, like this!
	\|
[Micky]		Time is always flowing, I know well that it never returns. Mustn't leave myself regrets each day. Try to swallow the resentment caused by solitude.
[Changmin]		When I'm worn and weary, I'll remember The worth of happiness that is born of tears.
[Yunho]		Trials kiss my open hands, My innocence blooms in a garden of hardships. Nothing is set in stone, each day starts anew.
	\|
[Yunho]		Bright! TVXQ! Say you! Say bright! Bruh-ruh-right! Rising sun...
[Changmin]		(Ah-ah!)
	\|
[All]		Break down the thick imprisoning walls. Press forward with courage and strength To regain my innocence. I'll burn fiercely like a raging fire And end like the radiant rays of sunset. I'm waiting for the rising sun...
	\|
[Changmin]		Seriously, where the hell is the end to this chaos? (Somebody, talk. Each day, there's a different answer.) Can suffering ever lead to happiness? (Somebody, talk. Only time can tell)
	\|
[Yunho]		Rise up! Rise up!

there is nothing weird listening to Korean or Japanese or whatever languages other than ur native tongue.. cmon la, kite skang hidup dengan kemudahan internet.. dont limit ur interests.. experience new things..

"mcm ko phm je lagu tu"

tenet ade.. google sudey.. skang ni byk je fan community yang sub kan or translate kan lagu, interbiu, mv dan sebagainye.. dan jgn terkejut, sebilangan derg adalah orang malaysia.. i'm of cuz, not one of them la.. XD

lately, my playlist is mostly playing DBSK's songs.. and i called myself Big Bang's fan..lol

nana 79

2008-11-30T00:39:00.004+08:00

::excerpt from NANA Chapter 79 - credits to Room 708::

apakah agaknye yg sebenarnye tejadi antara Hachi dan Takumi? But it looks like both of them are suffering.. dalam chapter2 lepas ada Takumi mention that Hachi insist on staying in Japan.. there was also a scene when Junko mentioned about divorce, Hachi strongly opposed the idea, saying it was impossible (probably because their children).. even when Takumi when back home once, it was like Takumi was trying to reach out to her..

jangan la ending die Hachi ngan Nobu or Takumi ngan Reira (sgt diragui)... for me, Nobu is probably the one that truly loves Hachi till the end.. but still, i am still hoping Hachi will be with Takumi.. Takumi in the present and the future arc had changed drastically ever since their marriage.. he even confessed to the late Ren, if Hachi ever leave him(most probably due to his numerous affairs and scandals), his life will be only battle everywhere..

Reira.. i never liked her.. takmo..

final of final

2008-11-28T17:31:00.007+08:00

tepat kul 12 smlm, abe da paper terakhir di utp (amiin~)..
komen?
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should i say more?
ngaa~
super duper kbkk..
pdn la koswok sumorg hampir full mark pon..
harap koswok bekapkan je la..
><" aku ditempatkan kat last row sekali, siap duk usyar2 org bile blurr nk jawab.. rase cam nk kuar awl je tapi mengenangkan paper yg last dan xde sape pon yg kuar.. bila da bes paper, rupe2nye ramai je yg nk kuar awl, tp sume cam menunggu sum1 stat kuar dulu.. last2, xde sape pon yg kuar dulu.. gaa~

::petchem-che04::
kami hanya 13 org

-sempat gak merasa sume venue xm kat utp neh.. undercroft pon da rase time amek OM ri tu.. una semangat je nak amek gamba kat chencellor..hehe.. nnt time convo la una ek-

balik2 je terkunci pintu time nak g beli makanan.. kunci ngan kad m3x dlm bilik.. seb bek da amek enset ngan purse siap2 time kuar tu.. seb bek gak time tu una xbalik umah lg, ada la tempat berteduh.. dan menanti lah diri ini kepulangan rumet dari irc.. puas tido dan bergolek2 atas katil una da.. akhirnye kul 530 baru ley masuk bilik.. ><" mlm nye:: jeng3x.. g final outing ngan dak2 #emaresem.. list kete azree: azree, ipe, me, anis, aida (semenjak dua neh salu tercampak nek kete azree, ni da kali ke4 kot..)
list kete azlia: azlia, mashi, yani, mobeus, rizuwan (special guest cenel emaresem)

yg len, ade yg ade paper lagi.. ade yang ade pisentation fyp.. ade yg da balik.. ngaa~

agenda utama: gi mkn steamboat kat johnny's~
mkn byk tp xkenyang gak..
ngaa~
since there are 10 of us, we were divided with 2 pots..
yg my side mkn happening gile..
kejap gile da abes..
walhal the other side baru nak start..
XD

next stop: bowling @ jj~
noob cam aku dpt gak 1 strike ngan 1 spare.. huu~.. hepi2.. walopon x la sehebat ipe ngan mobeus.. derg da terer..teeutama ipe, x strike, spare..cess..tp ok, wut.. considering this is my (jap nk kire..) 4th time men bowling~ XD

another stop: shogun karok @ gopeng..
one thing i gotta say.. this is the 1st time penah masuk karok dan sesungguhnye it doesnt suit me well.. not very much comfy environment 4 me..huhu.. lgpon kan, sore i xsedap~ .. mashi ngan azlia je pon duk conquer.. hehe.. hidup di u, cukup merasa sume bende seblom grad XD ..

.. mekdi sepam..

final stop: depan pondok pak guard @ pagar utp..
sesi fotografi beramai2 walopon sorg2 mata da ngantuk gile (especially me.. siap da kena tegur mata sepet ><)..
lompat2 atas pagar utp..
takut patah lak pagar utp tu.. kang xpasal2 xley wat clearance, xley grad plak kan.. ramai2 panjat duk atas batu tulis nama "UTP" ..huwaa~.. mashi tolong angkatkan.. takuut tinggi~~.. ganas sungguh mashi..huuu..
posing ramai2 kat tepi jln depan tugu rasmi utp..
pakgad wat bodo je.. mesti mls da nak melayan peel dak2 utp XD
sebenarnye nk g amek gamba ngan pakgad.. tetapi.. hee~.. pakgad cam xmo lyn je.. hee~

tq guys.. last memories together.. ntah bila la kita sume nak jumpa lagi.. tunggu time convo je la nanti.. (tuan punya kamera: nak gamba mlm tadi~~~)

congrats mashi for ur engagement.. nanti kawen jgn lupe jemput lak.. die da plan nk kawen time intern nanti.. waa~.. chukhan mida~ aku yang dah nak grad ni pon masih ::missing words:: -tak terkata- ..

thins need to be done next: siapkan PDP, wat slide fyp, wat clearance dan plg penting: carik KEJE!!

psssttt: dak2 #johnny's bila lak nak wat photoshoot?